#notmine
They are mine, but they are not mine.
They have my eyes, but they sparkle unlike mine.
They have my smile, but it lights up the world and mine doesn't.
They have my cheeks, full of so much colour and life.
They have my face, but it is not mine.
She is loud.
She is opinionated and fierce,
Tracing the spines of dinosaurs I never taught her to name.
The wit that sparks from her tongue,
The amazing giggle that rings through a hallway I’ve never walked-
That music was composed by other hands.
Those jokes were born in a house where I am a shadow.
She carries my blood, but their habits.
She carries my features, but their heart.
So if she looks like me,
But speaks like them;
If she has my ghost,
But their life...
How can I call her mine?
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 6:56 PM UTC
I NEED you.
I need everything about you.
I don't give a **** about any of your flaws.
You are so perfect in my eyes.
Your beautiful eyes
Your pleasant laugh
Your silly humor
Your strength
Your comfort
Your joy
Your lips
Your neck
Your forehead and your hair.
Even the things that no one considers, it all means the world to me.
YOU mean EVERYTHING to me.
Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 12:49 AM UTC
I thought you were just busy
because
You're moving away from me
We're moving away from each other
My heart is
moving away from you
When I remember
how you cheated on me
When I remember
that you're with someone else
The pain is so hard
It's like my heart is being torn apart
It's like it's being pulled away
It's like it's being removed
The attachment of my heart
And it's being dropped
The pain of being dropped is a curse
But I can handle it
That I carry at all
Yes, we're still together
but everything will disappear
If everything turns out to be a lie
Your loving heart is with someone else
I can't feel that you're still there
I can't feel if you're still mine
My heart is screaming
and being pulled away
The heart is lost
I'm pushing away is bleeding
It's so hard to accept that
you're not for me
You're not mine anymore.
it's hard
it's like everything
is just a dream for us
The day will come
I'll wake up from the lies
when the day comes
I have to walk away
and separate with you
every time I see you
with someone else
and you love someone else,
it turns out
that everything
is not mine anymore,
every day it's planted in my mind
that I need to move on
and forget you,
It's like there's no hope
that everything will go back
to the way it was
And
Those love will come back
like the way it was but
will never happen again
It's like everything is just the past
Every time I see you
with someone else
And your heart is filled
with someone else
Your smiles are no longer for me
Your time is no longer for me
Your attention is no longer for me
It's like I want to walk away
Do you forgotten your love for me?
it's hard but I have to believe it
it's like we're not in the future anymore.
It seems like
there is no hope for our relationship.
Because You love someone else
Your love is no longer mine
Your twinkle eyes
Isn’t no longer for me
your hugs
Is no longer be mine
You are no longer be my valentine
I should not own you
The kind of never be mine
I can’t never be your only one
I don't want to fight
What is no longer mine
I don't want to fight
What is not mine
If your heart is
is no longer mine
You are there
but It is no longer true
Sweet Words and phrases
"I love you" “I miss you”
But It is only on lips
The past is memorized by lips
But the feelings and the heart is left
I will accept
You are no longer anymore
Everything is ruined
you are no longer true to me
If your feelings and love
Are no longer mine.
Everything is really gone
Not mine anymore.
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“𝙷𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒 𝙽𝚊 𝙰𝚔𝚒𝚗"
Akala ko bc ka lang
Lumalayo ka na pala sakin
Lumalayo na pala tayo sa isat isa
Ang puso ko
malayo na pala sayo
Kapag naalala ko
kung pano mo ako niloko
Kapag naaalala ko
na may iba ka na
Ang hirap
ang sakit sakit
Parang dinudurog
ang puso ko palayo
Parang hinihila palayo
Parang tinatanggal
ang pagkasabit ng puso ko
At nilalaglag
Ang sakit ng pagkakalaglag
buti nalang Na Kaya ko
at nakayanan ko ang lahat
Oo tayo pa nga
pero ang lahat ay maglalaho
Kung ang lahat pala
ay kasinungalingan
Nasa iba na ang puso **** nagmamahal
Hindi ko na maramdaman na nanjan ka pa
Hindi ko na madama kung sakin ka pa ba
Umaatungal
ang puso kong
nahahatak palayo
Nagdurugo
ang puso kong
pinag lalayo
Ang hirap tanggapin na
hindi kana pala para sakin
Hindi ka na nga sa akin.
ang hirap
pero kailangan ko ng tanggapin
Ang hirap
Pero kilangan kong maniwala,
para bang panaginip lang ang lahat sa atin
Darating ang araw
magigising din ako,
pag dating ng araw
kailangan na
akong lumayo at humiwalay
sa tuwing na kikita kong may iba ka
at may mahal ka ng iba,
hindi na pala sa akin ang lahat,
araw araw itinatanim sa isip ko
na kailangan ko ng mag move on
at kalimutan ka,
Parang wala ng pag asa
na bumalik pa ang lahat sa dati
Na babalik pa ang pag mamahal
Para bang hindi na mauulit ulit ang dati
Parang nakaraan nalang ang lahat
Sa tuwing nakikita ko
na may roon ka ng iba
may laman ng iba ang puso mo
Hindi na para sakin ang mga ngiti mo
Hindi na para sakin ang oras mo
Hindi na sakin ang atensyon mo
Parang gusto ko ng lumayo
Hindi narin ba
para sakin ang pagmamahal mo?
ang hirap
parang hindi na tayo sa hinaharap.
parang wala ng pag asa
ang pagsasama natin.
May iba kang mahal
Hindi na nakikisama ang lahat
Hindi na sakin ang pagmamahal mo
Hindi na akin ang mga kisap mata mo
Hindi mo na binibigay ang mga yakap mo
Hindi ka na akin.
Ayoko ng ipag laban
Ang hindi na akin
Ayoko ng lumaban
Ang hindi na para sakin
Kung puso mo ay
Hindi na pala para sakin
Nanjan ka nga pero
Hindi na pala totoo
Mga salita at katagang
“Mahal kita” “Gusto kita”
Sa bibig nalang pala
Matatanggap ko ring
Wala ka na
Ang lahat ay wasak na
At hindi na totoo ang lahat
Hindi ka na tapat sa akin
Wala na talaga ang lahat
Kung ang damdamin
at pagmamahal mo
Ay hindi na akin.
Nov 29, 2025
Nov 29, 2025 at 3:44 PM UTC
I love you.
You knew that from the start.
You warned me.
You sent me away.
I couldn’t hear you through your smile and kind eyes.
I ran towards you blindly.
Though the tears and pain.
I would not change a thing.
Now more than ever I love you.
Loving you and the hurt it brings is all I have left.
I can’t let go.
Aug 9, 2020
Aug 9, 2020 at 11:37 PM UTC
I've tried fire and rain
Nothing can cure these wounds and pain
Holding her hands i want to die in her arms
I'm so much in love with her and her charms
My heart desires you but i can't get you
O my beloved O my sweetheart
Come make this heart understand
You aren't mine you aren't mine
Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 2:07 AM UTC
Often i am upset
That i cannot fall in love
But i guess
This avoids the stress of falling out of it
Are you tired of me yet?
I'm a little sick right now but i swear
When i'm ready i will fly us out of here
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 5:29 PM UTC
i’m like dynamite-
need a cheerleader,
let me throw you down
while i look at her-
i’m like, “oh, my god,
“i think i need a girlfriend.”
Apr 9, 2019
Apr 9, 2019 at 5:44 PM UTC
If I die don’t cry
Look up at the sky and
Say goodbye
-the Loved One
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 2:13 PM UTC
I could live in your eyes
They pulled me in
From the start
A whirlpool and a firestorm at the same time
Drawing me in
To drown me
I used to fall asleep looking into your eyes
Now I stay awake because they're gone
And so are you
Your voice still rings in my ears
And the shadow of your face lives in my my mind
I miss us
I miss you
I miss the lilt of your voice as a smile played on your lips
I miss your intoxicating laugh that could bring me out of any rut
I miss the way you would bite your lips when you looked into my eyes
I miss the way those eyes stared into my soul and took over my heart
Why do you stay in my dreams?
Why does your image haunt me at night?
I find myself thinking about you all the time
You're a drug
You're not my drug anymore
But I'm still addicted
And
I
Can't
Quit
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 1:27 PM UTC
If you really know me you should know that I love the stars
I love sitting outside at night no matter what season
Whether i'm on a pile of flowers,grass,leaves, or snow
And i love for you to know
That to me you are a star
no matter how mad I am at you
for all that you put me through
I will forever think of you
as a star
who, you may ask is this star you speak of
they shine so bright
they fly higher than a dove
sit tight
I will tell you my love
I love that he keeps me smiling
I love that no matter where you are
the thought of you seems to warm me
because he is the closest thing to astral
that there ever will be
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 3:35 PM UTC
My day was as gloom as the starless night
When clouds threw their spears down to me.
The tears in my eyes had blur my sight
As I realize that he was never meant to me.
I was saddened of the thought of him
'Twas just a one-sided love.
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 2:13 AM UTC
There's a hole in my soul
I can't fill it, I can't fill it
There's a hole in my soul
Can you fill it? Can you fill it?
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 9:52 PM UTC
I find myself lost in the sad songs that speak about you and me. Sorry I didn't mean it like that. You made it clear that there is no you and me. No you and me means, you don't love me like I love you. God I ******* love you. I tell you that everyday. I could have you if I wanted, but you don't want me to try so I'm just here waiting. I'm here waiting to touch your lips again. I'm here waiting to call you mine for the first time. So I'll keep waiting, because you're worth it. Until then, you're hers not mine. She will never understand you like I will. Here I am listening the sad songs that speak of a you an me that is non-existent. The sad songs that speak of you and her that I wish were of you and me.
May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 8:14 PM UTC
"There's no such thing as a painless lesson-they just don't exist. Sacrifices are necessary. You can't gain anything without losing something first. Although if you can endure that pain and walk away from it, you'll find that you now have a heart strong enough to overcome any obstacle. Yeah... a heart made Fullmetal."
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 2:31 PM UTC
I had a dream last night
that we were perfect, happily loving each other
Then i awoke from the dream
to find you aren't mine and I'm
just a fool with a beautiful dream
of you holding me tight.
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 9:33 PM UTC
Who will love me,
am I out of my mind?
Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 9:13 PM UTC
“Depression does not always mean
Beautiful girls shattering at the wrists
A glorified, heroic battle for your sanity
or mothers that never got the chance to say good-bye
Sometimes depression means
Not getting out of bed for three days
Because your feet refuse to believe
That they will not shatter upon impact with the floor
Sometimes depression means
That summoning the willpower
To go downstairs and do the laundry
is the most impressive thing you accomplish that week
Sometimes depression means
Lying on the floor staring at the ceiling for hours
Because you cannot convince your body
That it is capable of movement
Sometimes depression means
Not being able to write for weeks
Because the only words you have to offer the world
Are trapped and drowning and I swear to God I’m trying
Sometimes depression means
That every single bone in your body aches
But you have to keep going through the motions
beacuse you are not allowed to call in to work depressed
Sometimes depression means
ingnoring every phone call for an entire month
because yes, they have the right number
But you’re not the person they’re looking for, not anymore"
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 11:14 PM UTC
I already feel sick, thinking of seeing you,
spending the night with you
and not even being able to really be with you
3 months still to go.
but I really want to go, and I can't let you hold me back
you're always holding me back,
from trusting, from loving from falling
3 months still to go.
what will I feel, what will I say, will I be able to read you
like you've always been able to read me.
I want to touch you, my body craves you
but I know you're not mine for the taking.
3 months still to go
they ask me if I can do this, I smile and say yes
yet I've never been more unsure in my life.
you were my person, you were my happiness
and you left me so empty, how could I ever move on...
3 months still to go...
Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 10:10 AM UTC
So do you think that we could work out a sign
So I'll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 5:41 PM UTC