#sabotaging
Bitterness beseeches every
GROTESQUE
Inch of me
Thoughts of your light enveloping
my existence in a
condemnation
of
sabotaging
dreams.
I am the dark queen, and you,
you are my ghost.
Haunting me perilously.
The destruction of my kingdom is welcomed.
Dismantle
Decimate
Destroy.
Poison me with ANY
Affliction.
I welcome the cardinal sins of my evocations.
Blasphemy of my soul
Awakened and stripped
Of us, leaving me
Welcoming the blackness.
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 11:11 PM UTC
I overslept again today.
Terrified of living life.
Too afraid.
To chase the sun.
I wish on the stars.
To play their part.
Wondering if I will ever be,
Good enough?
To live the life I've always dreamed.
Instead of falling fast asleep.
There's no room for me to breathe.
Suffocating and sabotaging.
The life I want for the life I don't.
Wasting away another day.
Running on empty.
Will it always be this way?
Instead I'll fall fast asleep.
Dreaming of what my life could be.
Nov 7, 2024
Nov 7, 2024 at 10:55 AM UTC