#problemchild
i’m not a daughter
i’m a trigger
i’m not person
i’m a gun
every problem
i make bigger
reminds me i 𝘢𝘮 one
i’m not a daughter
i’m a trigger
i’m the stain on your white blouse
and everybody, everybody knows
i am the darkness in this house.
Aug 2, 2023
Aug 2, 2023 at 12:53 PM UTC
Legs more fragile than glass.
You pluck them off one by one.
This is why the other kids keep their distance.
Mar 23, 2021
Mar 23, 2021 at 9:50 PM UTC
I've always said
I have the opposite of an addictive personality
If I have something I enjoy
I lose interest
I ruin and quit things intentionally
But since you I've realized
I'm addicted to a lot of things
worst of them being
unattached
I hated everything I ever defined myself by
I would catch and release more than a fisher
I was addicted to breaking hearts
Addicted to heartbreak
Strung out on pain
Until you
Now you have me recovering
And it should hurt
but my heart pains
only when your away
Now I'm just like another recovering addict
but I'm still addicted
to you
And my addiction to heartbreak
to pain
to unattachment are gone
the zealousness
for everything I was addicted to
is 10 fold but in you
You are the worst drug for me
but yet your the best high
I want to be on you for the rest of my life.
Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 11:15 PM UTC
It's funny how easy it is to do what's forbidden.
I care not for following guidelines and rules anymore.
So what if I'm ruining my life?
I shan't hold you accountable, don't worry your head about it. I've gotten a taste for self-exploration and for the freedom to do it.
No amount of your sickly sweet lectures will wash it away.
Tell me I'm wrong, see if I care.
I'll respond same as tonight-
With an open window and an empty bed.
Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 9:48 PM UTC