#runningfromproblems
i can’t keep blaming you
for how morose i’ve become.
but, maybe,
it would mean that for once,
you’d be present in my world.
yet, instead, you keep running.
Feb 25
Feb 25, 2026 at 2:39 PM UTC
It's so stupid:
I'll be sitting here and suddenly
A picture of you pops up and
It doesn't bother me.
Until I look into your face and
I remember back to a time when
Things were ok between us...
But now they aren't and
I don't know why.
I can't figure out why it's hurting this badly.
I've tried busy work,
Singing,
Screaming,
Drinking...
None of it helps but
I haven't broken down yet.
Maybe it's the pride
Or denial
That someone like you
Could do this to me.
You somehow brought light to my life
After a malicious storm of darkness,
When everything was falling
And you said you would catch me...
But now, when I need you the most-
Ironically, because of you-
You're nowhere to be found,
You won't be back around,
And then I hit the ground.
...
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 12:23 AM UTC