#refocus
Usually
Invisibility is something you see
On a TV
Ironically
But the truth of the matter
Is that if you look at her
Sitting there quietly
Just watching society
Carry on with it's creation
Not joining the conversation
You may notice
You need to refocus
To make visible
Those things that are not
May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 10:48 PM UTC
Eyes
reflect love and laughter, create a window for the world to view a beautiful soul, perceive so much light, see the vivid brightness of everything around
but what I choose to focus on is how they barely function without corrective lenses, the color of the iris is too bland, and they allow too many tears to fall.
Hands
sweep away tears softly, give love the opportunity to be tangible, rest upon a friend's back to support, sweep across the ivory to make emotions audible
but what I choose to focus on is how they shake when in social situations, the lack of length in the fingers, and the obvious absence of another hand to hold.
Legs
support my whole structure, provide transportation for adventures, serve as a resting place for his weary head, function each day without conscious effort
but what I choose to focus on is how angry red stretch marks line the skin, the way my fat calves get stuck in jeans, when they fail to endure the miles to run.
Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 4:18 AM UTC
I am having a crisis,
But there's no need to response,
Since I've always been like this
So what else can go wrong?
Being under psychosis,
But you won't notice that
Can't tell you anything
Because you can't handle facts
I know it's a lot
It can be a lot to swallow
But feel my hurt today
To give us better tomorrows
I know it's uncertain
The future becomes unclear
So stop ignoring all the things
That fill your heart with fear
I know, you're a human,
I know, it makes you scared,
Seeing all the work you put into me
With an eye blink disappear
I know, you're human,
I know you are not prepared
But this is the way my life goes
It'll be better if for me you're here
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 6:27 AM UTC
I am having a crisis,
But you cannot respond,
We wonder why I'm like this
Why was I ever born?
Being under psychosis,
But you won't acknowledge
So I tell you somethings
Overreact, astonished
Calm down, there's nothing
There is nothing to fear
For you, I'll change my perceptions
It's alright, I don't need prescriptions
I know it's set in stone
The future's always your way
So I should stop making up all these things
For the fun of it, for play
I know, you're a human,
I know, it makes you scared,
Seeing all the work you put into me
With an eye blink disappear
Because you're human,
I exist to be your slave
Your word is how I should go
Since you say so, I should behave
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 6:23 AM UTC
I am disgusted with myself
For inexplicably catching feelings
For someone I would never
Logically fall so hard for.
I must have left my heart open
And vulnerable and I'm sorry.
I hereby demand you leave my heart,
This is your eviction notice,
You have twenty four hours
To pack up and go and don't forget
To leave the key behind.
Please.
I'm begging.
This makes so little sense,
It is utterly maddening.
How could this happen to me?
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 12:57 PM UTC
i send my apologies to the one inside
my person, who limitlessly produce words
Stringing it into stories
i got distracted by fear and void
destroying authentic creative
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 3:54 AM UTC
The PRESSURE
expands the dimensions
of my WANT for you
to unsustainable limits.
ITEXCLUDESALLCOMMONSENSEANDREASON
How can I hope for you to feel my heart, to see my reasons,
If-----there-----is-----no-----room-----for-----you-----to-----breathe
I need to concentrate my thoughts
Collocate my desires
Collimate my efforts
Contract myself
to give you room and freedom
and hopefully
create
an
infinity
for
love
to
grow
Dec 27, 2019
Dec 27, 2019 at 12:56 AM UTC