I questions myself do I still really love you
Or it's just my attraction on you,
Or it's just my addiction of you,
Or it's just my aesthetically love on you.
That overflown through out my heart
Maybe it's kinda hard to ask himself
When everything's being ok
but next we'd fallen apart
I think I'm fool all around
But don't you think, I won't abound
I'm ****** up with my own life...
I heard that you're busy with someone.
I saw you in another's root
I saw you're in another arm's
Long rides on bike.
This things you did to hide the truth
crews on you, I heard of you
Twice I'd forgotten cuz I believed on you
But again you did the same.
This things makes me sense of looser,
What I say next?
cuz you don't have a time
To understand my feelings
How far i believed on you
How far I loved you...
Love makes us on Expectations
You'll do something for me
Of what i need.
aren't you have a time
To rang my phone...
But you aren't?
I do all the things for you,
But did you ever thought for me
Yet, This **** hasn't flies to you...
To whom may I believe ?
Should I wait up for your next call ?
I can't escape my feelings it's true!
there's you right next to me...
Cuz I wanna be with you
I don't wanna remembering of you
But this **** feelings supposed me to do.
It's has been well said
In such a cruel world,
there's no one to believe on them too.
You put a smile on my anger
You're looking up for me I'll back
I'm ashamed of being sorry everytime
I'm tired of looking myself on it.
I left you to your own way
I don't face it until it's overwhelming response
Go get your life,you're free of cage
-SORRY-
By:-pawantube
!! 20-09-2019 !!
Sep 20, 2019
Sep 20, 2019 at 2:37 PM UTC
Sometimes tick of the clock makes me cry
Whenever I link my past through the time
I feel so alive, when I woke up on my bed
Even if theirs crowd I found you on first screen
Seems you're close to my heart
but you're far apart...
It's just massively lying to my head
Never have the happiness of what I have
Somehow it's just precising our time...
I know you can't come around
I just need A liitle time
To change the past of surround...
Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 10:02 AM UTC
The 5 letter of word "SORRY"
It's very easy to say...
But instead of it
does it ease the pain?
And to this it's feels for Vain
Nothing more that something I'd Gain
In which I never believed to see rain
Your seemed so long,
but you're not a part of mine
I cried myself,
do someone who really cares about
Looking for dirt on himself to outshine...
Do the 5 letter of word "SORRY"
does it Displace the pain?
For any cause Sorry-sorry...
Why sorry?
Do you ever tried to be in my place
Probably, it's ****
Of my say...
It's worth to scold and explain
Cause you won't understand
You keeps my pathetic feelings as a joke
Or Pheraps you like mine anger...
When you'll get free of your busy life
Think over...
Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 9:59 AM UTC
I've crossed the lines of linear,
You too turned a side as angular.
Still I'm wishing you're mine,
It's bigger than I need to be.
But There's nothing gonna hold us
back on a past time,
A tik of clock shows our messed time.
Probably it's ****
to be thinking about of futures line
Too much bad to say goodbye...
If you like to leave me before I need
Parting of heart would be difficult
longing of you makes me desperate
I'll cry myself but i won't anxious you,
Cause I'm gonna love
despair of mine...
19-09-2019
Sep 19, 2019
Sep 19, 2019 at 9:57 AM UTC
Wish I could say in flow
Through this wind,
Wish I could scold you in rush
Through this mind.
But every time seems it absurd
And beyond to your brain.
Worse to worst,
Each breath having pain
I felt broken instead this hurtness
Mischiev on us, neither you nor me
Only one thing unexpectable
It lies to my hearty-soul
You be cruel to me.
You don't feel to my love
You too would have pain
And curious next to me
Surely you gonna
Deeply regret it
Once if i let go of you
You will regret...
Aug 31, 2019
Aug 31, 2019 at 1:01 PM UTC
Whatever it takes,
I don't wanna be a fake
whoever dare's to tell me no!
I just mean for what I've to lost.
though, somehow it couldn't give satisfaction most
you'd left me with a broken heart.
Still wishing you,
but cause unknown...
If I ain't enough of
If I ain't worthy of
I do deserve betray
for things mess up to.
cuz it's all about karma
eventually in end,
I’ll forget all somehow.
But mirror of your praise
torn apart long...
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 1:36 PM UTC
My Girl loves me despite
What i'm saying?
I'm not too high to realize
What i'm longing.
Too much difference between me and you
I need to take off my wings
I need to pull off my fascinations
I'm insane and my mind losted !
I'm stained around this pain
It's ain't enough.....
Through your sweet smile and round face
Where i'm belonging
I ain't feel alive without my phone ringing
selfish too much 'bout you
Despair but much i needed you
So you can love me much as i can?
To my all questions i ain't go shut up.
So why don't you admit it.
If you did with your choice.
I'm asking !
How far you've given me a space
Do i exist to your life
Do you wishing me right next?
Do you suppose me to kiss?
tight.
Do you suppose me to hug?
Holding me up for a while,
Effortlessly, you'd says don't know!
Had you seen yourself at my place
Although never i'll meant you to feel hurt.
That's all i got instead,
In the name of LOVE.
19/07/19
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 4:24 AM UTC
There's nothing left to heal
though most of pathetic anixety feel
no longer love would be rotten
quite after you betray.
all i do is screm to myself
Everything, Doing everything I can,
It's all about part of my pride...
but, i hate to say I'm proud
still i say, do you hear my echo aloud...
Which type of mesh is it?
too much lye between in pain,
nobody beware it's vain.
for these pleasure SCARS,
i never ment to spites...
i went out of my insane
heart felts torn apart
too much bad at goodbye...
Need to take off "circumstances"
wishing for time machine
to change the past of we
yet it hasn't built...
no magician can do or so
do i shut up? god !
-clean up all the mess
"Lit, the flower
Dare to expell the fake,
SHE'LL back with the asthethic face"
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 3:22 PM UTC
SHE belongs to my dreams.
like SHE’s only my last string
hanging to the endless screen
to the room of “love scenes”
yet! it’s not clean...
for love inside our mess
which was not all a hate
I’m not a worse,
just fool of my hope.
the way the
circumstances betrayed
do we need to
pretend our spare?
HATE which I neither did
LOVE which i always did
though most time happened less.
but the the two are always
tied with knots...
how could you let me down
easily,
where’s all the promises
that we made early.
oh sh*t! i got this
moment right.
yet dare to
spell something.
unless my poetic
mind stops.
perhaps DAY is near
i’ll went out soon.
this tied knots brokes out
with the piontless cause.
01.07.2019
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 11:37 AM UTC
never before I talked to myself
never before it needed but today,
it all happened.
all I have but why it seems everything is far apart.
to whom I fight.
to whom I disappoint.
to whom I love.
and to whom I share all.
what's a pathetic moment is?
attention outward the cage, how would it rid outta.
the concessive mesh
not letting to come out
and an impressive flesh on limbs
this thought doesn't fade
I ashamed of what it happened.
if there's something left to see a cause
and that's only the regret...
"so be proud and love your regret much as you can until your realize possess to a cause"
b:- PawanTube
Jun 10, 2019
Jun 10, 2019 at 3:26 PM UTC