#shameonme
I feed my own ego,
But there is no more ammo, by which, to get angry,
Or, “Get ****** as it has been said.
I am at an okay place,
But are you going to wait,
‘Till my cards are down,
And I am staring at **** in my face?
…You’ve done it once…
©2026Ellen Finn
Jan 29
Jan 29, 2026 at 9:20 PM UTC
You've hurt me once, shame on you.
Hurt me twice, shame on me.
But as much as I try, I can't stay away.
I will repeat the same mistakes over and over,
Hoping one day you'll realize, that
No one could ever love you like I do.
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 4:35 PM UTC
Silence lurks through me
Faint thoughts cross my mind
I've been fighting sleep-
Possession takes over me,
Leading me to the desk
Rummaging through the drawers
I find what I'm told to-
Sitting in darkness
Fighting my demons
Calling those of greatness
But none answers-
At the swipe of a blade
I'm walking on clouds
Once again.
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Jul 10, 2015
Jul 10, 2015 at 1:42 AM UTC