#ohwell
Pardon me as I burst into flames and vanish into a cloud of smoke.
The world's some sick joke and I'm done trying to laugh.
Sep 25, 2022
Sep 25, 2022 at 6:45 PM UTC
Trickling words
Drip drop
Flickering words
Burn hot
Whispering words
Never forgot
Aug 2, 2021
Aug 2, 2021 at 11:37 PM UTC
Your inability to take accountability shows me the type of man I was with.
May 31, 2018
May 31, 2018 at 2:54 PM UTC
Whenever I am content
Or am feeling content,
There’s always an air ready
To brush away or undo my content,
Just as a wrapper of gifts
Witnesses her efforts to conceal shredded
By the recipient.
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 2:13 PM UTC
I'm not who I'm supposed to be
But I will be
Eventually
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
There’ll never be a day,
You look through my windows,
As I’ll never see through yours.
But I do love surprises.
«c.h.b.»
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 1:01 PM UTC
i cant help but think
that right now,
somewhere in the world,
someone is listening to the same
song i am listening to,
someone is also reading the same
book i am reading,
someone is feeling the same
sadness that i am feeling.
but i like to think that i am the only
person who feels this way right now.
it's strange,
how big this universe is
but you were the only person who made it
feel as small as a classroom
when you looked at me for the first time
and thought that i was pretty.
it's terrifying,
how salt looks like sugar
or how satellites look like shooting stars.
these lies are so natural
but i never really understood the art of hurting people
so i created a lie that seemed so natural
so that i can leave you
with dreams and wishes we made together
for someone who never really understood me.
it's heartbreaking,
how in love i am with you
even though you are no longer mine
and will never be mine again.
and i cant stop thinking and talking
about you
even though we are miles apart.
i dont even know where you are.
i cant help but think where you are
and if you're happy.
but the thought of you being happy
is enough for me to live another day,
less sad than yesterday.
my love,
i hope you are happy.
Jun 9, 2017
Jun 9, 2017 at 12:35 AM UTC
This state of limbo is the calmest and scariest place to be.
Where all of these decisions seem to matter long before they've been made.
And here I am just staring down the possibilities...
I can stop you know.
I have self control and that is something I can be sure of.
But even now, what are we supposed to do?
I'll start with saying this:
I'm not going anywhere.
I am not a guarantee for what you might want, but I won't leave.
I can't.
So here's what I propose:
Stop. Think. Act.
And sure, that's brutal honesty, and it's not easy.
But you've got an iron will do you not?
For now...
Just watch some TV with me.
Please?
Mar 23, 2017
Mar 23, 2017 at 7:54 PM UTC
It's Christmas eve but my soul doesn't know it
When I was young I had the spirit
And now Christmas doesn't mean ****
Dec 23, 2016
Dec 23, 2016 at 7:07 AM UTC
It’s strange.
I want to write elegant poetry
That rhymes
With metaphors
And all the fancy poetic devices
But whenever I start a poem
That I planned on writing
More eloquently
And fancy
It always comes out
Random
Without form
Or anything special
Sometimes I’ll get lucky
And have a few good lines
I used to be annoyed by that
But now
I don’t care
I just want to write my poetry
Jul 12, 2016
Jul 12, 2016 at 12:22 AM UTC
Cars driving
Trucks going
Ice melting
Factories making
Workers working
Ice melting
Stars living
Poor dying
Ice melting
Science arguing
God watching
Ice melting
Students learning
Teachers talking
Ice melting
World arguing
States fighting
Ice melting
One teen
Wishing
To help
But not knowing how
In this world of exhaustion
So
Ice keeps melting
Apr 1, 2016
Apr 1, 2016 at 6:47 PM UTC
I do not need the world,
At all.
The winds and the waves crash,
and the calamity ensues...
and I sometimes
don't even know.
people fall in love,
receive fame, fortune,
accolades and more.
Yet, there's always something missing.
Something still not there,
that wasn't there before.
....
I remember that feeling.
The craving, insatiable emptiness
That can only be filled one way.
And you're always pushing the line further
and there's nothing you won't do for just a day.
.....
It isn't that way anymore.
I have a new sense of dissatisfaction.
My heart can only be mended one Way.
In only one fashion.
Whenever I am not at peace,
I look to the sky
and the Lord reaches back out
to me.
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 7:27 PM UTC
Back to school
Everyones trying to look cool.
When you're just there, staring like a fool.
Sitting inside the classroom with some blurry thoughts.
Waiting for someone to talk.
But nobody did.
Is this the feeling of hell?
school is hell.
dont ask me why, because I'll say...
well,
Lunch time, eating alone.
Classes sitting at the back alone. Its like you just wanna be gone.
Walking to your class, and doesnt even know where to go.
Everyones giving you some ***** looks.
You walked and walked and walked, but you're still lost.
Not just lost in school...
But you're also, losing yourself.
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 6:14 PM UTC