loved many women 
in my daytime life,
still, not enough, 
to satisfy my needs.

that is why god created 
the inhabitants of a
priest-cohen holy dark,
so we can be alone 
when we
fill out the list 
that
I deny exists.

keeping it safe, 
so only they 
can see me, 
& vice versa, 
so apropos, 
nobody else can.

Romance is great,
when it is 
wordless and silent,
no interrupt-us 
when writing many 
imaginary imagery,
only love poems 
with both 
ambidextrous hands