This hatred
soaks into my bones.
Bouquets of plastic flowers
The smell of cigarettes
and used rubbers
saturate my senses
A sweet kiss
a deluge of poison
armistice broken
for selfish desire
This drought
this doubt
this never ending fear
it grinds against my soul
Do you even know me?
Am I even here?
Crashing into bars
of a gilded cage
The bird with clipped wings
Grounded
A song of melancholy
lingers in the air
Apr 17, 2022
Apr 17, 2022 at 11:01 PM UTC
Cast out the chorus
that tell of dreams
of a life fulfilled
restricted
and less
Naked
I feel it
on my skin
the freedom to enjoy
myself
No fears
No judgements
No hidden spirits
tormenting my existence
to tell me lies
and divide
Lets abandon this
sail on flying ships
hedonistic
feverish
be the me
I see in my dreams
the animal
the master
Goddess incarnate
Apr 17, 2022
Apr 17, 2022 at 10:37 PM UTC
I've heard this tune before
of butterflies that tickle
of time that stands
still
Whispering
of days more free
saccharine, yet bitter
Of turbulent emotions
and boundaries untested
untarnished
by careless love
A time of yearning,
begging,
pleading,
always wanting more.
Dancing naked
under the starry night sky
never caring about the morning.
First failure.
First disappointment.
How divine
to feel it all again
the loose security,
of dreams unfulfilled
This melancholy tune.
Mar 31, 2022
Mar 31, 2022 at 6:39 PM UTC
Kiss me
Touch me
Love me
Make me come
Into your view
Swimming
Floating
Gasping
Crying
Delicious scarlet hues
Lets make promises
we won't keep
Smothered together
tangled in sheets
Paint upon my body
a canvas
decorated with tears
Fiery Red
Chilling Blue
A piece of me
silence from you
Mar 18, 2022
Mar 18, 2022 at 7:43 PM UTC