#pawantube
I questions myself do I still really love you
Or it's just my attraction on you,
Or it's just my addiction of you,
Or it's just my aesthetically love on you.
That overflown through out my heart
Maybe it's kinda hard to ask himself
When everything's being ok
but next we'd fallen apart
I think I'm fool all around
But don't you think, I won't abound
I'm ****** up with my own life...
I heard that you're busy with someone.
I saw you in another's root
I saw you're in another arm's
Long rides on bike.
This things you did to hide the truth
crews on you, I heard of you
Twice I'd forgotten cuz I believed on you
But again you did the same.
This things makes me sense of looser,
What I say next?
cuz you don't have a time
To understand my feelings
How far i believed on you
How far I loved you...
Love makes us on Expectations
You'll do something for me
Of what i need.
aren't you have a time
To rang my phone...
But you aren't?
I do all the things for you,
But did you ever thought for me
Yet, This **** hasn't flies to you...
To whom may I believe ?
Should I wait up for your next call ?
I can't escape my feelings it's true!
there's you right next to me...
Cuz I wanna be with you
I don't wanna remembering of you
But this **** feelings supposed me to do.
It's has been well said
In such a cruel world,
there's no one to believe on them too.
You put a smile on my anger
You're looking up for me I'll back
I'm ashamed of being sorry everytime
I'm tired of looking myself on it.
I left you to your own way
I don't face it until it's overwhelming response
Go get your life,you're free of cage
-SORRY-
By:-pawantube
!! 20-09-2019 !!
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 2:37 PM UTC
Whatever it takes,
I don't wanna be a fake
whoever dare's to tell me no!
I just mean for what I've to lost.
though, somehow it couldn't give satisfaction most
you'd left me with a broken heart.
Still wishing you,
but cause unknown...
If I ain't enough of
If I ain't worthy of
I do deserve betray
for things mess up to.
cuz it's all about karma
eventually in end,
I’ll forget all somehow.
But mirror of your praise
torn apart long...
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 1:36 PM UTC
How’s this MOMENT like
Bad b!tches is on my fate,
Happiness avoided far apart
And the expectation lies far.
These dam* world,
Who amenable for this!
No one, to see himself instead...
Why we still barely hanging on,
This sh!t worse thought
Let the rush of your sea-shore,
Stumble to that MOMENT
Is the only thing you step up.
Lit up your moon of heaven
Let it possess the time
Until it possessed...
To show the world who am i.
By:-PawanTube
Jun 9, 2019
Jun 9, 2019 at 2:59 PM UTC
is this what feels good,
though i don't feel through
i know i'll be fine without you…
without messages and takls
but despite we rushed up
in the millons of thought
searching where place to go.
i can't handle my emotions and tears
but i'll ready to withstand all missery,
and fear...
knew,
it wasn't enough for you
can't even we speak through
you might looks it absurd....
you ends up all.....
but, i don't
we nothing left else,
only barely hanging in the memories of......
cause we left there. in the same
we know that it can't turn backs
i wish that , i can,
and change things
and RE-START the life once again......
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 4:29 AM UTC
hope that i could explain
what i found
......ur voice,
...... ur eyes,
and the simplicity
it all just dig mah heart
You would never love yourself a half as much as I
your eyes when i looked into them,
sinking on the depth
your name,when its been called out
the smile.....ooh plz would u again
when you appeared by my side
my heart got insane....like a ferrari
your Picture in my mind...continue readin'
always be thinkin' of you
Every single day I missed you,
missed you when I can't sleep
missed you when i can't eat
missed you in mah front seat
hoping, you are seating beside by me
you are the only one
that i'm in.........with
and You ought to know by now how much I love you
My heart made up the way that how I feel
Growing stronger day by day
I can't stop this
I.m insane n i lost mah mind
you're my sun,you're my moon,you're my star
you're the first'you are the last.
andy my everything.
you're my reality not a expectation.
I've spent couple of weeks
to come closer
On a search to find you
way to communicate you
but no whispers...like a silent planet
Yet my heart is hoping for you
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 4:26 AM UTC
WHEN WILL U COME
where u r.....
where u r....
waiting here only for u
searching u all over.. day n night
tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
Summer nights, bright lights
And the shootin' stars,
they all break's my heart
every single day i think about u
tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
my heart is hoping that
u wil come
when that days gonna' come...
tell me
when will u come...
when will u come...
calling you all day,but u'r not picking'up
messaging u all day,not even replyied me yet
It's breaking me,
i'm loosing my hope.....
tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
show me were u are,
u'r shadow's still close
i'm still in love with u
i wanna be with u
tell me
when will u come.....
when will u come.....
Oh, my love how can i tell
How I miss you every single day
When I see ur image's reflection
only thing that i wish u
when will u come....
when will u come...
i need ur love
i feel so high about u
i'm dreaming u, got me!
i wish it will be true
tell me
when will u come.....
when will u come.....
I take a deep breath
whenever a strange girl passes by me
i know you are not there
but i'm still in hope
tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
Watch my eyes they are filled with love
Tell me do you feel the same
will u Hold me in your arms
tell me
when will u come...
when will u come...
Baby, let me be your man
So I can love you
And if you let me be your man
Then I'll take care of you,
For the rest of my life, for the rest of yours
For the rest of ours'
tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
I wanna touch you baby
And I wanna feel you too
I wanna see the sunrise
On your sins just me and you
tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
n you'll never be alone
I'll hold you when things go wrong
Baby, I am right here.....
ya !!!
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
i'll hold u when things go wrong
tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
inside a mesh of flesh
and bone is an underlying in
desperate tone
to the world of real authentic....
the iPhone likes
preventing
this place of role play'
'I think we like pretending
as if our fun in never ending.
No one speaks,
just message sending.
It's a silent planet
- wait, it's pending....
baby tell me
when will u come....
when will u come....
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 4:23 AM UTC