#peotry
I stood at the center of the coven’s circle, flanked by my uncle and a friend of his who led the ritual. It wasn’t my choice. I had no choice.
They handed me an old, cracked book and told me to read an excerpt aloud. I refused at first, pleading, but they pressed on with the necromancy.
The air smelled of burning herbs and wet feathers. A **** was swung around me, its wings flapping against the cold night, before guttural words were muttered into the wind.
Then came the bath — water mixed with thick oil, sliced fruit, and other strange concoctions. The liquid clung to my skin like a second layer, its scent heavy and impossible to ignore. Fear shivered through me as the cold bit deep.
My uncle’s voice was low, each syllable vibrating in the stillness as he guided me through the reading. With every word, I felt an unseen weight coil tighter around my chest, tendrils winding around my heart.
They say the road to Hell is paved with good intentions. I knew he had stepped onto it. The air felt charged, as if something ancient had stirred from a long, hateful sleep.
My mother stood outside the circle, her eyes fixed on me. They glowed with a strange light — not joy, not love, but a hunger I didn’t recognize. It was only then I realized there was a part of her I had never known. Her hands trembled slightly, not from cold, but from anticipation.
The ritual ended in silence. A silence so deep it pressed into my ears, whispering of secrets too heavy to name. I felt it before I saw it — an unnatural presence, cold and suffocating, curling at the edges of the shadows.
This isn’t over, something inside me whispered...
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 9:47 AM UTC
A man asked God,
Where does lie a man's true freedom,
God answered,
It lies where the illusion is created of the hope of true freedom.
It has been ages since the times of kingdoms,
Still the mankind has not found their true freedom.
A wise man said it takes hardship to have true freedom,
But I say it requires a collective wisdom.
A wisdom of all mankind,
Being united for a reason.
Then it could be said,
That they fought for their freedom.
Man creates illusion of the freedom,
To live carefree in the country of random.
My question lies with the question of the man,
That where does lie the true freedom of the man.
Feb 5
Feb 5, 2026 at 10:43 AM UTC
I would write about you hundred times over till my breath is hitched,
And I no longer feel the blood in my veins.
I would remember your name even If i have alzheimer's disease.
Remember your every feel till I am numb and till death makes me sleep.
Dec 17, 2024
Dec 17, 2024 at 9:57 AM UTC
Our eyes, resemble still marble statues—both melancholic and
beautiful; they reflect the aspirations of birds yearning for an idyllic
sanctuary among the trees. The essence of our humanity aches for
wholeness, a desire to be a complete poem, even as the poet grapples
with solitude in their musings.
Burdened by their own dream's illusion, they don the mask of
the present, to linger in this moment, haunted by the shadows of
yesteryears and anxious about a future that remains unwritten to
our eyes. Thus, our eyes remain ensnared, confined to the now,
perceiving only what is before us, while the shadows of our history continue to linger in the background.
We may claim to act as deities, yet we are merely incomplete gods.
Forever yearning for what we cannot grasp.
Nov 27, 2024
Nov 27, 2024 at 1:44 AM UTC
When the darkest of life
Comes your way
I'll be there to hold your hand
When your feet are week are
Weak I'll be there
To pull you back up
When your lonely I'll
Be there and you won't be
When the blue skies go away
And
Grey clouds come your way
I'll bring the sun shine
And The Smile on Your
Beautiful Face
Jan 24, 2021
Jan 24, 2021 at 8:15 AM UTC
Your light guides us through the night.
You bring the stars along with u
to keep me company.
You stare at me until I fall off to sleep
Than you disappear bringing the sun to shine_hgaffar
Dec 22, 2020
Dec 22, 2020 at 12:01 PM UTC
Get outta here, she said
before your heart bankrupts your soul and camouflages your feelings and
your character as a whole.
...amp
Aug 20, 2020
Aug 20, 2020 at 9:33 AM UTC
She wanted to smile
Yet, she fell down
A shooting star is coming down
Generating madness in the heart of sadness
Dawn in the Dawn
A Broken bird lies alone,
in the agony of sadness and madness.
Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 8:53 PM UTC
دل میں بس تجھ کو بسا رکھا ہے
لب پے بس تجھ کو سجا رکھا ہے
دیکھ آ دل کے میکدے میں کبھی
درد ہی درد چھپا رکھا ہے
مجھ کو ویرانیاں ہی بھاتی ہیں
دشت میں ڈیرہ لگا رکھا ہے
بے ثباتی سے واسطہ ہے مرا
ریت کا گھر بھی بنا رکھا ہے
عشق کے رستہ پر خار پے بھی
بوجھ تیرا ہی اٹھا رکھا ہے
آج خود اپنے لہو سے ارسل
بزم میں دیپ جلا رکھا ہے
Ghazal
Dil main bas tujh ko basa Rakha ha
Lab pe bas tujh ko saja Rakha ha
Dekh aa Dil Ke maikaday main Kabhi
Dard hi dard chupa Rakha ha
Mujh ko veeraniyan hi bhaati Hain
Dasht main dera Laga Rakha ha
Bay sabati se waasta ha Mera
Rait ka Ghar BHI bana Rakha ha
Ishq ke Rasta e pur khaar pe BHI
Bojh tera hi utha rakha ha
Aaj khud apnay lahoo se ARSAL
Bazm main deep jala Rakha ha
Jul 22, 2020
Jul 22, 2020 at 2:13 PM UTC
Material things don’t entice me
Empty promises don’t count as a remedy
Flowery words are pleasing to the ear
With apparent intentions clear
Is this just an infatuation?
An effect of my subtle imagination
This relentles game of tug of war
How I wish it wouldn’t end up in a scar
All I know is that I’m tired of this dance
Might as well give us a chance?
You have gone way past this armour
Consistency, that is all I am asking for
Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 11:35 PM UTC
I just wanna get rich.
And overdose.
**** the world. Im on my own.
I wanna say **** love
And move on.
I save money.
Dont need condoms.
Cos i want **** anyone.
It started with trust values.
Then trust issues.
Am i alone i think i am.
People get mad at the sound.
I am not giving up.
Love is love.
But the earth population can move on.
Even if im gay and not a ****** monstrocity of a person.
I was not first born.
So i reap the problems.
I was not first born.
So i reap the curses.
Ginger hair. Bad teeth. And so **** ugly.
I am no way. Gonna get married before 30.
Unless i buy a male order bride. A husband if that. Is that real.
If so. Where do i buy.
I just wanna get rich.
And overdose.
**** the world. Im on my own.
I wanna say **** love
And move on.
I save money.
Dont need condoms.
Cos i want **** anyone.
**** the world
**** love
If there is a god above.
Help us. To move on.
If there is a son of god.
How can you let us live on.
Son of god in the clouds.
Stop the poor and give them a hand out.
We all not one. But the same.
Individual.
(C)2018
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 3:22 PM UTC
You've got a lot to learn now, honey.
You ought to take it slow,
But please don't take forever, honey.
We've got a ways to go
Here on this road to nowhere, honey,
And nothing in between.
Maybe we'll last forever, honey,
Unless we're too obscene.
Timewise, I don't have much too spare
On property, that's not my fare.
Little bits of lost lives; stolen,
Given to the egos; swollen.
I understand security,
I'm my arms, secure you'd be.
Maybe you don't need protection, honey.
But, still, it could be nice to know.
I'd lay my coat down for you, honey,
To bridge the puddles in the road.
Whenever we are elemental, honey,
I'd shield you from the chilly wind.
And raise the walls and ceilings, honey,
To build the house of fire again.
We could sail the oceans blue,
Or a rapid river in a canoe.
Sacred are the hearts of two
Who syncronise the avenue.
I can fix when you have need,
And you can fit my heart, indeed.
The letter of the risen law, honey,
Cannot dam the rushing flood
Of power you have over me, honey
I'm feeling mighty good.
Don't take advantage, honey.
Don't pass a good thing by.
We got some synergy, honey.
All good things will come in time.
Only if we hesitate,
There is a time when love is late.
Maybe love might come again.
Maybe no heart ever wins.
Maybe hearts in hand will soar.
Lesson one: I love ********
Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 4:30 AM UTC
Just because I seem strong doesn’t mean I can be left all by myself.
Just because I wasn’t crying doesn’t mean I didn’t care.
Just because I wasn’t writing you doesn’t mean I didn’t want to talk
Just because I left doesn’t mean I didn’t want to stay
When I say it’s okey, it wasn’t, can you finally get it?
How could you take your soul away from me?
Leaving me with empty whole
That hurts every morning
Was it love if I’m so replaceable?
Just because I seem strong, doesn’t mean I will survive your lost.
Jun 23, 2017
Jun 23, 2017 at 1:59 PM UTC
Those boys
They don't understand
Them girls
They're giving them a second chance
To show
That they give a ****
Them girls
Cry every night
Because those boys
Go out and drink all the time
She waits
For him to come home
And he
Yells for her to leave him alone
She cries
Because she's tried
But he still doesn't give a ****
Those boys
They don't understand
Them girls
Aren't giving them a second chance
Apr 9, 2017
Apr 9, 2017 at 7:38 AM UTC
just feeling like putting my hands on my head,and with that disappointed look saying **** *** happened
caught in my own confusion not truly understanding what it is I want in my life, for my life,
asking myself are my decisions I make now affecting those around me, am I accepting good in my life ,or am I inviting pain and misery in
then again my life has always been pain and misery and whenever I gather that glimpse of happiness it seems to back fire
a few smiles a few laughs and I feel oh this is going to be great turns into arguing and frustration followed with constant irritation
lost in this maze of *** like *** but **** it who cares nobody ever shows their true heart stuck up to themselves, or afraid to speak to someone they don't know all these so called friends probably won't even look to see what I wrote
oh well my support system ain't really a support
just me and my music is how I feel lost in this World but at peace with Sound
it's true I'm the wind come and go breeze feels nice then it's gone if I stay to long it'll cause a hurricane that's why I choose to go ...
Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 4:19 AM UTC
love to faults is always blind,
Always is to joy inclined,
Lawless, winged and unconfined;
And breaks all chairs from every mind.
Aug 26, 2016
Aug 26, 2016 at 7:36 AM UTC
Fire burns in your mind
You complain about the heat.
I would carry buckets of water
For thousands of miles,
Pray for storms
Just to bring you a cool
Breeze.
I would quiet the burns
Playing your favorite song
Every night.
But time and time again
I burned at the price of others.
I would care for you
But I sit in ruins.
My arms are ash not
Strong enough to lift.
My voice is smoke.
My piano teeth are bent and broken.
No melodies will come from my embers
But at least I can appreciate the warmth.
Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 1:26 PM UTC
Souls are lost as time goes by
Forgetting the connection
The emotion once felt
Now forgotten
Far away and beaten down
Believing is non existent
Nowhere to turn
Runaway
Hide
Inside myself is the haven
Awkward silence
Not knowing what to say
On the tip of your tongue
Afraid to speak
Push your thoughts away
Some days are brace
Feel hope in your heart
But then it's not good enough
Hurt takes over
walls come back
Here we aren't so quickly
Jun 17, 2016
Jun 17, 2016 at 10:13 PM UTC
The weight of the world
Sits on his chest
As he breaths
He grasps for it
Rose petals fall
Straight from his head
As his eyes burn
Like fire, again, and again
Mouth sewed shut
Her needle pokes through
Stippling his heart
Like a car wreck
The moment his hands left
He can't remember
When he lost control
Drunk driving
Into her soul
E.s.
Jun 17, 2016
Jun 17, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
On the occasion that we kiss downy
silken, time diminishes
we petrify within our rapture
existance sails about
like snow in a globe, gentle
hushed
When we reduce
our eyes convene
courts of affection
and the world is unchained, free
to move again
At home within your purchase
a fox within its burrow, warm
at ease, a lovers sympathy
You give me life
I breathe.
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 7:44 PM UTC
The waters are tears
Rolling and rolling
The sound, same as my heartbeat
Am nearly drowned
Surviving
Breathing
The face I've seen clearly
Now carried by the tide
A wave is still a wave
You are still you
We are no more
And I'm no longer blue.
Oct 31, 2015
Oct 31, 2015 at 6:27 AM UTC
Vines crawling
on the old mottled wall
fog bypassing
the fence
enveloping the entire
chalet
the mystic sky over the castle
a lightning awakening
the gloomy valley
ghosts and goblins floating
around
extinguishing white candles
a witch with a broom
the silver haired wizard in a black hat
standing in the darkness of spells
the enchanted princess sleeping
in the black chalet
prince charming leading a team of
knights
sinister roses blooming quietly
spitting murky fog
tongues of flames light up the dark tunnel
the prince kills the bloodthirsty bats witches and
a clan of phantoms
the prince kisses to wake the princess who’s been asleep
for a millenium.
May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC