#relying
I always rely on you
that I don't even know what's true.
When you leave,
I'll cry like it's grieve.
I trust you too much
I don't even know my life was gonna crush.
I'm glad you're here,
but it's like I'm intoxicated with no beer.
I forgot how to stand up for myself.
I forgot how to move by myself.
I can't blame you,
but I don't know if I can blame myself too.
I'm a shadow,
but my shape is what I don't know.
What would happen to me if you move away?
I won't find my own way.
I'm already at my own downfall.
Without realizing, I fall.
I'm erasing my own independency
for dependency.
May 22
May 22, 2026 at 11:48 AM UTC
She threw to many sharp stones.
So as her glass house tumbled down,
She would pick one of the shards of choir glass off the ground and use it
as a instrument.
Always playing the same violent violin piece across her dynamical skin.
Her mother always knew she had
a gift for music.
So when she heard the same solemn chorus pitching from the living room ceiling,
She darted to steal the show.
And become her daughters duet...her piano,
To hug her so tightly,
Singing and squeezing
Until her violin chords stopped bleeding.
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 2:44 PM UTC
Such a feeling came today
learning to understand
For just yesterday
I could have easily gone
away
Nov 1, 2017
Nov 1, 2017 at 10:57 AM UTC
The bad feeling you had when you knew you should've stopped what you were doing.
Nervous sick inside
The bad feeling went numb & you started to panic
. . .
Maybe since then, you've felt the supreme nausea, and kept it secret no doubt.
When no crisis occurs, are we all fools to feel relief?
Is to be caught in the act not the same thing?
not as plain to see
the answers lie within your soul
perceived as instinct .
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 9:44 PM UTC