#oxygen
I was the one who burned.
Lightest thing in all the universe,
I carried fire in my nature.
Inflammable they called me,
the one who needs only a spark
to become a catastrophe..
I was hunger.
I was uprising.
You were the one who fed the flame.
Not burning yourself,
but making burning possible.
the silent accomplice,
the arsonist behind every blaze,
the one who says to fire:-
“Come, I will hold the door open for you.”
You sustained destruction
without ever being destroyed.
Two accomplices to ruin.
What business did we have
meeting at all?
But somewhere in the proximity of violence,
something neither of us
had the intention for ;
began to happen.
you reached,
I reached,
and in that reaching
electrons moved.
Not taken.
Not surrendered.
Shared
the only democracy
that exists at the atomic level,
the only transaction
where both parties
become something
they could never be alone.
A bond formed
in the geometry of love.
One oxygen.
Two hydrogen.
The chemistry of surrender
producing the matter
that makes the universe inhabitable.
And what we made ?
WATER !!
That carries neither my fire
nor your gift for feeding it.
What we made
is the very thing
that walks into burning buildings
and says: enough.
What we made
puts out
what we both, separately,
existed to ignite.
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This is the alchemy no one predicted;
that two forces of destruction,
meeting in the precise angle of willingness,
could forget their natures entirely.
And become
the source of all life,
the quencher of all flame,
the oldest paradox:
that what burns hottest,
learns, through union,
how to heal.
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 7:47 PM UTC
🅾blivion whispers where the black winds begin,
🆇yloid bones echo beneath paper-thin skin.
🆈earning for breath in a cathedral of rust,
🅶hosts drink the air that was promised to dust.
🅴clipsed are the lungs where the cold shadows reign,
🅽 ight keeps the oxygen locked in its chain.
💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 11:16 PM UTC
"How would it be if you would hate me?"
Would you scold, shout, or argue with me?
Maybe ignore me? Neglect me? Or even leave me? I know you don't. You would never do that. My curse is way stronger than that. You'd hate how trapped you'd be with that. How you couldn't stand but tease, mock, and strict me. To not let me rest. I know you would test.
Just admit that you would want more.
Disgustingly needing, craving for more.
More of the fire of those arguments, and when I lost my head. When I tear my skin and break my bones under the weight of your words.
Or maybe not. No, you wouldn't even speak. The silent torture worth everything. When you see me boil and suffer and rage and plead... only from your gaze. When you let my thoughts choke me and watch them storm down on me. Will you speak when I cry? When I plead and beg, repeatedly grabbing your hand?
Or would you be disgusted from my touch? You wouldn't even give me that much? Or less, or half, please just give me your palm. Just let me feel it on my face once more. Give me the pleasure of YOU. Even the rudest, scariest, most cruel you.
I would never hate you. I could never. No matter how many pieces you'd tear me apart.
Everything. Just give me anything.
Or would you force me to be selfish?
To ask for hate, pity, and rage? To want your touch, even if you're rough? When you grip and drag me? Forcefully kiss me?
When you watch me break my lungs with my sobs while pleading for a gentle touch?
Would you like to stop sometime?
Or would you torture me for the endless time?
Would you even hate me?
Or is it just my thoughts and me?
Could you even hate me?
I bet I'd endure it easily.
2024.05.14.
Mar 6
Mar 6, 2026 at 9:31 AM UTC
if trees give oxygen,
why can't we take care of them?
we need trees to breathe,
why do we keep knocking them down?
why can't we love
and care for the nature surrounding us.
we need it
and they need us,
now more than ever.
Dec 20, 2025
Dec 20, 2025 at 10:19 AM UTC
In a world that spun too fast,
they whispered the rule—
first, secure your own mask,
but they never learned
how to fit it.
Their hands, frantic,
grasped at ours,
pulling us into their storm,
tightening the straps
until our breath was thin,
until the air was no longer ours.
They saw the clouds,
felt the pressure,
but never saw
how their own lungs were hollow,
how the wind was too cold
for them to breathe.
They never took their own mask,
only ours—
a lie wrapped in love,
strangling us all.
They thought they were saving us,
but their grip was too tight,
their hearts were too heavy,
filling our lungs with their panic.
In trying to protect,
they forgot:
if they couldn't breathe,
they couldn’t help us breathe.
And so, we wore the mask,
pressed too hard against our skin,
the seams never holding,
the air always too thin.
A cycle that turned on repeat,
love, pain, discipline,
each breath an echo
of something broken,
something never fixed.
They tried,
but never understood
that a mask only works
if you wear it first—
only when they breathe
can they save us.
But we stood there,
choking on the same air,
never having the chance
to claim it as our own.
Mar 17, 2025
Mar 17, 2025 at 5:26 PM UTC
Came to see if I was breathing,
I’m just needing a moment to calm down.
It’s just me still caged in this grieving
a sinking feeling causing me to drown.
Regardless of the gasping
it never stops; the question asking,
and my own answers are lacking
go ahead and tell ‘em, Long Lungs.
Hand over mouth in surprise and despair,
preventing fact from making a great escape.
A single breath couldn’t start to prepare
the never ending lines of caution tape.
Ignoring all of the many problems,
resigned to never solve them,
no one offers help so why involve them?
Go ahead and tell ‘em, Long Lungs.
I’ve been screaming silently most of my life.
Echoing pain and torment for endless miles.
Questioning visible scars while holding the knife,
that caused the death of seriousness and birthed countless smiles.
Came to see if I could tell or show
and speak the words I could never know,
while my grip weakens so I let it go,
and hope whatever falls can regrow.
Go ahead and tell ‘em Long Lungs.
Through all of the many seasons
they stopped changing and started bleedin’
I don’t judge’ cause I’m sure they have their reasons.
Go ahead and tell ‘em Long Lungs.
Dec 8, 2024
Dec 8, 2024 at 3:55 PM UTC
Its terrifying here
The kind of cold that makes your bones ache
Is this hell?
Is this some kind of agony?
Am I still drowning?
They say that drowning is horrible if you hold your breath
But if you give up and inhale the water
You get some kind of relief
Your brain is starved of oxygen
Your lungs fill to full capacity
Why does it feel so tempting?
The salt water stings your eyes
There's nothing left to hope for
Nothing left to breathe
You can pray to god
Or you can curse him for a remedy
But you still drown
And your body sinks
There's no fighting it
You are drowning
Just as you've always been
May 27, 2022
May 27, 2022 at 2:30 PM UTC
skin made of fire
organs made of flame
each strand of hair a wisp of smoke
living in a forest
one touch can blow it all away
but there's nothing like
free oxygen.
Mar 6, 2022
Mar 6, 2022 at 1:25 AM UTC
There must be madness swirling inside me
My stomach aches
A sickly urge in the back of my throat
I imagine it whirls around in my blood
Surging through my body like morphine
It spreads to my hands at first
A tremble of my fingers slipping glass from my hold
It glitters before my eyes
i feel it travel to my forearms creeping up into my biceps
Scars reopen and red spills
My fingers now coated in crimson
Then it's clogged my chest all to fast
It's getting harder to breathe but still my lungs fill with air
Heart squeezing, ribs popping out of place
Yet my body stays the same
From there it splits in two ways
One drips down into my stomach
then pooling in my feet and weighing me down
The other creeps up my neck
Taking the oxygen from my head
It starts to spill out my eyes
In tears of panic
And i remember the ways to stay sane
None of them work now
Nothing is working now
Mar 4, 2022
Mar 4, 2022 at 10:02 AM UTC
You're the
Oxygen mask
To the plane crash
That I've
Always been
Nov 30, 2021
Nov 30, 2021 at 1:20 AM UTC
I don’t know how we ended up here
The mountains and the crisp air
Something cliche about the atmosphere
Something I read in a poem in my notes somewhere
A feeling of contentment dances nearby
And infused with the oxygen we both breathe in
Oct 3, 2021
Oct 3, 2021 at 2:10 PM UTC
Absorbing Sun's caring embrace
and the water's life,
the trees mix them into oxygen for the man,
for he has planted the seeds
which marked their beginning — organisms vital for wildlife and shelter.
The man now receives their appreciation
with the maturing of the fruit.
To eat it is honoring its purpose and time,
for it grew only for you, as a gift.
Earth's hospitality was never meant for granted,
but be returned to the cycle.
It spins like our planet in space,
around a warm core and a cold shell.
Stars there align to the call of energy
designed to dance in gray,
and to portray protons and electrons
in a chemical reaction,
beginning of the first light — pressed lighter igniting candles.
May 4, 2021
May 4, 2021 at 12:48 PM UTC
You gave me just enough oxygen to light myself on fire
Apr 17, 2021
Apr 17, 2021 at 8:46 AM UTC
staring at pictures of you
because i love your eyelashes
and your heavy eyes.
you look so sickly,
and tired,
but that's okay,
so am i.
we are magnetic stars
spiraling through the cold ocean of space.
colliding, my lungs fill with ink
joining frail hand in hand,
meeting softly,
sharing an oxygen tank.
our bedroom walls are the same,
our hearts: the same frame
your crooked teeth
and my awkward smile
almost— fit perfectly.
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 12:44 PM UTC
You were the fire,
A beautiful, glowing light,
And I was the oxygen.
You said,
You could not function without me,
But all that meant was,
You were using me,
Consuming me,
To glow forever brighter.
Mar 10, 2021
Mar 10, 2021 at 2:16 PM UTC
I want to become part of you the way the wind becomes oxygen
in your lungs, and the way you cannot breathe when you are without me.
Feb 24, 2021
Feb 24, 2021 at 12:49 AM UTC
i used to breathe you in like the air i needed to survive
now that you've left, i never got used to breathing normal oxygen
so i put on this mask
to filter the air
so i can breathe independently
and muffle the sobs and screams in white fibrous fabric
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 3:25 AM UTC
Look at me
How beautiful I am
lushes and so green
roots big and shiny
Now I am sad
I’m standing all alone
There were many more
I’m all that’s left over
Don’t hurt me
you are hurting yourself
and this whole wide world.
Shell ✨🐚
Feb 5, 2021
Feb 5, 2021 at 3:54 AM UTC
in and out
oxygen
if you can breathe
you can live
if you can breathe
you can fight
so dont stop breathing
because i need you.
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 12:46 PM UTC
Isn't it beautiful
I breathe in all those gasses but
my body chooses you
Inhales you
Absorbs you
Allows you to caress my lungs
Fill my blood
Give me energy
give me life
I open my arms on a sunny day and
you swath me in your gentle breeze
I gasp for you
Yearn for you
I need you
Even when I'm not aware, you're
always there
So why is it when I'm drowning
When I need you most
I gasp
I yearn
I scream
I beg
I cry
you never come
I suddenly lose my breath
and suffocate in your absence
Jan 4, 2021
Jan 4, 2021 at 10:17 AM UTC
i keep forgetting to breathe,
forgetting to take in the oxygen
that keeps me alive.
the world doesn't know,
doesn't know the pain in my chest
that drags me under.
will you listen please,
my heart echos like
lightning and thunder.
Jan 3, 2021
Jan 3, 2021 at 8:09 PM UTC