#sinning
"Pray 1 Our Father, 3 Hail Mary's and 1 Glory Be" Said the father behind the booth in which I hesitated to continue knowing seeing you later that day would mean sinning.
From the way you look, to the sound escaping your lips. From your laughter, to your mewls and whimpers.
I was willing to confess everyday if it would mean sinning for you.
Nov 1, 2020
Nov 1, 2020 at 9:09 AM UTC
there are demons
feeding on my darkness
tasting my sins
hiding in my shadows
and whispering in my ear
I’m just having fun
and I don’t plan on stopping
so enjoy the feast
Nov 20, 2019
Nov 20, 2019 at 10:35 PM UTC
i am a wooden cross
with a young girl strapped to
my chest. she is crying, i can
feel the fear, her desperation , running
through her body, thrashing as
she tries to break free of the bonds.
'are you a witch?' they ask her,
the crowd standing in front is
staring at her, waiting on her
next words. she weakly denies but
they are angered and feel defied.
at the bottom of my body, beneath
her feet, lies kindle and they touch
a burning torch to the loose straw and
immediately it flares up into flames,
beginning to burn my base.
the girl screams out, she doesn't deserve this,
she never wanted any of this. 'witch, witch' the
crowd chants as the fire crawls up my structure.
i can feel her fear as she tries to break free, the fear
grips my soul and there is nothing that i can do
but to hold her in place as she burns for crimes
that she did not commit.
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 6:33 AM UTC
change
i wanted to change but
i found my soul rearranged instead
pretty soon
i started making bad decisions
repeatedly
i was in over my head
sinning until i accomplished my mission
happiness was the only thing that i was missing
only thing i'm
wishing
for
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 12:44 PM UTC
Jealously is the tie that binds,
And binds,
And binds
It was the way you spoke about,
What you couldn't have,
Yet what you wanted so bad.
With animosity,
Regret,
Disdain,
And underneath it all, just a hint of pride.
And it's truth that,
The bullets of jealousy **** the shooter too.
Verily, It destroys good deeds, as fire would destroy,
Incinerate,
And ravish
anything,
As flames eradicate feelings,
In which jealousy is pain,
Obsession,
And envy,
In which we all blame the feelings of jealousy,
For the things we can't ever really have.
May 5, 2018
May 5, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
Ours sins were as scarlet, so we walked on red carpet
But that couldn’t hide, hide what’s inside
He exposed our sin, exposed our heart
Left us bleeding, a wound we couldn’t heal
But His needle was the cross, and His thread was the blood-the blood of the Lamb
May 23, 2017
May 23, 2017 at 1:10 PM UTC
What is independence?
Is it just thinking for yourself?
Can you describe desire,
Or is that just as well.
I'm so afraid of what I want
And it's afraid with me.
Solemn vows are shattered.
Amend the life that be.
Broken things are beautiful.
Dreams are all a code.
Sometimes what you needed,
Contradicts the other wants.
Four eyes locked in place,
Bruised skin, lost lace.
No awkward silence,
The happy feeling;
We'll speak until it leaves us.
I miss it now,
just thinking,
That independence means alone.
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 1:15 AM UTC
Absence has seven letters
As does your name
I should have seen the glaring neon warning in this
But I was too busy counting the seven scars that you claimed defined you
Giving a heroic story to each
Slowly encoding your biography into my blood
I met you on the seventh of July
A glowering shadow across the bonfire
A smile filled with seven fake teeth
Hands that would become all too familiar in the months preceding
It took me seven days to memorize the seven numbers connecting you to me
One number a day for a whole week
Seven numbers that I cannot will myself to forget
I find my fingers attracted to each in succession
Only to hang up when I hear your raspy hello in the early hours of the morning
There are seven wonders of the world
I claim to have seen each
As I scour over your body
Finding the Taj Mahal carefully constructed of your hip bones
Balancing on the Great Wall of your fifth rib
Touring the marbled landscape of the Coliseum between your shoulder blades
Your smile
Hands
Nose
Voice
But there are also seven deadly sins
Lying tongues and tears shed
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 11:47 PM UTC
*1) Your eyes killed me without mercy
2) Your lips made me an addict
3) My heart keeps gossiping about you all the time
4) Since I saw you, I forgot the rest
5) You stole my heart and hid it
6) You merged with my soul and I don't know who I am anymore
7) You occupy my imagination all the time
9) You jailed me waiting for your answer
10) You teared my eyes when they thought they were not going to see you again
Your sins are forgiven if you say* ...
"I love you"
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
My fingers danced across your skin
Dipping across valleys
Sliding down chasms
You radiate warmth and love
Filling me to the brim
Our hearts beat erratically
We cannot turn away from this
We stick together
Bonded by sweat and memories
We cry out each others names
Tasting salt and meaningfulness
We no longer act as two
We have absorbed each other
Returning to the beginning
Sinning.
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 6:27 PM UTC
No control
No control
my life is whirling out of control;
My life is spinning
and I'm not winning
are you sinning?
Can you spare
any fare
so that this mess
you may repair
Oct 12, 2014
Oct 12, 2014 at 10:39 AM UTC
Bodies abolished
Floating souls
Space wind
Spirit bones
Waiting hidden
Beyond blackness
Wherein darkhails
Find Yourself
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 1:26 AM UTC
Champagne tears
Ruined my dress
Dressed to ****
With a smile
To match
Deadly forces
Are within me
The devil speaks
Like he's beside me
I always tremble
Tried not to stumble
Upon the hands
Of trouble
Drank from a poisoned cup
Which had no effect
Thinking I was saved
By my own God
But my sinning
Wasn't too holy
And my sins
Ultimately
Killed me
Slowly and surely
My addictions
Set me free
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 10:13 AM UTC