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She was eighteen– all sunlight and soft belief, and love arrived too early, wearing a face nine years older. She carried her heart in open hands, offering it again and again, only to be told she was too young to be taken seriously, too young to be chosen. But her dreams were not childish– they were tender, human things: a kiss, a home, a future whispered in his name. Then one day, without warning, he built that future with someone else. And she mourned like something had died that no one knew was alive. Years passed, but memory has a cruel way of breathing long after hope stops. He returned– with children in his arms and emptiness in his voice, asking her to fill spaces never meant for her. And because love had lived in her longer than pride ever could, she said yes to being almost chosen. She learned the warmth of his embrace, the softness of a first kiss, the ache of knowing it did not mean the same to him. Jealousy grew quietly– not loud, not wild– but like a vine around her ribs each time he spoke of his wife. She knew, somewhere beneath the longing, that she was a place he visited when loneliness knocked at his door. So she stepped away, leaving with a heart that felt both empty and still unbearably full. She tried to forget him in the arms of a stranger, married a life her soul could not recognize. And in quiet nights, when the world slept, she would wonder why love refused to move on just because time did. Why does the heart stay loyal to a dream long after the dream has forgotten you? He drifts in and out of her life still– a familiar ghost, stirring old feelings with careless words. And she remains, not foolish, not mad– just a woman who loved deeply once, and never learned how to love that way again. Where do you place a love that was never allowed to live, never allowed to die? Perhaps it stays here– in the quiet spaces of her chest, where dreams go to wait, and never quite leave. ♡ lil-usagi
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Mar 26
Mar 26, 2026 at 7:51 AM UTC
Undying Remains
She was eighteen– all sunlight and soft belief, and love arrived too early, wearing a face nine years older. She carried her heart in open hands, offering it again and again, only to be told she was too young to be taken seriously, too young to be chosen. But her dreams were not childish– they were tender, human things: a kiss, a home, a future whispered in his name. Then one day, without warning, he built that future with someone else. And she mourned like something had died that no one knew was alive. Years passed, but memory has a cruel way of breathing long after hope stops. He returned– with children in his arms and emptiness in his voice, asking her to fill spaces never meant for her. And because love had lived in her longer than pride ever could, she said yes to being almost chosen. She learned the warmth of his embrace, the softness of a first kiss, the ache of knowing it did not mean the same to him. Jealousy grew quietly– not loud, not wild– but like a vine around her ribs each time he spoke of his wife. She knew, somewhere beneath the longing, that she was a place he visited when loneliness knocked at his door. So she stepped away, leaving with a heart that felt both empty and still unbearably full. She tried to forget him in the arms of a stranger, married a life her soul could not recognize. And in quiet nights, when the world slept, she would wonder why love refused to move on just because time did. Why does the heart stay loyal to a dream long after the dream has forgotten you? He drifts in and out of her life still– a familiar ghost, stirring old feelings with careless words. And she remains, not foolish, not mad– just a woman who loved deeply once, and never learned how to love that way again. Where do you place a love that was never allowed to live, never allowed to die? Perhaps it stays here– in the quiet spaces of her chest, where dreams go to wait, and never quite leave. ♡ lil-usagi
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Moonlight on petals soft, drinking twilight dew her visage is before me now the beauty of a single thought, their love once more, renewed She moves with ease, within my soul removing doubts, and fears clutching every memory, and scent that somehow, never disappears Past the maybes, and coulda beens in the moment, he wants to be brave and somehow in some way,  he doesn't know Just what in the world, he should say
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Jun 24, 2025
Jun 24, 2025 at 10:05 AM UTC
Revived and reconciled, perhaps
I want to breathe in the field, Where the wind is warm, And drink the air deeply. It’ll be so awesome! I want to lie in the grass, Give up to the sun bliss, And fall subtly asleep In the shade of trees like in a kiss. I want to inbreathe more deeply The honey odour of flowers. I want to hug the air And be in there for hours. I want to make it true! I need it for being alive! I'll hug the air! I’ll kiss the sun And maybe I will revive!
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Apr 5, 2025
Apr 5, 2025 at 6:01 PM UTC
I want to breathe!
You saved me yesterday When the rolling clouds were dark The wind, like a hurricane, Was whipping through my heart It was beating just as loud as the thunder over head All i felt was dread The ground shook with emotion While i tried to hold it in But my mind felt like exploding from the pain that i was in Then you, stranger, walked on by And took me by surprise Grabbed my hand, pulled me up,  looked into my eyes All you said was 'hi' And i felt that could breathe My heart, though it stayed racing Stopped pounding in my sleep Angry clouds above me Started to evaporate The walls that surrounded me Began to dissipate And though the world was shining Once again renewed I couldn't take my eyes off of the beauty that was you
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Jun 22, 2024
Jun 22, 2024 at 11:36 AM UTC
Yesterday
Take your place amongst the brave ones The take-a-chance ones The get-up-despite and try-it-again ones. Take your place amongst the daughters and sons living post-lockdown and let's run.
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Mar 27, 2021
Mar 27, 2021 at 8:49 AM UTC
Let's run
Resurface Reverb, Renewal, Revive— Speak into Mother Earth And our existence will thrive
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Apr 13, 2020
Apr 13, 2020 at 9:03 PM UTC
When the World Comes Back
I don't know how or when but he just revived my inside
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Mar 12, 2020
Mar 12, 2020 at 7:10 AM UTC
Sunshining
Darkness divine, walk beside me. Can we revive what we don't see? Through misty eyes, we see the lies that they disguise. Such fallacy! Obsessed with the shade of the night, Blinded by the fear of the light. Can anyone tell me oh why? Why do we pretend to not see? Everything's an illusion in the broad daylight. Confusion created by the distorted lies. Haunting us every day and every night. Truth is an ideological sacrifice. Tanay Sengupta, Copyright © 2019. All Rights Reserved.
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Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 12:07 PM UTC
Musings of an idiot
I know I'm vulnerable And I remember My mistakes And this is my strength I choose no options Except, to carry on A gift of life A divine soul With in
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Aug 12, 2019
Aug 12, 2019 at 2:13 AM UTC
Revive
I'm blah blah blah What do you do for a living? If asked Beside maintaining Homeostasis Nothing more Just reply
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Aug 10, 2019
Aug 10, 2019 at 10:13 PM UTC
Status
I proffer words in an apology. In hopes they may turn the tide. Akin to the release of white doves. So I might revive a notion that’ve died.
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Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 8:49 AM UTC
Revive
you texted me... i thought you never would i missed you so much of me wanted this but this isnt how i thought it would be i cant help but feel like you have something else in mind i cant fall for you again , i made a deal i cant keep hurting myself over you i cant apologize its not that i didn't like you , i did   but you never saw it because it wasnt in the way your used to so you had a fit like a little kid i changed alot and im scared i dont want you to hate the new me that took so long to build because no one else cared im naturally a sad person i write depressing poems and i changed the way i dress i want to be spontaneous i forced myself to buy a thong it sits in the back of my drawer cause i still  hate my body and it just feels wrong but i'm determined to change that to love ever curve and stretchmark even when my stomach isnt flat   i dont know how long this is going to be but im going to be the most authentic me if you dont like the new me then well you can leave again but this time dont come back just let me be
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Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 2:24 PM UTC
accept me or leave
wisdom is the principle thing we are pulled into the future not pushed from the past all things are possible, in re-al life, as we know it. fast yes slow fast yes slow fast big loop, rogue wave rogue hole how could this happen -- time umph bump each of us is making waves all o'us, right, all the wees where your bubble inter sects connects === touch touch touch touch touch tictictictictic tip pass that, past that's this wave forms in Higgs or whatever we've us a particularity clapotis, real word lapping waves it means, t's a phenomenon related to walls, not all waves pass some splash at the surface while undermining the wall below eventually such waves eat walls
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Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 2:36 PM UTC
Aha, this is a particulary if-ity, a rogue wave
_darling, you know exactly how to make my heart remember how to love_
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Oct 25, 2018
Oct 25, 2018 at 10:17 PM UTC
revive
One in the know drops a line, there was no A B C to spell, yet it keeps spreading. An animated lingua wraps round the eyeline. All those that get wind of it arise and keep counting. Without a beginning or an end, For it has no 1 or 9, not a mark nor a sign. Speechless, breathless me, turn to mine, the one, superior turned-on mind. And it appeared true, true to that credible nature that identifies indeed the 'name' of the composer! Meanwhile, a bird of time. A giant spell takes no time, eases off in a blink of eye. I start to breathe, begin to revive, again in my native countryside:   some clay-bumps on the river. I can cry, smile, now I can shed tears. Rhyme on the river. What's in a river? 'Lores of time immemorial, an open heart on the move!' Is there anyone out there 'tapped into the running cycle of water, following the rhyme on the river'? One in the know drops a line, there was no A B C to spell, yet it keeps spreading. An animated lingua wraps round the eyeline. All those that get wind of it arise and keep counting. Without a beginning or an end, For it has no 1 or 9, not a mark nor a sign. Speechless, breathless me, turn to mine, the one, superior turned-on mind. And it appeared true, true to that credible nature that identifies indeed the 'name' of the composer! Meanwhile, a bird of time. A giant spell takes no time, eases off in a blink of eye. I start to breathe, begin to revive, again in my native countryside:   some clay-bumps on the river. I can cry, smile, now I can shed tears. Rhyme on the river. What's in a river? 'Lores of time immemorial, an open heart on the move!' Is there anyone out there 'tapped into the running cycle of water, following the rhyme on the river'? One in the know drops a line, there was no A B C to spell, yet it keeps spreading. An animated lingua wraps round the eyeline. All those that get wind of it arise and keep counting. Without a beginning or an end, For it has no 1 or 9, not a mark nor a sign. Speechless, breathless me, turn to mine, the one, superior turned-on mind. And it appeared true, true to that credible nature that identifies indeed the 'name' of the composer! Meanwhile, a bird of time. A giant spell takes no time, eases off in a blink of eye. I start to breathe, begin to revive, again in my native countryside:   some clay-bumps on the river. I can cry, smile, now I can shed tears. Rhyme on the river. What's in a river? 'Lores of time immemorial, an open heart on the move!' Is there anyone out there 'tapped into the running cycle of water, following the rhyme on the river'?
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Apr 6, 2017
Apr 6, 2017 at 9:40 PM UTC
Rhyme on the River
One in the know drops a line, there was no A B C to spell, yet it keeps spreading. An animated lingua wraps round the eyeline. All those that get wind of it arise and keep counting. Without a beginning or an end, For it has no 1 or 9, not a mark nor a sign. Speechless, breathless me, turn to mine, the one, superior turned-on mind. And it appeared true, true to that credible nature that identifies indeed the 'name' of the composer! Meanwhile, a bird of time. A giant spell takes no time, eases off in a blink of eye. I start to breathe, begin to revive, again in my native countryside:   some clay-bumps on the river. I can cry, smile, now I can shed tears. Rhyme on the river. What's in a river? 'Lores of time immemorial, an open heart on the move!' Is there anyone out there 'tapped into the running cycle of water, following the rhyme on the river'? One in the know drops a line, there was no A B C to spell, yet it keeps spreading. An animated lingua wraps round the eyeline. All those that get wind of it arise and keep counting. Without a beginning or an end, For it has no 1 or 9, not a mark nor a sign. Speechless, breathless me, turn to mine, the one, superior turned-on mind. And it appeared true, true to that credible nature that identifies indeed the 'name' of the composer! Meanwhile, a bird of time. A giant spell takes no time, eases off in a blink of eye. I start to breathe, begin to revive, again in my native countryside:   some clay-bumps on the river. I can cry, smile, now I can shed tears. Rhyme on the river. What's in a river? 'Lores of time immemorial, an open heart on the move!' Is there anyone out there 'tapped into the running cycle of water, following the rhyme on the river'? One in the know drops a line, there was no A B C to spell, yet it keeps spreading. An animated lingua wraps round the eyeline. All those that get wind of it arise and keep counting. Without a beginning or an end, For it has no 1 or 9, not a mark nor a sign. Speechless, breathless me, turn to mine, the one, superior turned-on mind. And it appeared true, true to that credible nature that identifies indeed the 'name' of the composer! Meanwhile, a bird of time. A giant spell takes no time, eases off in a blink of eye. I start to breathe, begin to revive, again in my native countryside:   some clay-bumps on the river. I can cry, smile, now I can shed tears. Rhyme on the river. What's in a river? 'Lores of time immemorial, an open heart on the move!' Is there anyone out there 'tapped into the running cycle of water, following the rhyme on the river'?
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The clouds of Pompeii had nothing on his heart. An eruption of UNCERTAINTY then his world e-x-p-l-o-d-e-d. lights extinguighed, joy (deleted). Night is now who was once Day. Corruption of a steaming bliss. Darkness gripped his mind - insomnia, coupled with a blind-ness.. that could only be caused by some serious disruption.... like the ash of Pompeii when it settled or the pain of a burnt page.
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 6:25 AM UTC
backspace.
I didn’t sleep tonight Well. I did something kinda I never remember being a typical child. I was always wary. And very aware of everything. And I can’t remember a time where my brain wasn’t bouncing around, inquisitive. No matter who you are, there are small things you do that aren’t actually unique. All humans twitch in a spot on their face when they’re disgusted. We all have a nervous tick. Etcetera. Knowing this as a child made me very self conscious. My ego would say it made me self “aware”. But I watched my movements. And paid attention to my nervous tick. Phrases I would pick up and find amusing, and why. I was so careful not to do anything that would put me in a vulnerable spot. I wanted to be perfectly unnoticeable. And I decided tonight, I’d go through the years that were especially hard for me and addresss the trauma in a chronological order. Some of my very first memories ever in my life were of violations. I was touched and caressed, but not by my mother. This terrible man with a bit of a belly. And I would have thought it was normal, except for the sick bottomless pit in my stomach. And my rigid muscles. And it hurt sometimes. Then I remember being with my mother. And staying at the white house with the flower pots filled with cigarette ash instead of soil. And I kinda liked it. The flower pots I mean. But I absolutely loved being with her. So many memories with her. So many sunny memories. But I started seeing her less and less. And it was just weird. And uncomfortable. I had somewhat numbed myself, and hence there were many years spent I’m a daze. I was dreaming. But it was a melancholy dream. And I remember the foster kids my parents fostered. And they made me do things with another family member. Multiple times. And it was just so odd to me that this would happen, I didn’t know if this was normal or not. But I thought all this time I was somehow responsible and I’m trouble. Or at least, if I discussed this with any adult, it would be entirely unorthodox. Ludacrious. And there was so much pain. Then I had grand mal serizures (or however you spell it idc) for around two years I think. Only about like 8? Seizures. But every time it happened I just felt my memory going away. It was the strangest sensation. I would lose an entire week here or there, and days after they happened I would be a little dysphoric. And maybe there is a god that had mercy on me, and gave me those seizures as a way to literally forget some of what I had been through. Or repress I guess. Anyway, then I was a very charismatic, secretly introverted girl during junior high. I had my first kiss and it really ****** It was just... tense-ass lips smushing against mine. I also had my lips closed though because I didn’t know you parted them for kisses. Like I had always seen my mom and dad do a quick peck so I didn’t know what to do really. But he said I was a good kisser, but what junior high boy wouldn’t say that about any girl he kissed tbh. And I became VERY devout in the religion I had been raised in. Full-on future missionary. I read the scriptures frontto back multiple times. Blah blah blah. Then I met my first love, and there was an electric shock that went through my body. I was mesmerized by this feeling. I shook his hand, told him my name, and he told me his. That went on and off from 9th? Grade? until I graduated and a little after. It was a long relationship, full of a lot of different times. Good times, bad times. But mainly we were toxic to each other. We didn’t know how to love properly. He was fighter, who believed he was the king of kings. And I thought that in every single way, he was. I was truly bewitched. And he’d hold me tight, and wouldn’t let me go, even when I wanted to be let go. He collapsed at my feet and sobbed in my lap. And I did the same with him. We were so wounded, but similar. And found solace and endless banter in a moment together. At this point my mother died. And I travelled barely out of state to attend her funeral. I saw all of my siblings. And stuff slowly started coming back to me. Weird snippets of early childhood existence. I couldn’t process it all, and so I emotionally shut down for the billionth time. But my first love was here for me. Leaving a note on my doorstep that I remember particularly. “On sunny days, on rainy days. You are just as sweet.” With cherry blossoms. Funny, my mother smelled like Japanese cherry blossoms. So eventually we had raging hormones, young teens, and we started becoming intimate. But I was rigid. And in the back of my head, I knew why. I had repressed the repeated acts of abuse throughout my entire life. But I just wanted to forget about that. It didn’t make sense, I loved him, so why should I shy away from physical/sexual interaction. I believed I was broken, something more was wrong with me. And one night he fingered me, I guess he had learned that from watching **** Because I had no idea what he was doing. And it hurt because I wasn’t even wet. But I just was silent with a clenched jaw, not wanting to be a disappointment. The next thing, I lost my virginity to him. And what’s funny is the way he convinced me to is by saying, “For Science!” I still find that amusing. I was like 17 or 18 I think and still a ****** I should have stayed one. The first time we had *** and I lost my virginity just seemed like I was sleepwalking. I was watching myself interact sexually with him, but I wasn’t present. Every single time I was sexually abused rushed back to my mind. And I felt as though somebody had cut off my limbs, severed my head, packed my whole body (piece by piece) into a business briefcase. And walked out the door with my body. After that I kind of freaked out. Just too much going on. I couldn’t handle it. And my first love tried to **** himself in the months following. I think, after almost four years of companionship, we had *** only a handful of times, and it got easier and easier for me. But he tried to **** himself after we were “off” again. So I went right by his side, trying to piece together his life so he could be at peace. And not have the turbulent mind he had. And we were together. But then I had gotten up the courage to break it off again, and for good. We needed to move on. I knew what I was going to say to him, I knew I wanted to be close and have one last moment together. Finality. Closure. But he said, “you kissed another guy. You cheated on me.” And in my head I was like no **** really what about the multiple girls that were your “friends” that you cheated on me with. Throughout the entire relationship? But I said yes, he kissed me. And I’m sorry. And he said, “We’re done.” And got up and walked off, leaving me on the curb in front of his house. No words can describe the torture it was to finally be done. And to have it be on his terms, with no closure. He was so cold. I hated it when he was like that. It was like looking in a mirror. And that’s all I can talk about. Funny timing, it’s 7:30 am. No sleep since yesterday at 8:00 am. Ramblings of a tormented soul. But that was the thing I did tonight. Remember my earliest memories, and go through my life in chronological order. Accepting that it happened. At least to this point. I think I’ll keep going tonight, we’ll see. But it’s wednesday, and I definitely need to shower for work. -nobody
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Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 9:29 AM UTC
Edited Title: Trigger Warning ⚠️
I didn’t sleep tonight Well. I did something kinda I never remember being a typical child. I was always wary. And very aware of everything. And I can’t remember a time where my brain wasn’t bouncing around, inquisitive. No matter who you are, there are small things you do that aren’t actually unique. All humans twitch in a spot on their face when they’re disgusted. We all have a nervous tick. Etcetera. Knowing this as a child made me very self conscious. My ego would say it made me self “aware”. But I watched my movements. And paid attention to my nervous tick. Phrases I would pick up and find amusing, and why. I was so careful not to do anything that would put me in a vulnerable spot. I wanted to be perfectly unnoticeable. And I decided tonight, I’d go through the years that were especially hard for me and addresss the trauma in a chronological order. Some of my very first memories ever in my life were of violations. I was touched and caressed, but not by my mother. This terrible man with a bit of a belly. And I would have thought it was normal, except for the sick bottomless pit in my stomach. And my rigid muscles. And it hurt sometimes. Then I remember being with my mother. And staying at the white house with the flower pots filled with cigarette ash instead of soil. And I kinda liked it. The flower pots I mean. But I absolutely loved being with her. So many memories with her. So many sunny memories. But I started seeing her less and less. And it was just weird. And uncomfortable. I had somewhat numbed myself, and hence there were many years spent I’m a daze. I was dreaming. But it was a melancholy dream. And I remember the foster kids my parents fostered. And they made me do things with another family member. Multiple times. And it was just so odd to me that this would happen, I didn’t know if this was normal or not. But I thought all this time I was somehow responsible and I’m trouble. Or at least, if I discussed this with any adult, it would be entirely unorthodox. Ludacrious. And there was so much pain. Then I had grand mal serizures (or however you spell it idc) for around two years I think. Only about like 8? Seizures. But every time it happened I just felt my memory going away. It was the strangest sensation. I would lose an entire week here or there, and days after they happened I would be a little dysphoric. And maybe there is a god that had mercy on me, and gave me those seizures as a way to literally forget some of what I had been through. Or repress I guess. Anyway, then I was a very charismatic, secretly introverted girl during junior high. I had my first kiss and it really ****** It was just... tense-ass lips smushing against mine. I also had my lips closed though because I didn’t know you parted them for kisses. Like I had always seen my mom and dad do a quick peck so I didn’t know what to do really. But he said I was a good kisser, but what junior high boy wouldn’t say that about any girl he kissed tbh. And I became VERY devout in the religion I had been raised in. Full-on future missionary. I read the scriptures frontto back multiple times. Blah blah blah. Then I met my first love, and there was an electric shock that went through my body. I was mesmerized by this feeling. I shook his hand, told him my name, and he told me his. That went on and off from 9th? Grade? until I graduated and a little after. It was a long relationship, full of a lot of different times. Good times, bad times. But mainly we were toxic to each other. We didn’t know how to love properly. He was fighter, who believed he was the king of kings. And I thought that in every single way, he was. I was truly bewitched. And he’d hold me tight, and wouldn’t let me go, even when I wanted to be let go. He collapsed at my feet and sobbed in my lap. And I did the same with him. We were so wounded, but similar. And found solace and endless banter in a moment together. At this point my mother died. And I travelled barely out of state to attend her funeral. I saw all of my siblings. And stuff slowly started coming back to me. Weird snippets of early childhood existence. I couldn’t process it all, and so I emotionally shut down for the billionth time. But my first love was here for me. Leaving a note on my doorstep that I remember particularly. “On sunny days, on rainy days. You are just as sweet.” With cherry blossoms. Funny, my mother smelled like Japanese cherry blossoms. So eventually we had raging hormones, young teens, and we started becoming intimate. But I was rigid. And in the back of my head, I knew why. I had repressed the repeated acts of abuse throughout my entire life. But I just wanted to forget about that. It didn’t make sense, I loved him, so why should I shy away from physical/sexual interaction. I believed I was broken, something more was wrong with me. And one night he fingered me, I guess he had learned that from watching **** Because I had no idea what he was doing. And it hurt because I wasn’t even wet. But I just was silent with a clenched jaw, not wanting to be a disappointment. The next thing, I lost my virginity to him. And what’s funny is the way he convinced me to is by saying, “For Science!” I still find that amusing. I was like 17 or 18 I think and still a ****** I should have stayed one. The first time we had *** and I lost my virginity just seemed like I was sleepwalking. I was watching myself interact sexually with him, but I wasn’t present. Every single time I was sexually abused rushed back to my mind. And I felt as though somebody had cut off my limbs, severed my head, packed my whole body (piece by piece) into a business briefcase. And walked out the door with my body. After that I kind of freaked out. Just too much going on. I couldn’t handle it. And my first love tried to **** himself in the months following. I think, after almost four years of companionship, we had *** only a handful of times, and it got easier and easier for me. But he tried to **** himself after we were “off” again. So I went right by his side, trying to piece together his life so he could be at peace. And not have the turbulent mind he had. And we were together. But then I had gotten up the courage to break it off again, and for good. We needed to move on. I knew what I was going to say to him, I knew I wanted to be close and have one last moment together. Finality. Closure. But he said, “you kissed another guy. You cheated on me.” And in my head I was like no **** really what about the multiple girls that were your “friends” that you cheated on me with. Throughout the entire relationship? But I said yes, he kissed me. And I’m sorry. And he said, “We’re done.” And got up and walked off, leaving me on the curb in front of his house. No words can describe the torture it was to finally be done. And to have it be on his terms, with no closure. He was so cold. I hated it when he was like that. It was like looking in a mirror. And that’s all I can talk about. Funny timing, it’s 7:30 am. No sleep since yesterday at 8:00 am. Ramblings of a tormented soul. But that was the thing I did tonight. Remember my earliest memories, and go through my life in chronological order. Accepting that it happened. At least to this point. I think I’ll keep going tonight, we’ll see. But it’s wednesday, and I definitely need to shower for work. -nobody
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Sitting in a dark room: At peace. With every single lifeless and lively thing around me. But more importantly with myself. Staring outside my window. A window I have gone to countless times but somehow right now it's different. A good kind of different. That one perspective every depressed and suicidal kid you wish has had. So they could see how beautiful life could be. So they could feel the greatness within their soul and revive their fire.
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Jun 17, 2018
Jun 17, 2018 at 6:14 PM UTC
A wish.
i held a life in my hands today and tried to give it back but could not she had fallen too high into the light and my breath fell short perhaps she paused perhaps she knew i see her face again when she was young when she was who she was and it will always be there framed in light pure as breath alive with the promises of youth
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Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 11:06 AM UTC
a life in my hands
i sit here in my room wondering and scanning through all the places that i have been to i look myself in the mirror blood and emotions coursing through but thinking twice, about pulling the trigger
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Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 5:05 PM UTC
triggered
Mashed up mash up smashed up crushed up got back up glued up suited up straight up A G A I N
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Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 3:55 AM UTC
Revival