#pulled
Opened.
Pried and beckoned
Ripped from tranquility
Forced into this reality
Again.
Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 10:18 AM UTC
my life is a rollercoaster
point blank period
I always know what fearlessness is
I always understand the rush of belief
but sometimes I want everything to stop
to exist in a pocket of time, to do whatever I like
not be pushed and pulled
hauled and trawled
stalled and enthralled
if I had a penny for every scream
I would be able to relish in greed
I am so envious, what would it be like not to live like this
but this is me and I am incomplete without the rollercoaster
so I guess I have to enjoy my sh*t
Dec 3, 2021
Dec 3, 2021 at 12:48 PM UTC
Where does the shore start and where does the ocean end?
The waves that pushes you to shore are the same waters that pulls you deeper into the ocean.
You're caught in the waters currents, struggling to stay afloat.
The ocean with its deepness so vast, so tempting, so dark, so alone.
The shore with its infinite sand so stark, so bright, so alluring, so plentiful.
When you look towards the shore, where do you start and where do you end?
Nov 13, 2019
Nov 13, 2019 at 4:57 PM UTC
I had a dream last night.
You were next to me
And I had to kiss you
Just because
you were too you.
You kissed me back
But then you pulled away
“Wait,”
You said,
“Wait,
I gotta tell you something.”
You went on and on about some uncle
Until you finnaly got to the point
“I love you”
and I kissed you
and you kissed me
And I pulled away
To say
“I love you too.”
And then I woke up.
My eyes flew open.
My arms reaching for you.
But you weren’t there.
No.
You never were.
Sep 28, 2018
Sep 28, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
Your lips pulled at mine
******* me forward
Your mouth a vortex
A vaccumn in the cavern
And somehow
I think I gave it light
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 2:14 AM UTC
She reaches across the skies
pulling to her plead
flying in a minded eye
of her wants, and needs
If ever in the skies at dawn
you see a shadow speed
know that it's forever drawn
ever seeking to exceed
Fulfilling all her hopes and dreams
magnetically following her lead
soaring high above the jet stream
seeking always, to succeed
May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 10:58 AM UTC
My head travels.
Was taken out of one,
and put in another.
No matter where I travel,
it will follow.
The constant dizziness,
The constant spinning,
The constant cycle.
Oct 21, 2016
Oct 21, 2016 at 1:14 PM UTC
An invisible noose
Was around my
Neck
When you told
Me you didn’t
Want me.
You couldn’t tell
How hard it
Pulled on my
Throat
When you walked
Away.
I held onto
The rope choking
Me
When I seen
You everyday
And had to
Pretend nothing ever
Existed between
Us.
The stool slipped
From beneath my
Feet
When I watched
You staring at her
Until you got
The courage to
Ask her
Out.
I swung from
The rope
While I seen
You place a
Ring on her
Finger.
Dec 30, 2015
Dec 30, 2015 at 9:50 PM UTC
I love your eyes
and the way you look
into mine
I love your voice
and the words you use
to make me smile
I love your skin
specially when it's
against mine
I love your lips
and your kisses
every time
I love when you say
that you love me
more than I
I love the feeling
of your fingertips
through my spine
I love that with you
I can be myself
even though I'm shy
With you everything feels
like if I had met you
in another life
I love that you're tough
some might say the strongest
yet I've seen you cry
I love it when you say
that I'm yours
and that I can call you mine
I love that your name
is always
invading my mind
I love when you
call me beautiful
even though I think you lie
I love your hands
and our fingers
interwined
I love that
when I'm with you
everything seems to be fine
I love you
and I will
for the rest of time
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
A leather chair
It's comfy
And the headrest actually fits!
The woman
A nurse of some sort
Explains **** near everything
"This does blaahhh
And that does bluhhhhh
And this other thing does
Blegghhhhh"
Thanks.
Let's just get it over with
Then in comes the dentist
Well
He's an oral surgeon
He tells me his name
And hooks up an IV
And in goes the anesthesia
BLACKNESS
A comfy chair
I must be coming to
But in the office?
Then I hear the cat
Ohhhhhh
I'm home
Ok
Cool.
What do you mean?
All I can eat is ice cream?
And mashed potatoes?
Ughh... I wish I was back asleep.
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 10:44 PM UTC
She sleeps with her arms cradling her body,
holding herself together as she lay.
Afraid she will come apart while her eyes are closed.
If you rip her open, a quilt of leftover pieces.
Pieces placed and abandoned.
Find a spot between the ribs where her heart used to be,
patch in your lies and your empty words.
Perhaps her frayed seams will finally split.
Tugging at the binding of her forearm and hand, she digs for proof.
She wishes to peel off every inch of skin sewn onto her bones,
to create a new canvas free of rips and tattered edges.
Jul 22, 2014
Jul 22, 2014 at 7:26 PM UTC
Blindsided by near tragedy
Bullied by unanswered questions
Elation tempered with doubt
Too frightened to be free
Best attempts continue to fail
Escaping to nothing
Nothing in return
Empty or just too full to feel
Irreplaceable time
Withering and wasted
Searching beyond hope
Looking for the good
Holding on to rainbows
Spontaneity dies slowly
Restless minds swim too fast
Shades of yellow in a fog
No memory of yesterday
Pulled back into now
Unable to process more emotion
Unstoppable floods
Undeniable bonds
Unwanted feelings
Unconditional everything
Emotional vampirism and parasitic tendencies
Leave nothing behind
Overwhelming need to help
Bound by limits
Pulled by love
Torn apart slowly
Unable to heal
Unable to deal
Left bone dry and used
No one to blame
No cycle to break
Taking your sorrow
Swallowing your pain
Carrying your suffering away from you
As you heal I disappear
May 23, 2010
May 23, 2010 at 7:36 PM UTC
You my friend love to run more than anyone I know
You run so fast your body has to catch up and when it can't it slows you down pulling a hamstring
Then the other
And then your left one again
You had bruises for months trailing up and down your legs-your battle wounds
Weeks upon weeks of stretching
Icing massaging caring bracing eating
Trying so hard to sooth the pain
So bad it hurt to sit
Slowly but surely your legs came back
A tedious process of long nights and good mornings
One day you were new again
In the sweltering heat you taught your legs what it felt like to run
And they loved it
The months flew by chasing you down
You were unstoppable getting first and second a states in the winter
Things were looking up and you started to get anxious about college who would choose you?
But in the end, you chose them
You are an official member of OSU
Proud to be a buckeye
Outdoor season started and you are oh so careful
Spending an hour every day before practice to warm up slowly to not repeat last year's trial
Hours spent after practice to ice and stretch hoping that this horrendous day would ever come again
Today I watched you
I was sprinting on the field while you were meticulously counting and calculating your speed and steps by doing drills
Our brothers strides by-racing each other in the 600
You strode along their side-beating them all when you started to limp
Your eyes turned glossy
Your face crumpled in despair
I to you asking if you were ok
You looked at me like a deer in headlights
To scared to tell me-hoping that the devil couldn't possibly come back to haunt you
Your eyes told me everything
Two pops and a pull
Bad
Very bad
But it's your right leg- your good leg
Impossible
The emotions hit you like you were on a bumpy roller coaster
Frustration
Angst
Anger
Sadness
Frustration
Anger
What did you do wrong?
What variables didn't add up?
Why you?
Why?
I wanted so badly to comfort you
To hug you
But it would put you in so much pain
Who knew that a hug could do so much harm?
I helped you to the trainer
Every step was another test and another reminder
Why can something you love so much it hurts you?
Why should someone so good feel the pain of a pulled muscle?
Why?
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC