In the darkness waiting
Time lingering on
Painful changes making
Bright-eyed sparkle gone
The crease of light is taunting
Restrained and alone
It only leaves me wanting.
Till light around me shone
Cocoon illuminating
Glow of amber tone
As if the shadow hating
Warmed tired weary bones
I stretched there in the morning
A new day had come
Then greeted me beckoning
Two arms I called home
The embrace now seems fleeting
Yet leaned i hard thereon
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 5:02 PM UTC
Rest your head
Today you did your part
Wake on the morrow
Another day to start
When you get down
Tell yourself this:
Today is the struggle
Tomorrow is bliss
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 10:11 PM UTC
I lived in a house I had dug in the mud
Loneliness was served each meal at my 4 sided table
Quiet music distracted from the roaring silence
Darkness encapsulated my eyes from the harsh light of day
Seclusion preserved my soul from feeling the angry world's tempest
Exercise sustained the need for vigor of motion
Writing was my conversation
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 10:09 PM UTC
My whole little world sat down on a blanket.
Cushion of grass below.
Happy gaze of their mother had not sank yet.
Feeling the breeze that blows.
Favorite snacks all packed, arrang'd just so.
Smiling eyes excitement.
Small hints of growth, faces are quite chang'd though.
My sweet enlightenment.
Heavy burdens and sorrow bravely carries
Good Mothers do.
Shelter this innocence as it tarries
Showing love true.
Heartstrings so delicate needing tender care
Never to abuse.
Forever I wish to stay there, as then their
Smiling muse
Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
Taken aback by plan
Isolation self inflicted in chaos
Careful resignation of man
Alerting those who betray us
Justified in the mind
Scattering my thoughts in protection
Many appear too kind
Looking out for critical detection
Concerns of words misplaced
The fault finding superior sneer
Expressing disgust and distaste
High minding misuse of fear
Twisting my gut violently
Internally shake to suffer silently
Words abandon lips, mind races
Trapped with their judgemental faces
Mar 27, 2017
Mar 27, 2017 at 11:16 PM UTC
Agony of memories shackled in soul
Loss of control
Cult raised isolation bred within youth
Eureka of truth
Abandoned by love own motherhood start
Burden of heart
Maternal disease and death's lengthy fight
Daytime to night
Caring in vain is like tightening rope
Grasping for hope
Sweet child now mortal illness attacked
Mind being racked
No support acquaintance or true friend
Alone till end
Questioning Deity in trial with doubt
Childish I pout
Weakness in battle spirit slowly died
Strength not inside
Broken wondering why His small pawn
Can't carry on
Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 12:16 AM UTC
A quick refreshing dip
You float with utmost buoyancy
But with repeated trip
And growing sense of poignancy
Panic takes it's hold
Logic must be strewn aside
Bravely plunge the bold
To sink before they've died
So choices made light
Can end up more deep
As those figured right
Make for much peaceful sleep
Either way gives rest
But no stories are told
By those thinking best
When they have gotten old
Mar 9, 2017
Mar 9, 2017 at 11:17 PM UTC
As the wandering eye did catch.
A glimpse of girl that she might fetch.
Charmed and wiled her way now,
And at her beauty willingly bowed.
Tempt her o'er a bottle of wine,
To see a flicker of wilder eye.
Reflected back across candlelight,
Then saw a shining gaze that night.
So now as I look back at you,
With sultry shaded eyes of dew.
Release yourself for our delight;
We could just forget this night.
Or remember wetly all the time,
Of caress and pleasure following ryhme.
Dec 24, 2016
Dec 24, 2016 at 12:15 AM UTC
Carried sorrow her brow.
Unnoticeable till now.
Sadness dulls her features.
Misunderstood creature.
Framing within life.
Violent as knife.
Actions less planned.
Make no more stand.
Time for rest.
Deeply guessed.
Pain flows.
Tears show.
Pawn.
Gone.
Dec 23, 2016
Dec 23, 2016 at 3:25 AM UTC
Brought to the brink
Then hesitation
Surge of euphoria
Then relaxation
Cast worry aside
Then realization
Dreams built fast
Then demoralization
Dec 23, 2016
Dec 23, 2016 at 3:02 AM UTC