#racingthoughts
Words start the race to my head
red soft dirt stifling
ready at the perfect stance
the stuffy white air
disrupting my breathe
unable to glide
like the peppermint girl in the back
The 2am buzzing
a competition to the sterilized room
Constantly streaming thoughts
that cannot seem to lose
Although the bitter half moon
must cut off my legs
I find myself here
managing either way
Apr 22
Apr 22, 2026 at 3:07 AM UTC
Worry a'creapin
Confusion sets
Nerves are startled
Fear Upsets
Minds a racin'
Thoughts implode
Face is flushed
Fear Explodes
Hearts a'flutter
Chest tightens up
Voices stutter
Fear Erupts
Hearts a'poundin
Sweat then rolls
Panic resounding
Fear unfolds
Deaths a'loomin
Dreads attack
All consuming
Fear is back
Peace a'buildin
Calm ensues
If Gods willing
Fear defused
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 5:35 PM UTC
My mind is a trick-seed sprouting in me
Runners wide run in rich but shallow soil
Each birthing things that were not meant to be
Deserted, parched they die as I recoil
A false womb am I and guilty tears shed
Over false dreams buried in open graves
Who will come to avenge the wanton dead
The miscarriages flow in scarlet waves
‘Had you but fed us,’ each cries out, ‘you could
Now reap.’ As weeds they rise from their dark holes
And invading, choking out new crops would
Paralyze this befuddled, barren soul
Who can supplant the worming roots, their cry
And fate other than death my dreams supply?
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 9:18 PM UTC
Listen to I
Walking the skies
Listen to the mist
Worry not weariest
Landing on a poem
Standing on a drone
Flying amongst blue skies
Smoking mind a rhyme.
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 3:36 PM UTC
Why oh why do I do this?
Talking to you is a bad habit,
One that I can't break,
You pull me in.
It's easy, I drift away like a kite in the breeze.
Back to when we were together,
Talking about everything and nothing,
Being perfectly content.
This is dangerous.
We broke up for a reason.
I begin to wonder if it will always be like this,
If I will always want you
Now I can't see myself with anyone else,
When I think of you my heart melts.
This is hard.
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 8:25 AM UTC