#relinquish
When you let
people places
and things
around you
be themselves
Rather than
imposing
your will
upon them,
This then,
is when
we finally
find peace.
It Feels
Really Good
To Just
Let Go...
Nov 4, 2021
Nov 4, 2021 at 11:54 PM UTC
Cast out the chorus
that tell of dreams
of a life fulfilled
restricted
and less
Naked
I feel it
on my skin
the freedom to enjoy
myself
No fears
No judgements
No hidden spirits
tormenting my existence
to tell me lies
and divide
Lets abandon this
sail on flying ships
hedonistic
feverish
be the me
I see in my dreams
the animal
the master
Goddess incarnate
Apr 17, 2022
Apr 17, 2022 at 10:37 PM UTC
Worrying too much
This is out of my control
Guess I’ll make coffee
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 6:01 PM UTC
Oh help me
to relinquish
all that I
cling to
that I might
manifest
all You created me
to be.
Cynthia Jean
February 8, 2020
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 1:11 AM UTC
I feel hallow
I am a shell of a human
I have no ambition, motivation, or goals
I lack an essence that a person needs to get by Why will no one blow life into me
I was a child once, born of a crazy world
This world made me
I am not without the world
But unlike the world there is nothing inside me
And unlike the world I fail to be seen
I am alone in this world
If I cannot be then I will retreat to where I came
I will fall to ash and become what I never could
Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 6:14 AM UTC
Swirling
Spiraling
Circling
Down the drain
Weeping
Crying
Disappearing
Tears in rain
Swaying
Swinging
Creaking
End of rope
Gasping
Coughing
Clawing
Strangled choke
Fading
Fazing
Dispersing
Cellophane ghost
Silence
Dead air
Hush
Deaf as a post
Hands up
White flag
Relinquish
Signal surrender
Body
Mind
Soul
Legal tender
Oct 16, 2017
Oct 16, 2017 at 1:43 PM UTC
Her wont on a sleeve
only made hour grieve
while fever fed a cold today
the road sought hither late
and zonked this dale
still clamored in her oath
she'd bid herself again
but to perish her affront
while inside my belt
only brought here by stock
would swelter in her seat
along highway oft-tried and
never abandoned till a rap
her deathly congestion, Alas
Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 7:31 AM UTC
Today is the day
That you will leave this place
Fly to a wonderful journey
Thousand miles from home
Just like a million miles from me.
I saw you packing your things last night
Then you kissed my forehead
I cried silently and secretly
And for the first time in my life
I felt the bitter-sweet death.
Today is the day
Please hug me for the very last time
To feel your love and warmness
Put my freezing heart into fire
Hold me tight like there is no tomorrow.
Promise me to take care of yourself
And keep in touch whatever happens
And if you find another one
It is alright, just tell me right away
I have no rights to be with you at all
But I am hoping for the day,
to have a little space in your heart.
Today is the day
To start your brand, new beginning
I will never, ever forget you
Just remember, I still love you
I'm still waiting for you to come back.
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 9:03 PM UTC
It's this migraine of swirling, or paused pulse in the head.
As if the revolution of earth is felt in much faster pace,
And only you are in this ride of earth farris wheel.
Are you alone in this darkness,
As if beneath the deep sea,
And striving desperately gasp to the surface to breath?
Those moments your beats stop in seconds,
but that second felt like a life span,
And you want to knock everything on the table to release your senses.
This desire to bash your head against a wall,
Until this pressure in your head halts,
And allow the circulation to resume with the flow of your blood?
Razor upon the skin to release senses of the nerves in this numb within,
Allowing your warm blood to flow,
And remind yourself you are alive?
In a brief moment of solitude,
As the midnight bring solace,
You allow yourself to dream?
Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 1:00 AM UTC
I now understood why you chose to stay with him after all this time. I don't care anymore what incited you to do so, whether or not I'm good enough for you, if I'm just a play thing to keep you feeling wanted while you're putting yourself together, or if you're too wallowed in
your pride to agree with the people closest to you that you're putting up with an *** It's because you made the decision to love him, for all his taint and shortcomings.
I now understood.
Ah! the ways of the hopeless romantic
It's hard as a hopeless romantic to fall for another hopeless romantic
Chasing desperately; diligently, after happy endings of the stories we fashioned.
Sep 29, 2015
Sep 29, 2015 at 4:52 AM UTC
Stirring morning
Open eyes then feel… open ear starts to listen… open mind learn humbly to think and to grasp… open heart with passion to feel… (Continue quietly breathing in and out)… "What that feel deep inside?"
Sensing and intuiting, searching with all feeling and wits, while heart and mind still clear and unblemished.
Attempting to fly off into the morning wild blue yonder. Once again, no ponder souls' supposing… only relinquish… go beneath the core of being human: "What that feel deep inside me?"
At the culmination, golden morning rays teach, to experience the surrounds as they are, as gold as they are naked… as warmth as they should be… allow diminishing self-image first to be humble… then I might cloth being in the present and be a friend with I am who I am…
"What that feel deep inside me?"
And I know…
When…
There will be…
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 9:36 PM UTC