#pastlives
Am I living a life that is my own,
Or am I chasing down the dreams
Of the women who have come before?
Reviewing my life
I see my aunt’s photography
Lining the walls,
I read a great-great-grandmother’s poetry
And think, are they mine?
Or am I thee?
Am I carrying the legacies
of women old before me?
Incomplete —
If these lives were to talk now
What truths would be freed?
Are they revealed
In the discoveries I make,
In the sweets I bake
Or in the decisions I take?
What are their’s
And what is mine?
Are any of them my own?
Dec 26, 2025
Dec 26, 2025 at 4:17 PM UTC
Our eyes lock in one simple glance.
You try to turn away but can't.
My voodoo charms seductively enchant.
I've got you in a magical trance, trance, trance.
I hypnotize you with deep dark eyes.
My sorcery takes us back in time through multiple past lives.
We trace back to battles in Atlantis,
cosmic galaxies and the belt of Orion.
I'm Aphrodite.
You're Poseidon.
My voodoo charms seductively enchant.
I've got you in a magical trance, trance, trance.
This familiar "knowing you" without knowing you
feels like home.
You don't understand why
you just "know."
A thinly veiled force field
pushing us towards each other.
There's no turning back now.
Mesmerism is taking you under.
My voodoo charms seductively enchant.
I've got you in a trance, trance, trance.
Flashbacks to ancient times.
Perhaps you were my husband; I was your wife.
We lead tribes from faraway lands.
Strong and powerful.
I'm your woman and you're my man.
My voodoo charms seductively enchant.
I've got you in a magical trance, trance, trance.
You want to kiss my neck, my lips, my essence
as if trying something new.
Don't be hesitant with my charms.
I've conjured you.
You inhale my scent, spicy and sweet.
Notes of Vanilla, Jasmine and warm Patchouli
You take a deep breath
and feel intoxicated by my aroma.
Let's live today like there's no more tomorrow.
My voodoo charms seductively enchant.
I've got you in a magical trance, trance, trance.
Lifetimes of passion
exchanged in this glance.
Let's sneak away.
Initiate a forbidden romance.
A perfect blend of energies.
Have I put a spell on you or have you put one on me?
Our auras dance in rhythm hypnotically.
I seductively enchant.
I've got you in a magical trance, trance, trance.
Oct 24, 2025
Oct 24, 2025 at 8:10 PM UTC
I don’t know you, but my soul do —
It flinched when you laughed, like déjà vu.
We haven’t met, but I miss your name,
Like a ghost line in a song’s sweet flame.
I pass by strangers, still half-aware
Of a voice I chase in the midnight air.
What spell is this? What did I do?
To know no name, but still know you.
Aug 3, 2025
Aug 3, 2025 at 11:19 AM UTC
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, friendships are like gold-so hard to find so easy to lose:]
on the border you await
eyes lighten up on the pupils dilate
shut up as always you sense
vulnerability on the walk so immense
when you embrace never flinch never haste
a rock you are on locked doors no waste
red sweaters on black disobey
even when unknown glances pass
a souvenir from past lives mass
------ravenfeels
Apr 14, 2021
Apr 14, 2021 at 4:38 PM UTC
I may have loved you
In another life
Known eyes bedfellow blue
Vibrant against white sheets
Sapphire
Sparkling
With the afterglow
I may have known you
At another time
Weary hands wrapped
In comfort round
Your cup
As you supped steam
And casual
Dreams that tasted
Like coffee beans
And sugar cubes
I may have lost you
At another place
The lace of our lives
Untying as we pulled apart
No longer heart
To heart
And soul to soul
Two wholes, alone
That once were the full
Of each other
I may have had you
In another life
Let you lightly love me
As I lightly love
The thought
Of us across the past
Whimsical
Wonderful
And always too fragile
To ever last
Forever.
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 11:51 PM UTC
i have lived a thousand lives
i will live a thousand more
i was a sailor
a fox
a tailor
an ox
a servant
a liar
a serpent
a dragon breathing fire
but no life will compare
to the one where you were mine
my wife
my breath
my life
my death
Nov 4, 2019
Nov 4, 2019 at 6:02 PM UTC
maybe in the past life,
we met each other
as the sun and the moon
during the first eclipse.
maybe we met
as the wind and
that mailed letters that flew
out of a messenger's bag.
maybe we met
as the shore and the sand,
and we carved our promises
on tree barks
to meet and fall in love again
here,
in places made of sunsets
behind skyscrapers
and storms that fit
inside these words.
and now,
trees have gone scarce
but i'm carving a new promise
on your lips with my ink:
let's meet again in the next life
and i hope centuries from now,
i'll meet you in the peak
of the ferris wheels;
you were still scared of heights
when we lived our third lives.
i hope i'll meet you
when i look away
after making up constellations
from the first stars that
come in with the dusk.
i hope i'll meet you
in coffee stained shirts
worn in underrated poetry classes.
and in case
we get to read this poem,
i hope can we recognize that
it's written by me.
i hope we can recognize that
it's written for you.
Nov 1, 2019
Nov 1, 2019 at 5:18 AM UTC
As the Tantric goddess
dominates her lover
A monk
With her eyes.
With passion and fierceness
with the intent
To ****** him
And to see his soul.
They kiss softy.
Mar 1, 2019
Mar 1, 2019 at 5:24 PM UTC
Dear Yeshe
I say that the love knot
Is untied
By me as
That I am tired
You should have
Thought of
The consequences
Of betrayal.
Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 11:45 AM UTC
Is it coming back to me?
That haunting, haunting tale
Dressed in black and shriveled hair
She’s a mute, ever-lasting present
This city is her home
And she walks behind
Me at all times
Keeping an eye out for me—
What do you want
I scream
And
Scream
And
Scream
Nobody goes anywhere.
Intervene my present;
My future runs in red fluids
Flooding me,
It’s my own shadow
I cannot ignore
Biting letters
Or memories
Doesn’t make it go away—
No, the smoke’s leaving a
Trail
Follow me,
Follow me,
Follow me—
Engulf me—
I once said
How many moons ago was that,
I seem to have lost all senses
Red, yellow,green—
It’s all blurry
I have started anew now
(Or have I?)
It’s the same old me—
Just trying to hide her now
The night is long dead and cold
Then
I wonder why is she
The only one breathing
Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 9:55 AM UTC
The strang thing
This morning I was happy
But I had the sickness.
You woke up
Knowing that I was with
Child
You kiss me
And walk out.
I scream for you to come back
But you were gone.
In a few hours
You came drunk
And sad
You were exhiled
From the temple
Though angry you were not
Instead you kissed me
And sad that i loved me
You then kissed my nether regions
As we made love
A love that wasn’t forbidden
Never more.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 5:04 PM UTC
I awake the next morning
Only to find you
Asleep at my side
****** and empassioned
I let you sleep and wake up
When you awake you
Ended up craving my flesh
And more *****
I was happy to give you
Both.
Crazed you gently kiss my nether regions
I grab you to my face
Kiss you
Hoping to see what I taste like
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 4:57 PM UTC
The next time
I see you my beloved
Karma
I was a horrible sight
I started to get into the *****
I say sorry but then
You start to dabble
And we end up
Make love
Euphoric from the *****
I know it’s against your beliefs.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 4:51 PM UTC
I cry all night
I cry all day
Thinking that you
Will never come back
I soon read the love songs of the
6th Dalai Lama
Then you come in
My heart leaps
I lead you to
My bed
We kiss
I ask you your you name
You say that’s it was karma.
Mine was Jin Mai
We continue to kiss
Passionately and fall on
My bed and on eachother
I can feel your hardness
When you undress eacother
And make love
My gentle soul.
You ask why I was so sad
I sad that
I forced to horrible things
And you didn’t care
You pulled me closer
And kissed me
Deeply.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 4:45 PM UTC
I hated being a concubine
Having to be mean to the others
And being taken against my will
Every night
So I disappeared from the palace
During my escape in the south
When I came
I saw you
A beautiful
Almost feminine
Young monk
From the near by shaolin temple
Our eyes connect
Something strange when down my spine
I walk back to my house
Not knowing that you followed me.
When I close the door
I see you
And let you in
The old me would
Say get out
But this is the new me
So I invite you in.
You said that I was
Beautiful
We soon kiss
And hold eachother
In eacother arms
In the safety in my bed
We couple
Tenderly
Then you had to leave
I kissed you
Saying that you are always welcome
For my home is our love nest.
I cry myself to sleep.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 4:38 PM UTC
In the alley
Behind a night club
We make out
Kissing until our mouths hurt
You whisper some sweet
Then you tell me that
You told your yakuza family
About the marriage.
You take me to a
Low rent, dark and ***** dive
Where no ones goes to
We make love there
Passionately
Yet playfully
I just go to freshen up
That’s when I heard the popping sound.
When I return
The bartender called the police
And you are laying there
We had a last chance to kiss
Then you died peacefully in my arms
I take off you fine chain
Something to remember you by
And left.
I couldn’t bare to see anymore
And I leave you behind
Although you’re my beloved
I ran.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 7:07 PM UTC
When we make out
Our tounges dancing in eachothers mouths
I wonder what it’s like to
Be your wife
Not just your
Playful pet.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 7:04 PM UTC
Yuan, you told me
Something so
Deeply sad
And depressing
Where the bosses
Would hide themselves
With their love in a temple
Hoping to be spoken about ever.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 6:58 PM UTC
After we made love
We kissed
I lay on your tattooed chest
And I drew circles
Loving around your ******
With my finger
You say that
You wanted
Me to be your wife
How can I say no
So I kiss you
As away of saying “i do”
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 6:50 PM UTC
As the lights are
Dimmed in your appointment
You come in
I lay in your bed
With a samurai sword
I won’t bite
I just know that they held
By me
Would fuel your inassiable hunger
For me
As you climb in you take the sword
And you kiss me deeply
As if we have been
In a while
You stroke me gently
As flirt with you
I was aching for you
When you
With skilled timing
Enters me
I bite my lip
With pleasure.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 6:45 PM UTC
As I kiss you
I am kissing you
Out of love and play
Not as my form karate instructor
But as my lover
My forbidden yakuza
Lover
When you creep up
And surprise
Me
I don’t know if I should
Kiss you
Or tease you playful
Who’s pet is who’s?
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 6:38 PM UTC
When I wake up
To you kissing my lips
Gently
Our bodies against eachother
In an embrace
I can feel your hardness
I let you inside me
The morning coupling.
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 8:03 PM UTC
As we make love
In your quarters
I caught the scent of
Incense
And the sound prayer flags
Flapping in the midnight
Wind
As we kiss
And couple
The only sight
Of your compassionate face
The playful sparkle
In your eyes
Fills my heart.
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 7:58 PM UTC
I open up my legs
And my being
I invite you in
For you
For your love
For your passion
my darling
Monk.
And you compassion
As we couple.
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 7:48 PM UTC