#saddnes
I am consumed with sadness
Its in my bones
In my soul
In my dna
This sadness is my being
I have learned to befriend it instead of pushing it away
I am told to be happy but this sadness is my companion
Its always with me wherever I go
Im comfortable where i am
But i yet i still yearn for more
I yearn for a life where i can be happy and free
But i cant escape this sadness
It is who i am
And it consumes my everyday
But im okay with that
no matter how much i dream
I cant escape the thing im meant to be
Nov 26, 2025
Nov 26, 2025 at 10:50 AM UTC
I just need one
One gun to hold one bullet
One finger to pull one trigger
One hit to to take off one side of your face
Taking your family's one chance to say goodbye away
One memory so every year I can celebrate
Maybe get me a one tear tatto
Falling off one eye of one happy man
Take one minute to pump one fist in the air
As you lay I'll take one picture
So when that one day comes that I hear your kid say he don't remember
I'll give him the chance to never forget
I just need one gun for one chance to get revenge
I lost my one son because of one man with one gun
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 1:29 AM UTC
Pacing up and down the road, the burning tar resembling molten lava, my heart catches fire, trembling in pain, the ladder of life flies past in vain, she greets me there for my sins of the past
Her bright emerald eyes I wish this could last,
But even the nicest torture must at some point end, grabbing my hand leading me down, into the abyss where fire holds the crown, at that point in time I wish I have known that clutching at love like a dog and it's bone , leads only to you burning alone.
May 5, 2018
May 5, 2018 at 4:46 PM UTC
The sadness comes by
Anxiety passes
Excitement is brief
Happinness for masses
You laugh and you sleep
-Maybe for too long-
You cry and you weep
You seem to be wrong
About all your hobbies
Your dreams and desires
Cause none of them
Make you
Happy, it tires!
And it pains you to CORE
How these ******* people
Keep saying your a bore
Your lazy and almost fetal
Laying in your bed
It's Lethal! It's Lethal!
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 5:28 PM UTC
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The sun pours upward into day
And the little cottages by the sea
Are smoking, sandy souls are turning
In their beds by the glaring windows
That hide the birds who were always
There singing, this is a new day, wake,
Wake into dream they are saying, play,
Scurry with wings into light, every branch
Is an avenue, each leave a communion,
Coffee and tea are soon brewing, tangled
In the chlorine mist of the ritual showers.
What to wear this self made, self same
Day? Fingers tracing glass, new messages
Are frozen in light, so many things to do,
Undo, ****** into ones mobile devices,
Off to work and pressed into their mask,
Ready, makes of shuffles same to endure,
Eight hours or more later, the wounds
Of indifference, avoidance and deflection
Rear and hunch shoulder, weary as it
Trumps joy in a limp to shelter, soon
Too late to be home, and bathe
In the numbing light of situation
Comedy, tragedy, star seekers
Flail on the flat screens, that's
Entertainment, ready, sold,
Told for next new days slog,
And then, all must off to bed
Only to dream mercifully,
Again as dear sun is falling,
Wakes into lost horizons.
May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 6:07 PM UTC
These lonely nights remind me of you
The dark sky full of bright stars
Reminds me of everything I went through
In these streets the crashing cars
The blood , the death , the soul that flew
In the heaven with a body full of scars
What would you do if you knew
That the one who took my life , is you
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 11:52 PM UTC