#poppunk
Just want to let everyone know that I have a book filled with all except one of the poems on here. The Book is called Patient 139, I’m Not Okay (I Promise) And Other Poems and you can get it as either an ebook or a paperback on amazon.com or at the link https://www.amazon.com/Patient-Okay-Promise-Other-Poems/dp/B0B14GS6PV/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1655527690&sr=8-1
Jun 18, 2022
Jun 18, 2022 at 1:18 AM UTC
I’m the one who walks a lonely road the only one I have ever known
With my own ST. JIMMY who I ask to GIVE ME NOVOCAINE
The one who gives me my novacaine, so I won't feel a thing
And be a 21ST CENTURY BREAKDOWN losing what's left of my mind
Just being one of THE FORGOTTEN inside someone’s memory
Always singing the punk SONG OF THE CENTURY
Wishing I wasn’t the song EXTRAORDINARY GIRL
Hoping that I’m not always ST. JIMMY THE AMERICAN IDIOT
Mar 29, 2022
Mar 29, 2022 at 12:37 PM UTC
PATIENT 139 sits in 4/4 time
Craving peace of mind and a pen
To be the lyric "Stick your pen right up your story"
while feeling LOWER THAN LOW
As well as a TOURIST in their own life
Just saying COUNSELOR could you help me out, My time's gonna run out
But what they finally realized is that they found a COUNSELOR who's a singer
As well as counseling that's pop/punk music
The COUNSELOR is TESS STEVENS and the counseling is HER MUSIC
Mar 28, 2022
Mar 28, 2022 at 2:13 PM UTC
When I WAS YOUNGER I COULDN'T WAIT FOR THE DAYS TO PASS
Because I'M JUST STUCK ON REPEAT
And now SOME DAYS I FEEL LIKE DYING
So SING US A SONG OF THE CENTURY
Because WE ARE THE KINGS AND THE QUEENS OF THE NEW BROKEN SCENE
Mar 28, 2022
Mar 28, 2022 at 9:46 AM UTC
I try to create motivation and inspiration with the words I put in lines
Referencing bands in my work
That have helped me through hard times
Hoping one day I can give back
Has they've given to me
A memorial of sorts
Everytime you read my thoughts
Listen to the records I adored and try work me out
Feb 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
I'm pretty sure it's safe to say you're not feeling me,
I had a hunch that'd you end up feeling that way.
I was honest and I was going to try my best
But you're an individual that chose to go another road.
You're gone on the highway and I'm walking on a rail road.
I swear my friends keep me holding on
But they don't know that I'm so far gone.
I'd hope you'd give me chance and realize you had me all wrong.
Keep going because you were right all along.
I'm a child that still hasn't hit his growth spurt.
I swear I'm a psychic because I knew I'd be left hurt.
We were going to have a good run but you left me in the dirt.
I'm a train wreck trying to get back on track
And you'd chugged along and showed me your back.
What did I expect because it all ends the same,
And guess what?
Yes, I'm the one to blame.
I was hoping you'd see me out but you were smart enough to see through me.
Sep 5, 2016
Sep 5, 2016 at 9:00 PM UTC
I'm looking forward to ******* nothing
The words I need to say are buffering
Somewhere down this line there is some sort of reward
I'm aimlessly trying to move forward
Get away from me, don't you see that I don't speak unless there's meaning
As far as I'm concerned everyone outside of family is temporary
As of late, I feel restrained, being held back from everything that matters to me
So consumed by what I think I need,
I don't have the ******* luxury of choosing to be happy
Every road block I crash into takes a peice of me in some way
I'll never forget that winter where I was scarred and permanently changed
Frozen in time taking everything in
So much self reflection took place that it made every mirror I stared into bend
All that I felt and thought, you could never relate
I promise that you would die if you had to bare my weight
And I don’t need help from you or anyone to get me through this
Sep 1, 2016
Sep 1, 2016 at 3:15 PM UTC
you told me about all your favorite bands.
and i fell in love immediately.
you and the songs.
watching cigarettes light in the dark was your favorite
thing to do,
and because you liked it,
so did i.
you watched the stars at night,
on the rooftop while you were high,
so i broke my leg trying to get on my roof while i was high.
and you tried to teach me to skate
because you wanted me to hang out
with your friends too.
Pop Punk was your favorite genre
and i wanted you to love me,
so i made it my favorite too.
i really love you and everything you do,
and i honestly don't care if you do too.
But one thing will last forever,
Pop Punk will always remind me of you.
Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 12:30 PM UTC
I've been left out and cast aside
My shadow is all that's by my side
I'm waiting for my turn
To embrace
what is
deserved
to all
So much luggage I carry from the past
I can't ask for help cause' nothing lasts
Let downs are always expected
The world has spoken,
I'm rejected
Promising to let you down is the only way I won't let you down
I'm beneath
the
soil
in the
ground!
God ****
No one can come in
I'm not ready to go somewhere I've never been
That's why I won't pull anyone in
What I keep inside is deterring
I'll remain a stone unturned
Demanding what I'll never earn
Because I'm a peice work
A job that probably won't get done.
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 8:38 PM UTC