#reminded
One of these days I've said I'd learn,
so I could make one up
just as good as can be imagined in
undisneyified-ifity, dereminded to make points,
de-terminated-- determind, resist
the game is not over, it is
not. It is
No game. Stop playing. This is surviving.
We did it.
This is ever after.
You can do anything you think you can make
useful
on some level.
Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 8:01 PM UTC
It took me by surprise.
Familiarised with the forgotten feeling
That I am no longer familiar to the universe.
Conflicted with the paranoid thought
That no one ever sees the true light
Of my actions.
I suffer because of this.
Held back by the remembrance
That I cannot seek salvation in other's souls.
But I try and try again
For the mere thought of loneliness and
The permanent change
Make me go mad.
I’d rather die trying to find a place in
You foul heart, felt,
Than to die misunderstood.
Jan 1, 2020
Jan 1, 2020 at 11:13 AM UTC
By being with you,
I had learnt many.
How I could feel complete sadness,
And happiness,
With love, I grew for your soul.
How I could not wear my favourite shirts,
Perfumes,
Because they reminded me too much of you.
That all favourites change.
The love we feel for someone or something will always be replaced,
That everything must and will,
Move on.
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 1:53 AM UTC
i wonder if years from now
i’ll see something and have it still
remind me of you
maybe it will be an album cover
of a band we listened to in the car
instead of talking
or it could even be a zucchini
i wonder if you will still hate those
years from now
i’m trying, i’m trying, i’m trying
to let you go
but i didn’t mean to fall in love with you
and i hope you have it in your heart
to forgive me
for doing that
maybe things will be easier
once you leave,
but oh how I wonder
if in a few years from now
i will be able to look at the trees
and not be reminded of you.
Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 6:58 PM UTC
Time makes us forget
However when you revert to a previous space in your life
You are rudely reminded as to why you progressed away from it in the first place
Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 9:37 AM UTC
I am reminded of you everywhere I go. I see the bustling people and I think of your busy hands. The color of the air perfectly matches your eyes. Even the sounds bring you to mind. I no longer am displeased by these resemblances; I find them oddly comforting. To see someone you love everywhere you go is a beautiful thing to shoulder.
But of this I am haunted: do you see me too? Or am I alone in my indulgence of another? Have you forgotten me?
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 9:07 PM UTC
I'm tired of you haunting me.
If only you'd let me sleep.
Instead of the noises
and voices that are still unfamiliar...
I wish you'd remind me of his.
I'd rather be drowning in a sea I cannot drown in, that only leads to an endless abyss
than wake up in a panic, reminded of this.
Mar 3, 2017
Mar 3, 2017 at 6:30 AM UTC
Happiness is brief.
Held in the grasp,
until reminded once more,
of what was lost,
and what can never be the same.
I'm trying to stay positive,
I'm trying not to be scared.
It's not working
Nov 21, 2016
Nov 21, 2016 at 5:32 PM UTC
Furiously caught up in you..
I see the sun rising from the East
and am notified that you're asleep
because you're on the other side of
the country, where the sun decides
to set each night; in the West
so you can't quite see the light yet
but I can and it taunts me because
it knows what I'm thinking-
I wish it wouldn't rise this morning
because if I can't see anything then
there's no way to be reminded of you
there's no light to shine through the
cracks and windows in my room to
wake me up and say:
"guess what.."
No, just go away.
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 10:48 AM UTC
the days i am reminded what it is to be alive
i climb out of my body through the thoughts that i contrive
there's nothing but deceit when you believe you're on your own
that life is death, is coming quick and you will never know
but there is something humbling about the pressing on
despite the state of everything convincing you it's wrong
if you can let your screaming head's cacophonies fade out
you'll taste the peace you once forsook for bellow's heavy shout
Feb 22, 2015
Feb 22, 2015 at 8:51 PM UTC
tragically telling you about nothing and everything is spinning around my head but not in a bad way. the color grey reminds me of you because of your jacket. your jacket was nice and everything almost reminds me of you it's getting scary.
May 30, 2014
May 30, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC
I stood in the rain hoping you would wash away from me, but it only made me cold and reminded me I no longer have you to keep me warm
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 6:18 PM UTC