#scattering
We’re drift dots...
Our bodies are bulletins behaving badly, running when we feel free– [afraid of our news feeds]...
With nowhere to hide, we’re learning psychological acrobatics to climb ahead of us inside...
With half our child’s eye missing, we’re mending and pretending, eyes set on our marvel...
Here, these humble bumble bees, clumsy and dignified, redefine...
Because there is more to us than our dull diaries suggest; than these pressured, parasitical playgrounds repress...
As we’re turned into clones in these city messes, we’re reminded of home in the simplest of places...
Our hyper-perceptive, cybernetic surge is tearing through us, and we’re drift dots searching, scattering timeless new love.
Aug 20, 2025
Aug 20, 2025 at 6:11 PM UTC
To the nights
When thoughts become to loud
Making me loose my sleep
Thinking why is it has to be this way
From thinking why it had to be that way
To the nights
When I am too numb to even fall asleep
When I can't even feel my heartbeat
From these thoughts taking over me
To the moment when I can't breath
To the nights
From wanting this feeling to last forever
To end this by all means
From screaming till I can't breath
But deciding to stay silent till i suffer in deep.
To the nights
When I cry till I fall asleep
To staring at the ceiling till the night leaves
From rembering every mistake
To rembering why everyone who left without saying goodbye.
To the nights
When I wish I could just die
To wanting to have this feeling till it takes over me
From thinking about every person who left me
To realising how I lost myself along the way.
To the nights
With scattering thoughts.
Mar 7, 2020
Mar 7, 2020 at 5:49 AM UTC
I must have dropped my dreams at some point,
Because all of the sudden they were on the floor.
'Be careful!' I exclaimed.
'We are,' they claimed.
They weren't.
Suddenly my dreams were being stepped on.
I thought it would be okay,
But then I realized
They were shattered.
My dreams!
They were crushed by the careless acts of someone.
They said they would be careful
Now everything I ever wanted is broken,
Shattered with all hope lost.
Crunch.
The sound they made when the fateful action occurred.
My "loved one" so thoughtlessly stepped,
They knew, I told them, and they didn't care.
All hope lost and my dreams scattering with every second.
I wept.
May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 12:18 AM UTC
I am losing myself
Everything is
crumbling
shattering
snd scattering.
Masks are coming off
Truth is coming to light.
Fake ones start to claim their identity
and people are leaving,
the ones I thought wouldn’t leave.
The light escapes me
and dull colors swift past me.
I have lost my care
I have lost my love
Lost my innocence
And lost my guilt.
Everything that made me, me
Is now gone.
So tell me,
is it me who you’re looking for?
Because that girl is breathing no more.
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 3:34 AM UTC