#optional
Hollow on the inside
Unreal on the out
can you hear the echoes that come from my heart
or are you not listening
where are you my dear
I’ve been waitin on you
but I can’t wait much longer
I can only be so hollow until
I become so thin that I break
please don’t break me.
save me
love me
hold me
and never leave me
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 4:50 AM UTC
Life isn't optional,
We are all born,
We all take our fist steps and say our first words,
We all take those steps and we laugh at the joy of the freedom of movement,
We all say our fist words and smile and laugh at the freedom of being understood.
But then we grow older and see these actions in a different light,
our steps controlled and manipulated,
our words changed and banned,
our freedoms gone,
its chained to reason and the higher ups.
so we make bricks of reason, bricks of passion and we fight back how ever we know how as it is said:
“A concept is a brick. It can be used to build a courthouse of reason. Or it can be thrown through the window.”
so what will your choice be to build a house of law like those of past and achieve what so many others have failed,
or do you fight with your bricks and succeed we all others have failed.
Or do we change the course of history!
Take a chance, start the movement, take the first step and speak of freedom.
Not the childish whims of no law and no consequences but the freedom to live.
throw off the chains of technology and social media,
throw off the chains of theology and religion that bind us to war,
throw off the megalomanic controllers of our world and take a stand.
life isn't optional but Freedom is!
break those chains and life for freedom.
live for life its self.
Freedom
Life
we are all intertwined by the decisions that we make.
so lets choose together.
Lets make Freedom possible.
Mar 9, 2016
Mar 9, 2016 at 11:19 AM UTC
Hiding behind masks
Of make up and designer bags
Laughing on cue
Subtle touch of the arm
Roll of the eyes when you know their watching
Fitting into who you think you want to be
Hiding behind gossip and others troubles
And your shocked when they don't care
Your loud voice and soft hair
stealing just a little form everyone
As you hide behind your little screen
Making faces
Hiding behind your virtual reality
100 likes doesn't make you more loved
I notice you
That depth you fill with evaporating sand
Consumed by your appearance
And here I sit
judging you
Part of my reflection
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 5:30 AM UTC
I don't know why now, however I was gazing at this picture in which I was dressed in a black dress and your arms are snaked around my waist, my head inched towards your shoulder and your gaze falling on me, and suddenly it seemed so agonisingly pleasant how happy I was in that moment. And somehow all that happened between us didn't mattered looking at the picture, yes we aren't together now. In that frozen moment you holded me and I would have preferred no one else. In that snapped picture it was you and me for each other , loving ,caring , filled with affection . that moment captured in the photograph , I realised will remain like that always, that in that picture you and me will remain forever, lasting till it needs to fade, persisting in memory , in frozen times, in pictures ,in stares.
So maybe we are over now, but in some plane where there is no reason you and I still exist together, where there is no need for explanations, of lost love and evaporate feelings. Where you and I will last forever.
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 11:09 AM UTC
Eyelids are worse with
gravity when you're
breaking a door
********* it's been shut too long so
I want to river this until the
whole town glows
and goes under and you can see
its reflection from the surface
Of glass
stay awake just a little longer with me
Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 4:12 AM UTC
I hate my brain,
For not knowing what to say.
There are so many words,
Just waiting to be shared.
Yet my thoughts remain blurred.
Why?
I know that he cares.
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 1:07 AM UTC
She smiles
My little Opi
And then the clouds
All go away
She smiles
My beautiful child
And the snow
Starts to melt today
She laughs
My wonderful Opi
And gray
Turns to "Yay!"
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 8:21 PM UTC
"optional"
don't you always think what it's optional
and what isn't?
I don't want to sit here
and watch you leave
I wrote a list of reasons
of why you left this morning
while I was preparing your morning coffee
number one
I wasn't the one
you decided to go
so then you went away
so then I went away
not away from you
away from these feelings
away from these thoughts
number two
you just got bored
of my french music
the way I always wanted to **** you
**** you with kisses
number three
the fact that you're not here
makes me want to leave
I don't even want to breathe
I can't even eat
I loved you
so much
so farewell
and goodnight
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 12:37 AM UTC
college (optional)
working (optional)
family (determined)
friends (optional)
future (optional)
death (certain)
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC
I was once aware of you
Perhaps in another time
Belittled by ignorant youth.
Often was I too close,
Too attached said the voices
Beheaded by thought process.
Yet with a tsk
Were you shaken off
Realizing too soon and late
The nothingness feeling to me
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 11:17 PM UTC
To decide or not if I will talk to you
If you are willing to take the one, the awaited first step
Because every time I get close to you
I can't pass by to stare and desire
And I wouldn't waste anymore space
That we could take advantage of
Still my pride is a barrier between you and I
It is optional for you to tear it down
And it is optional for me to fend off from your path.
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 1:53 PM UTC