#painless
I can no longer pretend,
Regardless,
I'm flexible on when
As long as it's painless
©2025
Mar 25, 2025
Mar 25, 2025 at 7:43 AM UTC
the urge to somehow
**** myself painlessly
and allow
myself to walk around aimlessly
is starting to
creep up and up
as shampoo
dripped down from my hair
and i say to myself
when...?
Aug 25, 2024
Aug 25, 2024 at 7:43 AM UTC
I just wish people could understand
about my wellbeing without I had to tell it to them.
Because sometimes a little part of me wanted me to hurt myself so that the pain that hurting my mind and soul,
could just go away and replace by the pain from the blood that was dripping all over my hand.
Its better that way.
Rather to be in pain silently and slowly falling apart.
Jul 25, 2020
Jul 25, 2020 at 10:39 AM UTC
brrEXIT
by Michael R. Burch
what would u give
to simply not exist—
for a painless exit?
he asked himself, uncertain.
then from behind
the hospital room curtain
a patient screamed—
"my life!"
Originally published by Setu. Keywords/Tags: brexit, death, exit, suicide, euthanasia, quick, painless, hospital, patient, hospice, final, curtain, existence, nonexistence
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 11:53 PM UTC
School
It lies to us
Car accident caused death
No, a bullet did people!
HE was fresh in life
Only 15
That women at least is arrested
for taking his life with a bullet
when he was fresh with life
only 15
I don't know intentions
behind the worst ending
when a boy was fresh with life
only 15
Hopefully I see him above
when my time has come
when he was fresh with life
only 15
I miss him
that boy was encouraging
fresh in life
and only 15
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 1:07 PM UTC
Numb like clay,
my hand brushes over the surface,
nothing to feel,
nothing to say.
Numb like the tears that fell that day.
Dec 9, 2019
Dec 9, 2019 at 6:33 AM UTC
Stuck in my ways as it has become a habit
she yearns for my attention and has not grasped it
My intentions were not to lead her down this ravine
Yet, my heart is not ready to give in from the routine
As I could not consciously lead you astray
My first mechanism is to push you away
“It will not be long” oh great, now I sound cliché...
That THIS, will just be another severance left to decay.
{RP}
Apr 28, 2019
Apr 28, 2019 at 4:49 AM UTC
I don't think they know..
How much it hurts to be me.
To haul the cross of others sins.
To be weighed down by the strain of others emotions.
I would rather drown just to keep them breathing.
Feeling like I am sacrificing my own self,
for the painlessness of others.
Never expecting recognition or gratitude,
Or anything else in return.
Maybe just some acknowledgement,
that I'm hurting too.
(maybe even more than you)
Dec 4, 2018
Dec 4, 2018 at 6:46 PM UTC
Death I can tell you have always wonder what it would feel like to die.
Would it be painless, will you remember the ones you loved, or will you see how they talked about you when you were not around?
Will they even notice your gone or will they be over it in a day only talking about you to have others feel bad?
Will the people who hated you the most talk bad about you like always or will they pretend that you were their best friend?
Feb 10, 2018
Feb 10, 2018 at 8:08 PM UTC
*Growing older without you..
I'm starting to loose what the feeling of love is like.
I've grown colder to people,
and I'm lossing sight of what loving you has been like, and without that I've got nothing.
Long ago falling in love with you was a feeling that kept me going,
now after all these years
I feel like not even you could bring me back,
to find my way to love again.
I've just run cold now.*
Aug 24, 2017
Aug 24, 2017 at 9:49 PM UTC
Your hands around my waist,
heart synchronised to mine
Captivated
Your fingers run through my hair,
radiating sunbeams of smiles
Rapturous
You watch sunbeams dance in my curls,
body still as a winter's day
Enthralled
You stare straight into my eyes,
your soul connects - to mine
Serene
I turn my callous back, then
turn my face to you
Nothing
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 5:01 PM UTC
I once heard that suicide was painless,
especially if you use the steel that is stainless.
But when you go, you're bound to die nameless,
and everyone is helpless but no one is blameless.
I once heard you could determine your life with a game of MASH,
from who you would marry and if they'd have cash.
The future was written out but the ink gave me a rash,
and the destination was plotted to come to a crash.
Now through early morning fog I see,
every regret and every memory,
grasping a hopeful visionary,
that in this life we can be free.
I once heard that suicide was painless,
and with tragedy you can become famous,
but the outcome is always quite heinous,
and we all have pride but the release is shameless.
Now through early morning fog I see,
the line between truth and reality,
and with every wish and every plea,
I beg the world to just let it be.
Yes suicide is painless,
it's a route of living chainless,
but it only leaves destruction in it's wake.
Yes suicide is painless,
it's skies are always rainless,
but the rays of sunshine are extremely fake.
Yes suicide is painless,
It's outcome is very gainless,
the only thing that's gifted is heartbreak.
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 9:40 AM UTC
As I tread this path with prickles & thorns,
With fluttering butterflies in my gut,
With blurry visions of vague horizons,
Failed to notice, I was stuck in a rut.
I reached a small pond that mirrored my face,
I see roses, patches of red petals.
I was enamored with it as I trace,
The roses that formed a maze to my pulse.
It was blood, I was dying painlessly.
These thorns were shrapnel from a hand grenade,
The feeling of butterflies was numbness,
My blurred vision was from a ruptured vein,
I fell flat, dying, laying on the grass,
Please, my love, end me with a coup de grâce.
Jan 18, 2017
Jan 18, 2017 at 9:47 AM UTC
No more Rain
Or destructive Fire
Such from Life
Comes a Retirement
No more Hate
Or piercing Wounds
When Spirit Moves
Beyond the Moons
There is only Love
An Eternal Bliss
Sheltered From The Wind
In Peace to Exist.
DLR
01/10/2016
Abri du vent
Pas plus de pluie
Ou Feu destructeur
Une telle vie de
Vient un retraite
Pas plus de haine
Piercing Wounds
Lorsque Spirit Moves
Au-delà des Moons
Il n'y a que l'amour
Un Bliss Eternal
Abri du vent
Dans la paix d'exister.
DLR
01/10/2016
Sep 30, 2016
Sep 30, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC
Death is never painless nor serene for every soul.
Someone will always fall short in the game of the dead.
Either the man taking the last breath or a man who has many left.
We never know anything other than the certainty; what is dead will forever remain.
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 5:25 PM UTC
Losing your sense...
Of purpose
Is .. .
Painfully painless
Why is .. .... . that
so?
A contradictory statement.
Because...
To lose someone or something
dear to you
is painful
And
to lose hope or devotion to something or someone
Is
Also
Painful
And yet... . . ...
And yet
With the meldin..g
Of these two heart pieces
Pain becomes painless,
And even so,
Painlessness is a state
That a purposeless person
Never achieves.
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 6:58 AM UTC
I am a trained assassin
One you can't see
I bring forth happiness
So you can feel pain free
I am a trained assassin
One you shouldn't fear
I slay the monsters in the night
So you won't shed a tear
I am a trained assassin
One you know well
I love you dear, oh so much
It's for you, my heart swells
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 11:32 PM UTC
*I live with a pain greater than love can bare,
But I look around and it seems nobody cares.
I live without sustenance of some proper lot,
But I have nothing more to need
For painlessness is not.
Life is cruel some say but others have never seen another way.
Life is pain some think, but really it's pleasure mixed with ink.
I have seen myself only once in pain so great I couldn't live,
I have a wish I could have sometimes known
What some just cannot give.*
I hope I understand, Nicole.
Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 5:58 PM UTC
French inhaling cigs,
Chasing the burn
With mixed drinks,
The nights oh so cold.
Who would've known,
That I'd find myself alone,
This night is ****
And I can't believe,
That I'd drown my dreams.
Nothing is as it seems,
Staring at the bottle
I'm just tryna find relief.
Chain smoking cigs,
Cause my lack of ****
Numbing the pain
Just so I won't see -
.....what's down memory lane
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 10:15 AM UTC
I wait
Every endless day
for the time to come
In which I can take
A lovely handful
To take the pain away
To a dull nagging
Instead of
That searing scream
I know so well.
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 3:12 AM UTC