#ran
I'm lost,
I'm lost in those numbers where
It forces me to quit and ran away far
I'm lost in those needles that encircles-
My faith and crushes my soul underneath
I'm lost in those patterns which
Encapsulates me in uncultivated theories
I'm lost in time, I'm lost to my past-self,
I'm lost to what my presents expects
I'm lost and that's now what I accept,
I'm lost again!
Nov 9, 2025
Nov 9, 2025 at 7:07 AM UTC
You.
The sole reason for my suffering.
I hate you.
To look into the darkness,
and only find you,
is disgusting.
Nothing has hurt me like you.
I'd create a war.
Just to get rid of you.
But as I look back,
you treated me kindly,
am I the one to blame?
Thinking.
For a person such as me.
To be given a second chance.
It must be a joke!
But I see now,
oh, so clearly.
I wasn't looking in,
I was looking out,
and he was looking in.
The darkness was I.
I love you.
Nov 25, 2020
Nov 25, 2020 at 8:50 PM UTC
frosty crystals clung to
light shows on windowsills
they ran faster than their hands
could touch
on the run from racing time
streams of comfort left
rainy roads bare
to them,
nothing on earth compared
May 21, 2020
May 21, 2020 at 11:09 AM UTC
What if I hadn't answered that
Wrong number.
Heard your voice calling on
The other end.
Two people a worlds apart,
But a once in a life time
Error.
I said wrong number,
But my heart was wrapped
Around your voice that captured
In the moment between me
Putting the phone down
and redialing my destiny.
I paused and I said,
"Hi,
Awkward silences lasts a lifetime,
Till you answered me,
"I said I heard you on the other end
and I just wanted to
know who's voice could capture me
with so few words..
She said my name is,
and I said my name was,
we giggled and I wondered how far
could a destiny have called from.
And we realised that even though
our voices had connected
that we were just five floors apart
for us to for so long ourselves
five years never meeting eyes,
voices, not even a glance.
But I'd now found you,
we rushed from our doorways,
down the stairways..
We reached the floors we were meant to
reach, but you weren't there,
I wasn't with within your reach.
We stared out the opposite windows,
and found we were further apart than
we'd thought I saw you, seeing me.
Waving at each other.
We didn't run we walked,
down each flight of stairs.
Waiting so long for each other we walked
miles in tandem till we reached the
sidewalk.
What are the odds to meet this near
on a crossing of life.
We waited a moment till red turned green.
That was our moment
to collapse in to each other,
and it seemed like we kissed for our last two lifetimes.
Feb 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 at 6:39 PM UTC
Smiles all over.
All I ever wanted.
Was occurring.
Just got back.
From my dark days.
Life seemed clear.
Then You came.
Gave Your sweet words.
And it was on.
Slowly it become more.
And more.
I fell.
Like no other.
When reality struck.
It showed me flames.
My love for you.
Came unknowingly.
Decided to show You.
Love.
But all you gave.
Was tears.
I received a ticket.
Out.
I took it.
I ran.
You chased.
Silence took over.
Then
I chased back.
You acknowledged.
But when it spilled.
You ran away.
And left me.
In the darkness.
Of my uncertainties.
You are the love I gained unknowingly.
And.
The love I throw away knowingly.
For my sanity.
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 2:05 AM UTC
You don't remember
how I had ran
You don't remember
how I didn't say a word
You don't remember
the pain you gave me
You don't remember
how I left
You don't remember
the words I repeated
You don't remember
who I am
You don't remember
how I searched for you
You don't remember
all the denials...
You don't remember
how many times I've lied to you...
Because I still love you...
And you don't remember...
Apr 3, 2019
Apr 3, 2019 at 9:37 PM UTC
We saw that
It is so wide
But it seemed so clever
She kidnapped that meat
She ran and disappeared
They said, cat must do that
Or wild rat
We tried to chase
The question was
How did she know?
The wise boy said
Why did the meat
Was not covered
We did not answer
As it was not wise answer
Mar 27, 2019
Mar 27, 2019 at 6:17 PM UTC
We both ran from the reality we live in,
Wanting to be inside of our dream,
but it was impossible.
because we stuck between reality and our dream.
It looked near, but yet, it still far away.
Even if we close our eyes,
the distance will pull us away.
Mar 6, 2019
Mar 6, 2019 at 1:05 PM UTC
they ordered to tell a poetry
about tat beauty
who would come
i prepared and reminded
but i didn't tell
because the raw of poets
were so long
i sat out
i forgot the time
one sat beside
i looked toward
she said awful poet
all wanted me to admire
the love is emperor
it would be the governor
of every heart of lover
i laughed and took the poetry
i cut it it in small way
i said one word
if you were not admired
who could else be admired
i walked
no i ran
because, i was prison
by hers
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 7:08 AM UTC
I ran like I said I would,
Something I never thought could,
Possibly happen to someone like me,
A depressed sailor that is lost at sea,
It's mid-day, but it's so cold,
Out in this dumb tale untold,
My mom has probably called the police,
And tried to put my sisters minds at ease,
By telling them some white lie,
So they don't worry and cry,
Probably tried calling all of my friends,
Which might just cause a reaction which sends,
Their parents out to find me,
This is realistically,
The current outcome of this sad, sad day,
Maybe I am also lost in my ways,
Just like my eldest sister,
Gives two ***** but I still missed her,
When she was at the mental hospital,
Doesn't have a way to cope, like riddles,
Poems, playing music or just listening,
Acts ****** but wants to grow up and sing,
Then there is the step-brother and father,
A couple ***** I try to not bother,
With even though I have to live with them,
Living is ******* bile, mucus, and phlegm,
All mixed into one "delicious" dessert,
Continue eating but it ******* hurts,
As I'm freezing in the cold and writing,
I think I realized the lie I'm fighting,
Maybe I'm trying to see who still cares,
Mainly the girl in all of my nightmares,
I dream of her at least once every night,
Nothing scary either, never a fright,
Dreams of fairly normal activities,
No matter what it is, puts me at ease,
Because her presence is what I care for,
That's how I know it's love deep in my core,
Boiling for someone who doesn't love me,
At least that is how I've come to perceive,
The relationship between me and her,
A lovely ***** that is obsessed with fur,
Sometimes I like to see how long I can,
Go on in a poem without the mention,
Of heartbreak or the heartbreaker, Heather,
As fierce as a lion, yet a feather,
Something delicate, couldn't hurt a soul,
But could tear a heart and let em' just roll,
On with life and never mention a thing,
Like there was nothing there, like it don't sting,
I guess I failed and I mentioned her name,
I am the only person that's to blame,
I might just attempt round two tomorrow,
Meanwhile, leave me to drown in my sorrow.
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 9:38 PM UTC
I had two options
I could have taken
The smart way out
Actually
Do something useful
...
Instead,
I took the fool’s way out
I ran
Giving it my all
Feet pumping
Mind soaring with
A thousand hopes
And dreams
...
And I dove for those dreams
Getting down and *****
Even if it was,
A fool’s errand
In the end
Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 7:45 PM UTC
When I was young enough to remember
my dad told be not to be one
an "also ran"
It was only when I was older
I understood
...
She is a swimmer who has been to state
I also swam
...
She's gotten second place in piano state
I also played
...
She's the varsity goalie and incredibly athletic
I'm also a goalie
...
He's our debate team co-head and one of our best
I also debate
...
She's amazing at writing poetry
I also write
...
Her squash team got second in the state
I also play squash
...
She was the lead of the musical
I was also in the musical
...
I could keep going
But I think you get the point
...
So what,
if I've tried everything
do everything
know everything?
I have to find
that one thing I'll be the best at
...
...
...
I can't always be an also ran
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 7:58 PM UTC
''I love you''
is just a facetious phrase
that gave me ways
and reasons why
not to stay
and just say goodbye
to the man
who lied
and ran,
and never even tried.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 5:30 AM UTC
I regret the summer i ran away
The summer in the dark
Where i should have stayed with you
The time ran out, where were we
I regret the summer i was afraid
The summer night
Where i should have said my love
The time ran out for us
My love, i never confessed.
Apr 2, 2018
Apr 2, 2018 at 3:40 PM UTC
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Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 10:25 PM UTC
I should have ran from
you before I fell too hard
to ever get up
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 9:09 PM UTC
I made you my religion
The definition of me
I saw you in my reflection
but you ran off with him.
those days I’d sit in front of
your picture
and pray for your arms around
me.
I’d wrap myself around a cup of coffee
my imagination of your being.
Feb 25, 2018
Feb 25, 2018 at 6:55 AM UTC
a mired clan was shagreen
at such a mistrial as Ira
as jewelry admire him
that hawk a wave nearby Atlantis
but Solomon wake butterfly in Smithfield gland
that women own them with beer in-between ******
Aug 27, 2017
Aug 27, 2017 at 12:19 PM UTC
last night
i came home late
to my mother yelling
i tried to reason
to no avail
she didn't believe any of my words
her hand on my arm
her voice high and loud
she tried to push me inside
she wouldn't listen
tired and angry
i walked away
she followed
then i ran
and ran
and ran
and ran
till i could no longer hear the flopping
of her shoes
behind me.
i had to return later
but the feeling of that run
of disobeying
of my heart beating fast
of my small lasted freedom
is still in my mind
causing me
to want to run once more
and never stop
till i'm so far away
even her in her sliver car
can't find me
i want to run
and run
and run
and run
and i don't wanna ever stop
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 4:27 PM UTC
The reason I ran up a mountain awhile ago... I guess it was because I was frustrated and wanted to escape from my reality that day. I couldn't get you out of my head. It's funny how someone so small can weaken you so much. But after running up the mountain that day, I felt stronger, I felt at peace, I thought I became weak, but it seems that I was wrong. Since that day, running up mountains allowed me to think of you less, because it made me realize that you weren't the only beautiful view.
Jun 30, 2017
Jun 30, 2017 at 3:21 AM UTC
There is lots of fear
of death.
Men are scared
of a black-hooded man.
And the ones
that already left us
thought away from death
they had ran.
Feb 24, 2017
Feb 24, 2017 at 10:17 AM UTC
We were uncertain
of each other's feelings
hoping
they would be as our own
When you said goodbye
for the last time
it moved my heart to the back of my throat
and and my tears to the back of my eyes
Every fiber within me was fighting for love
for you
Unaware, I ran
It felt as though my eyes were closed
and yet I still knew my destination,
It was you
Let me tell you one thing
before time alters this memory
Let me tell you that I love you
before you express your apologies and flattery
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.
.
It embraces me,
the feeling I never want to forget;
when all nerves within me fired impulses
as you spoke "I love you too"
Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 5:56 AM UTC
I'm in love with eyes
that can show me their soul
I'm in love with hands
that hold me tight but gently
enough to make me want more
I'm in love with the smiles
that show multiple emotions
I'm in love with that walk
the one that shows that
there was a chip on their shoulder
but they've brushed it off
I'm in love with that stand
The stand that shows
that they've tried so hard
and they've come so far
I'm in love with the perfectly imperfect
And that is where my heart will stay
In love with yours
I'm in love, but I've lost it
It ran from me
hurt and lost
It ran and
I'd do anything to have it run back
or to run into it again
Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 9:09 AM UTC