The sadness comes by
Anxiety passes
Excitement is brief
Happinness for masses
You laugh and you sleep
-Maybe for too long-
You cry and you weep
You seem to be wrong
About all your hobbies
Your dreams and desires
Cause none of them
Make you
Happy, it tires!
And it pains you to CORE
How these ******* people
Keep saying your a bore
Your lazy and almost fetal
Laying in your bed
It's Lethal! It's Lethal!
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 5:28 PM UTC
"Are you Okay?"
I'm not even sad.
"So what are you?"
God, I make myself mad.
Yeah, that's what I am,
I'm angry, "At what?"
Shut up! If I knew…
"Lots would change. Not."
Maybe that's what I need.
"A change, that'll work."
Exactly, and if I'm lucky,
It'll wipe off your smirk.
"I'm not laughing."
Not at me, with me, correct?
"Well not exactly."
You understand that you're in my head?
That's it. It's all in my head.
"Except the scars on each inch of your skin."
That's different, I had to feel…
"Feel what? To what end?"
Feel SOMETHING! Anything…
"Anything at all?"
Yes. "And what if you don't?"
Upon the floor I will crawl.
Crawl into a hole.
"A hole in the ground?"
And have it filled up with dirt,
Never to be found.
"You're giving up."
I'm living all wrong.
"You're pathetic."
So they've been right all along.
Jul 19, 2015
Jul 19, 2015 at 5:19 PM UTC
*Her vintage sunglasses were lying on the shelf
When she brushed her hair
Oh Annabelle
Why did you did this to me?
You are so beautiful
So Beautiful
Your eyes
Your hair
Your heart
Your guts
Your lungs
Your blood*
Oh Annabelle! - I shouted
And I took her vintage sunglasses
*When she was lying in the bathtub;
DEAD*
May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 2:04 PM UTC
Her guts were spilling
Through her open mouth
As she moaned giving her last breath
Annabelle's skin started getting pale
Her eyes Stopped
She was looking at me
When I gently stroke her silky hair
I felt the light breeze on my skin...
-I like the sound of the wind-
I thought to myself
And left the room
May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 1:56 PM UTC
being a grandmother is everything
joyful
love unending
a time to spoil
and a time to grin
we say yes
even when parents say no
that's what we do
we love them
squeeze them
hug them
while all along
we are flying high
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:49 PM UTC
Aries - Tell me about every person who broke your heart, tell me about how you fantasize of never being heard of again.
Taurus - Tell me about the demons that tuck you in bed every night and you lay awake and try to fill the void in your heart with lost causes.
Gemini - Do you remember the last time you spilled your feelings out to someone? And had them touch your soul instead of your body? Has anyone ever tried to untangle the mess you heart’s been in?
Cancer - When did you feel the shock of losing someone? When you realized you will never fell their touch or hear their voice, you will only see their smiles in photographs.
Leo - Remember the first time someone told you theyre never going to leave you? How long has the hole you’ve torn in your heart been empty?
Virgo -Tell me about how you’re torn between forgetting them and forgiving them
Libra - Tell me about how you’ve been looking for love in all the wrong people, why it hurts so much when they look at you like that.
Scorpio - Tell me about the first time you felt the weight of hatred on your heart. Who left you so broken that now your eyes would cut deeper than any knife you’ve ever picked up.
Sagittarius - How many times have you said “why won’t my heart stop beating” before falling asleep?
Capricorn - How many times have you tried to convince your mind that the person you love, loves you back?
Aquarius - Who broke the windows to your heart? You thought it would hurt for a minute but it’s been 4 years and nothing’s changed.
Pisces - How many poems have you written that no one will ever read? The ones about your ex lovers who left you broken on the bathroom floor while you carved their names on your walls.
May 14, 2015
May 14, 2015 at 1:48 PM UTC
There is a glass of water
Some say it is half empty
Some say it is half full
I say its clearly empty!
And then I drink it all
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 3:17 PM UTC
Sometimes I get this feeling.
This feeling does not really have a name.
It is in the middle of my chest.
It is like my emotions are a rope.
The rope is strangling my heart.
It feels like it is about to explode
but it never does
It constricts my breathing and slows my thoughts
It almost hurts
Whenever I think of you
this feeling follows
All I want is for this feeling to go away
but at the same time
I need it
It reminds me I am alive.
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 3:11 PM UTC