#posession
I guess I'm admired
something to acquire
I am no ones
Happily ever after
I am not your answer.
They see me as a decoration.
Filled with temptation.
But where's the foundation?
Your love,
infatuation.
My focus,
Embody integration.
Feels like I speak another language.
Tuned into different radio stations.
They wish to own my heart.
I don't want to make people fall apart.
Never want to be cause of anyone's storm
I want to help others transform.
Help them remember what they came here for
I want to inspire,
But I guess
I can't control
What others desire.
Im just tired.
Dec 8, 2025
Dec 8, 2025 at 8:38 PM UTC
#(a petition for the hidden reunion of mind and body)
There is a room beside the room
no one speaks of..
an antechamber of nearly-remembered things,
quiet as breath held in a throat
that learned too young
not to make a sound.
Nothing begins here,
yet everything gathers here
before it enters memory..
a threshold where the past
listens to itself again.
Here, the mind and the body
stand on opposite sides
of the same dim light,
each unsure
which one is lying.
The body feels what the mind denies.
The mind denies what the body endured.
The split was never a failure..
only survival
carved into two directions.
In this place,
the air carries a vibration
just above hearing..
the hum of something
waiting to be rejoined.
A petition moves through the room
like a slow-forming shape:
*Let what was torn
find its way back to itself.*
Not through force
or through memory’s return.
But through the soft recognition
that the guarded mind
once covered the deeper truth
beneath it
out of a mistaken sense of love.
No accusation rises here.
Only the quiet understanding
that some rooms
shift their shape
depending on who is afraid.
For there is a space
before interpretation,
before the story hardened,
before the walls rearranged themselves
around heartbreak..
a space where the original truth
still waits
with patient gravity.
A truth the body knew first.
A truth the mind hid
because hiding felt safer
than shattering.
The petition whispers:
*Let the two parts
move toward each other
in their own time,
in their own darkness,
carrying nothing
but the Light
that survived them both.*
No reunion is forced.
Nor a return, assumed.
Only this:
A faint light
slipping through a seam in the dark..
not bright, or demanding,
but enough to suggest
that what waits beyond the door
is not ending,
..but the first, tremulous beginning
of finally seeing
what was always true.
#
Nov 30, 2025
Nov 30, 2025 at 7:09 AM UTC
❝i
love
you❞
even with the
bandaids,
bleeding,
bruises from beatings
and so i found that
our love was fleeting
what
cursed
words
leave the mouth
tied up and cornered
fear quickens the pace
with
many ways to be tortured
❝i
love
you❞
you say
now
do those words
have truth
because a lie
would not be kind
at all
Mar 20, 2020
Mar 20, 2020 at 1:49 PM UTC
I once caught a sparrow, small and black, its wings shivered as I took it in,
Fed the poor little thing, stroked its breast and listened for a heartbeat,
There it was, small but strong, its pulse erratic. Scared creature,
After the day, it had recovered and was ready to fly away, as it was born to do
So, I broke my sparrow’s wings.
Now my sparrow sits in its box, its heart is small and strong,
But I don’t let it out to see the light of day for too long,
I love my sparrow, I look at it night and day,
My warm embrace, from time to time, reminds the thing that it’s mine,
I keep my sparrow in the dark
Today, my sparrow was looking as effervescent and as strong as ever,
It hopped with pride and glee and looked so lovingly at me,
So, I took it out of its box and placed it by the open window,
The wild-eyed adoration of Raa was in its eyes as it peeped at freedom,
So, I broke my sparrows wings.
My sparrow is looking a little tired and upset,
I placed it in the box without a friend or a strand of hope to live on,
I told my sparrow that I love it and that it is special,
And it believes that I love it as it loves me, but I only like it because it is black.
I keep my sparrow in the dark.
Aug 9, 2019
Aug 9, 2019 at 5:57 AM UTC
Run away, child,
Don't let me in,
I'm a demon,
I'm a devil,
I'll teach you how to sin.
Run away, little son,
Don't look into my eyes,
They are black-blue, they are deadly,
And full of dangerous lies.
Run away, little daughter,
Before your mind I will slaughter,
My existence knows no love,
I was expelled from above.
You can never run away,
Your mind is my slave,
I will haunt you until you die,
Never to leave your side.
Run away, child.
While you're still alive.
Dec 15, 2016
Dec 15, 2016 at 11:20 AM UTC