#secondchance
To my former -
For years now, my spirit lay asleep as it drifted through the abyss.
I dreamt of you reaching for me through the pitch dark -
Holding me, carrying my lifeless corpse.
With the distant murmur of your voice as a beacon to drift me further along when the strength had left the muscles and bones.
But it was only in sleep of which I would always wake.
You appeared only as a vapor in my mind's eye, never in your physical form.
Perhaps that's why my heart could never truly have you.
A small piece of my bludgeoned heart will be yours to hold in this lifetime.
I pray you hold onto it and keep it well.
Until time no longer exists.
To my reunited -
You not only found me after years apart and away,
You took my cold body - the blood almost frozen - and brought me up and out;
From the depths to over the surface.
While my eyes adjust to the blinding light previously unknown,
while the heat melts the armor of ice from my skin -
Your gaze, your touch, the warmth in your words
Set a fire that doesn't destroy.
It glows; like candles in a cathedral.
Only our Maker knows the day when or if two shall become one,
or whether we seal our hearts' sacred vows with true love's kiss.
But until then, my heart has finally found a castle after years of imprisonment inside my own.
Our spirits, together, have become one with the sky where we can now both live and thrive in tandem with the sun and rain clouds, and now can venture into infinity.
Come what may, or what ultimately becomes of what potentially is blossoming.
With the love seeping from my melting heart,
Me
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 1:50 AM UTC
Im sorry im not like I used to be
and maybe I’ll never be that girl again,
I don’t blame you
for leaving me like you did
and how it’s probably too late for second chances
I promise I’ll be there waiting
when you want to come back
if youll ever want to come back
I know I ******* up
I know im not like how I used to be
and im sorry
Im so ******* sorry I lost you
to how stupid I must’ve been
all im asking is for you to tell me
how I can be better
do better
on whatever I messed up on
and maybe second chances aren’t possible
but I’ll be waiting
when your ready for one
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 9:14 PM UTC
I gave you a free ticket out of jail
I hope you use it wisely
Mar 4
Mar 4, 2026 at 8:29 AM UTC
I see what you did.
You ignored me for a month
and then just happened to come back
the day before you asked her out
to make sure I still wasn't interested.
I'm not stupid.
I saw right through you,
and I don't appreciate being used.
That may have been well played,
but it wasn't played well enough.
Jul 22, 2023
Jul 22, 2023 at 2:14 AM UTC
Looking back on it all,
I don't understand why I gave you
so many second third fourth changes.
You treated me horribly
and I let you back in
every. single. time.
I guess I thought that
when I let you back,
you would be different.
You would treat me better.
But each time,
nothing changed.
And the last time,
I just had to say
goodbye.
Jul 19, 2023
Jul 19, 2023 at 2:00 AM UTC
I broke your heart.
You came crawling back to me,
saying it was all your fault
(even though you thought it was mine),
just so you could speak to me again.
So, I let you back in my life.
But then you said you couldn't handle it,
couldn't handle thinking about
what had happened between us,
about how badly it hurt you,
because you still loved me
and knew I didn't love you back.
So you said goodbye,
that you might be back
sometime.
You had given me a second chance
when I broke your heart.
But I don't think
I'll ever be able to give you one
after you broke mine.
So when you did come back,
I had to say goodbye.
Jul 7, 2023
Jul 7, 2023 at 2:21 AM UTC
Life has been a rollercoaster
since the winter solstice passed.
Venturing through tribulations hoping fledgling love would last.
Seeking out each others’ dreams and stumbling forth at times
(but then)
Reaching for the outstretched hand that puts all faith in love again.
Learning about one another, lips oft locked and pulses swift.
Anchoring steadfast emotions once thought hopelessly adrift.
Quiet moments give contentment, hands entwined, so warm and true.
Visions of the future me loving the future you.
Aug 3, 2021
Aug 3, 2021 at 8:59 AM UTC
I don't burn bridges, I preserve those wonders of old. I let the waters rise, whilst I remain underneath its ridges and contours.
I don't burn bridges, not because that I am mature.
I don't burn bridges, because I am alone; and a bridge is a well travelled road.
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 10:25 AM UTC
As another minute passes,
A being can feel more ignored...and ignored.
Soon they'll Feel invisible.
Betrayed.
disappointed. In the person they once loved.
As if “it”....They didn't matter to him.
it matters and without it
a human would not be a human.
They’d simply be nothing without it.
Just a consciousness that's hungry for attention
And a unquenchable thirst for help that you didn't give them
While they selflessly gave it to you.
Now it's too late to turn back.
Too late for a “second chance”
No sorry can fill the bottomless pit you’ve created within their once warm soul.
Any “sorry” will just make it deeper, and deeper.
Never to be seen again forming an entirely new person we've never met.
All because you made them feel so invisible they fell out of place from reality.
Shattering their hopes and dreams.
Aspires and wants to be’s.
Crushed by one **** hand.
Feb 4, 2021
Feb 4, 2021 at 12:27 PM UTC
Your northern light lures me in
it's blinding my eyes
it's so cold and so tragically beautiful
it's roaming alone on a loose highway
where no man can stay
We all see you, but not all can feel you
I am powerless and drained of self-love
but if you want to, I'll love you enough
enough for you to never feel alone
despite our distance, I'll keep you sane
and perhaps you can keep me warm
We've felt the calamity in our hearts
etching happiness away;
injecting darkness all over
but it's okay, it's all okay now
we've found each other
and we'll get through it
I do not know much, but this I know;
all this pain and suffering have not been in vain
since it led me to you, and you to me
so let's give happiness a second chance, shall we?
May 11, 2020
May 11, 2020 at 8:19 AM UTC
I do not wish to end my speech with a dot or a coma,
I only wish for my speech to be heard loud and clear.
I may not be able to wish for a second chance for my speech,
And still, I will hold on until the bruises are gone,
And tears are no more.
He, who wished for his words to be heard,
She, who came to his life like an angel in the sky,
They became one like day and night as a whole.
No Life, No Worries!
No to Life, yet you are still fighting.
No to Worries, yet you are unease.
You are the hero in your own story,
You are loved in every pain
I will find the answer
For my ineffable life,
I will surpass the wall
To see the beauty on the other side
My speech is about to end,
How I wish for it not to end.
But that is life in every angle,
You just have to see through it.
Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 2:10 AM UTC
Back to where we started
Broken homes
Broken hearts
Us against the world
Let me tackle darkest parts
Past plots reincarnated
Where we are at now
Foolish enough to believe what happened once
This place we won't allow
No matter how we strive to improve
Story is destined for tragedy
Bad behavior repeats repoitore
Stop trying to force what isn't meant to be
I think we know how this ends
Tried mending a million ways
There is no way to avoid the outcome
Yet we still cling tight to "always"
Happy ending in negative mind
Even close to reality
Disappointment forged chasms between us
Bond isn't what it used to be
As we call eachother corny names
Pain hidden behind each letter
We are back where we began our tale
Maybe this time will be better?
Apr 18, 2020
Apr 18, 2020 at 4:53 AM UTC
If I was there
I'd run my fingers through his hair
Tell him how much I truly care
I'd sing to him softly
and kiss him loftily
I would talk about non-sense
and everything of importance
If I was there
I wouldn't be in such disrepair.
Apr 6, 2020
Apr 6, 2020 at 10:45 PM UTC
Second chances are pots of gold at the end of a rainbow.
But we treat them like a prize from a box of ******* jacks;
Cherished one minute, then the next we put it back.
Not taking things for granted is easier said than done.
But if you get a second chance, treat it like it's the only one
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 7:42 PM UTC
Time rewritten simply means twice bitten...
Jan 19, 2020
Jan 19, 2020 at 11:39 AM UTC
Language: Roman-Hindi
dard hota hai ab yun dooor na jaaya kijiye
is theer ko ab is dil me hee rahne dijiye
sah na payega ab ye dil ye tho zara dekiye
kafa hain humse agar tho ek mauka aur dijiye
Translation in English
It hurts now don't stay away
Let this cupids arrow in my heart stay
This heart will not bear can't you see
If you are displeased, another chance I plea
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 8:25 PM UTC
Been a while living in a box so tight,
Sure the heart has healed alright,
Bad memories now sealed so tight,
Soothing new melodies push dreams to flight,
A heart yearning to share new days and night,
For a future sure that will be bright,
Search for a mate now sure feels so right,
A new beginning.. starts tonight.
Dec 28, 2019
Dec 28, 2019 at 12:23 AM UTC
This could be the last chance you have to fly
Do you like the ground want it to pass you by
When you were just a kid and you held your cry
Now you have your voice, don't let it defy.
What you dreamed of, don't let it die
It's not the last goodbye let it be your war cry.
Nov 25, 2019
Nov 25, 2019 at 6:25 AM UTC
One day I will disappear
And leave you all behind
To start all over again
To learn to love
To learn to live
To learn how to
Be human again
And after a while
I will do it again
Oct 19, 2019
Oct 19, 2019 at 2:30 AM UTC