#seclusion
Solitude is not being alone; it is being the only one.
Expanding beyond the core, the single becomes everyone.
Solitude swallows boundaries, then gnaws at the edges of the self.
Yet only the edges disappear; one rules the core like a spear.
Only the self does not perish, and it conquers its vicinity.
It builds an empire beyond empires.
Imagination lifts the flesh and merges it with the heights.
Beyond the last obedient star, one traverses the voids.
It builds a full universe above the empty one.
It inhabits the cosmic infinite, incomprehensible to planetary life.
Solitude raises one toward the unseen, and renders one unreachable.
As secluded as a legend, it abandons one upon a mountain peak.
It educates without counsel, punishes without striking.
It is meticulous: one must surpass transcendence itself.
It teaches the taste of poetry, revealing its cold beauty.
It conquers the eyes, rendering all things with solemnity.
It locks the soul within this grandeur and strips away all vanity.
Silence, not of the soul but of the body.
The abyss devours the noisy
and answers without clamor,
with melodies no crowd can hear.
Solitude, not loneliness but sovereignty.
The hermit indicts the lonely
and immortalizes without brush,
with sceneries no herd can watch.
This mind is patient.
This heart is stubborn in its sentiment.
It lends nothing of itself away.
It allows none of its beliefs to sway.
Ancient before all things, it outlasts time.
Touching the world, it rewrites its essence.
Creating without possession, it is noble.
Possessing without creation, it is supreme.
Only the solitary spirit truly knows itself.
And every spirit that knows itself
remains alone with itself.
― Atrona Grizel
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 5:20 PM UTC
The silence of my seclusion
echoes in my ears.
It’s all I hear -
loud enough
to drown my racing heartbeat.
Here, I am safe.
Safe from pain,
that claws and burns.
Safe from happiness,
that never stays.
No highs to feel,
no lows to drown in-
Just solid ground,
holding me
barely above.
Mar 29
Mar 29, 2026 at 11:18 AM UTC
I woke up sad this morning after days of feeling blue dark clouds have been forming keeping me feeling subdued I've remained in isolation to try to gather up my thoughts or to attempt a transformation maybe it is all for naught Either way I need seclusion behind my wall I feel safe Let the world see the illusion even though it is all fake
Aug 3, 2025
Aug 3, 2025 at 12:04 PM UTC
Isn't it a spoiled life:
picking flowers on the edge --
of the precipice?
Jul 19, 2025
Jul 19, 2025 at 1:45 AM UTC
The party goes on
above me, I'm having fun --
with Nino, the cat.
Jul 4, 2025
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:06 AM UTC
Justified demise of another set of longing eyes,
is it that I'm comprised of a cacophony of longing lies
telling me I'm no good,
that no one should love me, how could they?
A roughly carved shape of a soul and the hole left by selfish doubt
a window to a world of reasons reasoning why I should be left out.
The continual fear that love is a trap designed to erode the calloused halls of frozen walls that carry reassuring tones that the cold is consistent,
that warmth is insistent on melting our walls and making survival an emotional chore when we could just avoid it all. And yet despite the comforting embrace of psychological hypothermia, we want more.
Mar 17, 2025
Mar 17, 2025 at 7:49 AM UTC
When you stop needing someone
It is not that you want to be alone
Understanding that if ever you have to
You'll be fine on your own
There is undescribable freedom attached
No-BIRTHED by solitude
There absolutely is no greater power
Than peace in mind when you self-seclude
The most effective weapon held in your defense
To fight pain and heartache
Is learning the talent of being by yourself
Everyone else is unprepared for the break
Oct 29, 2024
Oct 29, 2024 at 1:32 AM UTC
A quiet question...
To a dependency's need
Simple advantage; sincerity's blessing
Has a liberty in notion, for a world's steed?
A race to heaven; common love
Sorrow and persuasion, to king's found
The dote of mercy, a clash of us...
With quarter, a lover imparts a rise of allow
No hatred, for a common fate?
So sweet, the kindred of youth's vice
Strength, do we complete a fulfilled sate?
Such in love, such in might; only mercy has life
The sigh of conscience...
Sad beginnings of loves lot, wealth?
Has it's own, for a shadow's prescience
Serious as this seems, do children bespeak health?
The soul of unique harmony
So made, a promise of a loving vision
Set to rights, for a quieter answer, in all intimacy...
A challenging stir of when a voices care, is your wishes...
Jul 10, 2024
Jul 10, 2024 at 4:56 PM UTC
The sweetness of dismal forth?
Space and a tapping heavy will of the wish
Greeting the dread, a host of silence, music for worth...
Naked real enough, naked felt to mention
Raises an eyebrow, raises a hunger
To the table of vestige, the tone of mystique
For a doting hope, dancing in the arms of thunder
Reach and purpose, in the shielded eyes of a lead...
Curious rhymes and times with a patronage's bag
Hurt feelings for a lore, in the needs of more
Had like a thought, in toil we save the cursory to add...
A callous few, the society of timid eyes, knows you somehow stranger
Lights that remind, you...
Three pigs and a wolf to tell the time
Have a mirror in mind, one for alienation
Two for a side of salt, and three wishes that should, a crying...
And a wolf in the first place...
Space for happening homes, the tale of synergy in grasp
That has the continue if not the view, of when a soon is sate
Is a requite of voice and its taste in joy, a new past to ask?
Exorcism of a priest, and a tale of youths?
Without the kindness of privilege, or the epistolary of count
The wailing and the stolen tryst, of powers that be our couth's?
In the dim and violent, misery we will note, is but a secret's pout
Passionate days, with a reason to be here
Aching eyes on the verge of unity, if not use for a cross
That has said, in a treatise of vice and quiet offering, of fear...
The none, the fulfilled song, and ourselves in an eye to toss...
Jun 3, 2023
Jun 3, 2023 at 12:15 AM UTC
someday I will live on a water,
it will love me
I will spend my days discovering it’s mysteries
spinning them into fantastic tales,
cinematic grays of storm,
kaleidoscope colors of dragonfly spring
I will live in the cocoon of its beauty,
in the folding space of beings from every world
I will story the breath of pirouettes,
the creation waves of slumber
finding uncommon lives
woven through fertile riparian fabrics
the water will know me as no human could
it will absorb me into it’s rhythm
I will disappear from causation
cherished and protected the remainder of my days
I, devoted witness and biographer to a landscape
Jan 29, 2023
Jan 29, 2023 at 11:56 PM UTC
The thorny rose that no one liked;
It lacked a petal and had a thousand spikes.
The thorns that grew from its roots to leaves
Kept the people from touching it.
But, this thorny rose once had no thorns at all;
It just lacked a single petal, tho,
This was enough for it be alone
And cursed by all, oh, so much woe.
So, she cried a million tears
Which soon grew as thorns and nasty leaves.
Now no one gives it a second glance,
But it doesn't really need anyone's touch.
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 6:03 AM UTC
Some are like caged hens
banging there heads on the
metal metaphors of desperations.
Non confirmative to the needs of seclusion,
as they were once free range.
The eggs of doubt and walking in
secluded circles,
can drive one to
desperation!
or even to the moment of silence.
We all are meant to be free range,
and now were battery hens,
running out of charge..
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 2:35 PM UTC
His name is Carter
And he’s all alone
In school
At home
Even on the bus because
no one sits next to him,
(But I’ve made an attempt
To be his friend
But I can’t break free of the honesty
That he is extremely annoying
So I will leave him to himself
Whenever I can)
One day his bag was extra heavy
And I could see it
But I did not ask about it
To not let out the brutal honesty
At the end
That I really did not care
Except my mind went there
Courtesy of the news
And I looked at the shape
Which wasn’t outlined as a rifle
So I looked the other way without paying attention anymore
And when I knew my safety was not compromised
I did not care about why it was so heavy
I stood behind him in line when
His bag bumped against me and
I pushed it out of my face because
What a nuisance!
He turned around looking annoyed
and quite frankly I did not care about his feelings
Apr 3, 2020
Apr 3, 2020 at 9:22 PM UTC
reassuring taps of gentle footsteps upon marble
lightly echo through the clean air and fluorescent lights
a step past one door, warmth encompasses me
comfortable space, people in this town are few and far between
stop a moment, think
before another door. enter
to a ceiling much too low
so much i have to tilt my head to avoid it
there are urinals along the right-side wall
Eve is standing before one, just to look
a shifting glance, attention is brought to me
my angled eyes set at Eve’s level
maybe this way i can see
why the fleeting phantoms stay just long enough for our eyes to meet
Apr 2, 2020
Apr 2, 2020 at 5:01 PM UTC
I've been in the rain
I've given others my time
time lost to the chance that being in the open would make me feel as so
would tan my pale demeanor
give my loneliness something to hold
turn my fear to boon
I now hold that that is not the case
for true nature is always an honest monster
how could I be so naive?
was it not the cruel world's air that sent me into hiding?
I should return to my dark comfort
my cave of paranoia
the only friend that always welcomes me
understands my need to be alone
to be fragile in a safe cell
guarded, protected
a perfect excuse
my reason to be recluse
Dec 16, 2019
Dec 16, 2019 at 3:04 AM UTC
Silence
O' which seals from me
The torment of thy thoughts –
Thoughts not meant to enter me
But sensed in mists of spheres.
In solitude
I'm dwelling hence
For'a hermit doth not lure the cold –
The thrusting cold o'that which
Is plaguing the foresaken.
Solitude, then to me
Is to radiate that ease –
That ease swaning circular and gracefully
on the calms of the Hydriads' waters.
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 10:37 AM UTC
May take a bit to come down from seclusion.
Climbing for a gain, knew what I was losing.
It's on the T that time is balanced,
and I've seen it cemented.
It's on the scene with all the extras,
and I've seen myself in the crowd.
Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 10:29 PM UTC
My thorns turn blunt
My shields let arrows through
My life-risking stunt has left me life-still too
The echo comes from muttered den
The day's too violent
To youth that be I shout "Plague me again, miscreant"
The cave's ajar
The wounds are fresh
The head spins, body scarred
Treacle of death
The cold that swallowed me
It burns the soul that's spent
To love that reaching tries I shout "Plague me again, miscreant"
Sep 6, 2019
Sep 6, 2019 at 5:57 PM UTC
I stuff my ears
with prefered sounds
I fill my eyes
with statuses and trivia
and sometimes I see the light
of today far away
in a picture
I ignore the people
around me, that's how
personal my life is
completely custom-made
inside my head
and confirmed
by my friends
who touch me and are
touched exclusively
on the friendship spot
where our two worlds kiss
each other autonomously
Jul 22, 2019
Jul 22, 2019 at 2:10 AM UTC
Faux Play
Webs of remorse cover my bed as I stumble back into brambles
A place that acts as a sanctuary but looks like a crumpled napkin
A recluse wet dream that concerns no cordials
But those that comfort a king who bellows in his castle
Built high out of stone and assured to one day be ruins
A faux ploy to thou I’ve surrendered built on all of those who I’ve sundered
A war within my own; where ballast meets ballast
And blunder meets blunder
Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 12:57 AM UTC
I lived in a house I had dug in the mud
Loneliness was served each meal at my 4 sided table
Quiet music distracted from the roaring silence
Darkness encapsulated my eyes from the harsh light of day
Seclusion preserved my soul from feeling the angry world's tempest
Exercise sustained the need for vigor of motion
Writing was my conversation
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 10:09 PM UTC