#poety
The Boy still lives within me,
he write from within,
He's my truth,
or the next poem.
Feb 20
Feb 20, 2026 at 5:23 AM UTC
Cold In Storage
This cryogenics lab I Know,
Kept its folks at forty below.
This Soviet lab is full of pecks
Of Russians, Poles and old cached Czechs.
Jan 8
Jan 8, 2026 at 8:10 PM UTC
beautiful round ***
a firm smack
it smacks back
fast pace
you looking back
moans morph to screams,
I could get use to that
begging for more
and I reach back
some deep strokes
I love that
Jan 11, 2023
Jan 11, 2023 at 8:59 AM UTC
I can't say that I'm living my best days
And I can't say that I get the man of my dreams
Because; he still chose the work days as an exercise to stay with me
And because he always celebrating with her , in their house not with me
And because he always smile that charming smile whenever he talk with her , and I thought I was the only one who make him feel that way
Some boy flirt with me when we walk in the street, and my head is spinning around with possibilities of what are you gonna do ?
Will you rebuke him and get angry like what you do whenever someone flirt with her ?
Or you just bring me closer to you and pass your long fingers on my shoulder,
like a hopeless and sad sign that, I’m all yours?
yes,
the second choice,
always.
Oct 4, 2021
Oct 4, 2021 at 9:22 PM UTC
The pills
**** my creativity
when the seratonin flows
the poetic juices run dry
Sep 25, 2021
Sep 25, 2021 at 10:16 PM UTC
feeling your fire burning
fuels my inner flame with passions
that ignites emotions within
Dec 13, 2020
Dec 13, 2020 at 11:52 PM UTC
Her mound
amounts to
a mouthful of
of the most remarkable
thing I have ever tasted.
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 10:01 PM UTC
I was lying wooden in the house of woods,
And imprisoned in the servitude of solitude.
The outdoor elements were not in their elements ,
Sitting tight awaiting their merriments.
Strength and hope was under the umbra of duskiness,
The soul was clueless about the cloudlessness.
The smiling rays of light were in the shackles of dark heavy clouds,
The euphorious rhythms were longing for their warm touches and euphonic sounds.
On this greyish gloomy sight,
When the heaven started showering something white,
As my heart caught the sigh of this light,
A voice came from inside,
Hey !! Get up my child !!,
Lets step out and empower the inner child to play outside.
As i stepped out of my darkness,
I got face to face with an awareness,
The view is so beautiful outside,
If you pay attention to the love of darkness and light.
Light compassionately requested the darkness,
O My beloved !! Go and spread some awareness,
And light the lamps of hopes with happiness .
Spread an awareness about the blessings in disguise,
An awareness about the treasures inside,
As this awareness throw some insight,
A wisdom comes in light,
Try to see the upside of your ride.
As the sun dies for the moon to rise ,
The moon dies for the sun to rise,
Together their love complete a day,
Full of darkness , sadness , lights and gay,
Likewise ,Darkness after light,
Light after darkness,
then again darkness and again light,
As the soul wears the ring of darkness and light,
The ride towards completeness begins there then and right,
Moulding you into a charismatic gem that shines bright.
As the white snow was flowing towards me,
With open arms and closed eyes my heart was dancing in glee,
As the cool and soft cotton touched me gently,
Something happened quitely,
The gloominess died in the the arms of
Cheerfulness,
The soul started getting clues about the cloudlessness.
As the snow melted with me,
My heart started feeling more free.
The vision before my soul began the jouney of changing its hue,
Slowly slowly it started turning into white and blue.
As it was sailing through this change,
My heart took a calming sigh that was beyond any range.
Tears rolled down from my eyes ,
As everything was under the haven of blanket that was white.
I was sitting and cherishing this delight,
The vibes of serene silence were flying like kite,
As the silence of serenity,
Touched my sea of tranquility,
My soul got enlivened up with a child like purity,
And there emanated a sensibility,
When the soul wears the ornaments beaded with purity and serinity,
It glows with the Rebirth of genuineness and integrity,
Freedom breaks the shackles of slavery,
Wisdom inspires to stand up with bravery.
As the Rays of strength and hope were riding through the clouds,
Infusing life in my soul,
My soul awakened from ignorance,
Darkness got vanished in the flambeau of awareness.
My eyes started shining with a soul nuturing smile,
That was so genuine and divine,
That the heaven stepped down,
To admire the sublime beauty,
As it saw an incarnation of deity.
As the heaven stepped down,
The rhythms found their soulful touches and sounds ,
The outdoor elements came in their elements and bowed down,
For offering thanks to the almighty,
Spreading the vibes of divinity,
Embellished with the beads of love , peace and harmony.
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 10:12 PM UTC
At last we lay silent
under the bliss of Joy
Your body drifting off
into another realm
where calm blankets
your stillness
I watch your chest
rise and fall
listening to your breath
ebb and flow
like the gentle rhythmic tide
as you retreat and return
to the moon sprawled
across your bed
Without interruption
my eyes take in
every aspect of you
I find my fingers
brushing your hair
away from your face
kissing the crevice
between your nose and cheek
settling on your warm mouth
as your out breath emerges
from your lips to mine
I watch as you fall
further and further away
knowing we are separate souls
unable to save each other
from the dark night
but for now we have found a place
for our bodies to rest
in embracing arms
Syncing our heart beats
until day breaks
where we part again
Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 2:38 PM UTC
Fizzing through the rain and feeling,
slosh and wipers ice-skate the glass,
while soft hands firm their grip on the wheel.
Sputtering love permeates the compact space
...in between droplets, the splintered reflection of:
the one both inward and outward - self-excavating & selfless
A '100% pure and natural' spring water hurls itself,
off the seat and hits the floor,
I reach to retrieve and eyes meet.
The rearviewmirror, now smeared with dust,
Georgia beaming down on Florida - a state-line and a statement
Wisps of theme park hair, dance and taunt the air,
blow out the gaping window.
Two setting sun figures - testing the afternoon,
two watched wrists entwine,
a case to be made for pit stops.
Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 3:28 AM UTC
Don't look at me like that
like you love me, like you need me
don't look at me, with your eyes so lovely
and your stare, so intently, and hold my hand so gently
Don't talk to me,
like you understand so clearly
like you'd help so readily
and sacrifice so easily
Cause love once had me
It once had held me, held me so tightly
squeezed the life out of me
and in that memory
were eyes like yours shining back at me
a voice like yours screaming at me
a stare like yours glaring at me
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 12:43 PM UTC
A man once told me, "Never write a movie where a man is left shouting after a woman who is sure to return"
I was raised by wolves and Don Quixote
lead with(in) the heart; regret with(in) the brain
dead weight hangs hungry in my chest
I see fear creep in my knees
my teeth are looking to be tested
my skin is stained like a constellation capricorn gemini pisces
I am my own galaxy:
only porcelain angels looking over me
backstage pass to my caterpillar identity crisis
My imagination (machinations of muddled emotions) was waiting for someone like you
His laugh rattles my subconscious and decomposes my rigor mortis
kiss youmeus like your tongue was made of money
finger me as much as I do my hair
I like sinking into your mind; it's warm in here
Eggs&Bacon;
bread & butter
you're the apple pie to my adam's apple (with all the cavities)
I'm a headless chicken framing instant coffee amber memories
ice cream melts the closer I get to the sun...
It rained today.
Some statues talk, some people have nothing to say;
who will you dip in gold and call your temple?
Why does it have to be art and not just us?
you're just another outlet mall; your sheep are in Leeds
the shoes are from your closet and I need reupholstering
my feet will go where they dare but
the yellow brick road is turmeric and
shame
I'm on a deserted island and all I see are birds
all my doors have a neon EXIT sign
It began and ended with the Space Odyssey-
"Martha!"
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 11:13 AM UTC
As I sat on the cold, hard bathroom floor,
The tears kept rushing out of me like the sky was crying.
Hurt
Hurt
All I could feel is hurt.
Wondering what I ever did that was so bad, so wrong to deserve this.
That's when I knew, you never cared.
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 9:55 AM UTC
Good old rain
Is upon us again
Cold pain
is upon us again
We could melt away
Back to the black
If just for a day or more
Ignore what was felt
However
Good old rain has remain
And we should too
Darling, let yourself cry
Raining now but we have
All of our life to be dry
May 17, 2017
May 17, 2017 at 9:21 AM UTC
Forever forgotten
Was the blue colored sky
Replaced by the milky white dome
Designed to fit their polluted time
As young children lay their head to rest
A pasty pillow
A chalky night dress
And their ivory ceilings
Covered in painted charcoal stars
An artificial image forever stained on their hearts
Never will they look out at the clear pearl moon
Thinking of someone
Wondering if they're thinking of you
No snow coats the grass
In the cool winter months
No alabaster dandelions lacing the air
You can't find any white nature here
But in this moment it’s 2017
And i’m laying on the hunter green grass
Amongst the stars and the trees
And I wonder when history books will talk of this time
When the sky wasn’t painted white
Apr 19, 2017
Apr 19, 2017 at 10:57 AM UTC
I looked into your heart,
and I felt you like a hand.
I see you in a different light,
only the bright can understand.
you are what you are,
its always been the plan.
Apr 12, 2017
Apr 12, 2017 at 6:06 PM UTC
Drowning in old sorrow
Yet ignoring the extended hands
Utterly selfish to dare expose vulnerability
A deep rooted want to become a-
part of the bleak sky
But, truthfully known the earth-
would be a final resting place
Why does one chose the walkway-
that caresses a personal netherworld?
Each portion of forced effort falls short
Especially in the eyes of the inner perfectionist
My closest friend is a crippling emotion
It sends consistent reminders-
in my dreams-
of my broken
aspirations.
Nightmares are a lingering-
background in my head
Why must detest my own blood?
For it is brimming with the corruption of loathing.
The engraved disappointment-
I grew to be-
Is even repulsed
by the soul within.
*Plaster a grin
and keep it all in.*
Feb 4, 2017
Feb 4, 2017 at 5:25 AM UTC
flesh meeting flesh
devoured by emotion
two soulmates mesh
bodies momentarily woven
in the pleasures of the flesh
lost in each others depths
speaking words unspoken
Nov 9, 2016
Nov 9, 2016 at 7:09 PM UTC
If only you knew
what you do
what you've done
you've taken many souls
left not even a trace
all you've done
all you've taken
wasn't yours to take
you've left me with nothing
nothing but fear
left me in a horror movie
forever I fall
Sep 8, 2012
Sep 8, 2012 at 12:10 AM UTC
Where is earth
there is only darkness
there is no light the day must end in this time
nothing is left there is no where to go there is not way out the darkness has spread through each vain spreading to the cells like some cancer burning through the veins
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 3:32 AM UTC
Endless darkness
Swimming thoughts
Lifeless
Hallow
Ignored
A mask is worn to fool all
Each day
Each passing moment
The pain sinks in further
cracking melting buring
Mask is gone
No one know
Death soon awaits
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 4:49 AM UTC
Hopelessly wondering In the darkness
Fading
Fighting
Dying
Can you not see the mask that is being worn?
Can you not see the pain that has taken everything
Numbness
So hollow
So cold
Please can help
No one hears the silent cries
No one sees
No one hears
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 1:43 PM UTC
I want you to know, I want you to see
I want you to look beyond your own eyes
Past your afflictions
Do you really care?
can you not see?
can you not hear?
Sometimes the silence is better
I know you will never understand
I know you will never see
you''ll never see how badly I hurt
you will never hear my screams
I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb
rescue the world from your word's
I want to torch it, burn it, scorch it, end it
watch it as it blows away
I won't let you poison me any longer
A prisoner no more
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 8:16 PM UTC