#nolove
If no one ever loves me,
Am I worthy of love?
If no one ever hears me,
Am I really here?
If no one ever holds me,
Am I meant to be alone?
If no one ever stays for me,
Am I worth staying for?
If no one ever sees me,
Am I even visible?
If no one ever cries for me,
Am I cold-hearted and cruel?
If no one ever talks to me,
Am I simply stupid?
If no one ever hugs me,
Am I a skeleton?
If no one ever kisses me,
Am I poison in person?
If they only hurt me,
Am I a punching bag?
If they only use me,
Am I useless otherwise?
If they only laugh at me,
Am I red-nosed clown?
If they only fear me,
Am I the monster in the dark?
If they only hate me,
Am I despicable?
If they only blame me,
Am I a convenient scapegoat?
If they only leave me,
Am I supposed to run?
If I just pretend,
Will it all go away...?
The answer is hidden
Within a fog of self-hate
Apr 23
Apr 23, 2026 at 8:58 PM UTC
Facing a broken mirrored image of myself
Pulled in the direction of love
Committed to doing everything right for love
Then love proved that I’m doing it wrong
Often convinced by love that its me
Then love proved that theory is false
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 11:03 AM UTC
I was screaming my feelings
Between
The mountains of your heart;
But not even an echo
Found the way back.
Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 1:02 PM UTC
I know you don't
there's no possible way
with your actions against me
and the things you say
The way you talk to me
and the way about
your dislike hits me right in the heart
and the love goes around
You may try
to be nice to my face
but when you think I'm not near
it's a different case
Other times
you don't even care
you start to talk trash about me
as though I'm not there
All the pain I feel
and the emotions you provoke
it's no wonder
that my heart is always broke
So there's only one truth
as far as the eye can see
and that is
you don't love me
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 8:39 PM UTC
I once thought I could be as great as sejong the great
Read all history books and brochures
Never ending poem love
Came in like a wildfire
Geek life got fun
I could fry them all in a pan
Out of nowhere I became Solomon
Started to admire the moon
Night became more beautiful
Jun 22, 2020
Jun 22, 2020 at 12:22 PM UTC
Honey, I hope
You never know
How I long to love you
Back.
May 18, 2020
May 18, 2020 at 8:14 PM UTC
Your eyes bleed mystery
So, I fell for you
Your hair, fake, like yourself
So, I fell for you
Your voice is an earthquake
So, I fell for you
Your hands touched everyone
So, I fell for you
I know you’re bad for me
So, I fell for you.
Apr 21, 2020
Apr 21, 2020 at 4:06 PM UTC
the tears
that I'm so use to
I don't even realize
they're there
Oct 19, 2019
Oct 19, 2019 at 11:38 AM UTC
Love, so colourful and magical yet blind at first
changes just as swiftly as the seasons change,
love perspires ever slowly and inapparently,
till it is lacklustre and lost in the air forever,
Replaced with pretence for the sake of old times,
masking uninterestedness with a fake curiosity.
Lies come freely as one tries not to be obnoxious.
But seemingly, both are trying not to be insolent,
with both professing about love in the air tonight,
even when neither feel even a pinch of it in heart.
Oct 12, 2019
Oct 12, 2019 at 3:51 AM UTC
I saw your broken pieces
And i tried to put them together
But when you saw mine
You made them even smaller...
Sep 26, 2019
Sep 26, 2019 at 10:33 PM UTC
At this point
We broke up 11 times
In a span of 8 months
You take no blame
No accountability
I always be the one
To lose a bit of myself
Everytime I apologize
And try to make things right
Even you said it
That the love gone
Yet we always keep coming back
Why
Lord knows your low regard to my
Pedestal I put you is crumbling
Idk if I can remain loyal
Personally I don't even care for you
I know my self worth and I'm not
To be used or to be looked down
On by someone as lowly as you.
Sorry but I'm done with you
Keep your ignore/block game true
Show social media just how
Unsavoury you truly are
Jul 19, 2019
Jul 19, 2019 at 2:12 AM UTC
My parents warned me about the bullies the responsibilities, drugs and terrible things, but they never warned me about beautiful tan skinned boys with hazel eyes that could make you forget how to breathe, eyes that cut deeper than a knife ever could, whose smile could unwittingly **** and make you forget how to think. And whose hands could steal your suffering soul and shatter your heart into millions of pieces. Whose gentle lips could make you stupidly forget all the bad things he’s done and keep you begging for more. Whose touch sent shivers down your spine and paralyzed you.
Oh god.
They forgot to tell me how he’d make me feel.
And how much agonizing pain I'd be in
When he left.
May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 6:30 PM UTC
Dear future husband,
I am damaged beyond repair
And since hearts don't come in pairs
This means I am now heartless
I won't be able
To give you the love you deserve.
Am sorry
Yours truly
Your wife who's incapable of loving.
Mar 26, 2019
Mar 26, 2019 at 4:23 PM UTC
The waters are dark around me
im trying to fiind the light
Im trying to reach the top
So i can breathe
So I can see clearly
I am deep, so deep under
So wrapped up, in this current
So naive, I knew it
Im kicking, im trying hard
Hard to understand how,
How i let you get me so down.
So deep into my own head
But only able to breathe in your world
Only able to try and be everything, you could need.
The waters are dark around me.
The problems are over whelming and im stuck under.
Im trying to find the light
Im trying to reach the top.
I need to breathe.
Breathe in my own world. Be everything I need to be....for me
Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 2:40 PM UTC
You have tried to make me do many things
Like you. Pity you. Hate you. Then like you again.
I know you’ll try again before knowledge’s demise
But knowledge never rests for long
Like a restless monster, It will soon be back,
In a whole new way, thrashing and spitting
That is fabled worse than it really is
But during the demise, I become invisible
An untouchable ghost, you won’t be able to find me
Knowledge’s rest protects me, but when it wakes up,
It stays for 180 days before falling down again
You will try to charm me, but you will fail
Others have tried
And they have failed
M.R.L
You ***** liar
I've never "tried"
Do you see your sin
Your future repent
You "Lied" it's in your name
And your actions, what have you become
Look around you, things are different now
Stupidity no longer wraps around my actions
And I don't want the pity of a viciouse snake such as yourself
Knowledge’s slumber will protect all those who,
Are strong enough to admit when they’re wanted
And I was never wanted
My own creater, she said that I was an accident
She doesn’t want me and neither have you
But knoledge’s slumber will protect us
And faith will love and surround us
J.M.J&R
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 9:25 AM UTC
He was her favorite type of music
Playlist after playlist she'd listen,
only to him
Drowning out the other noises,
only to hear him.
And when he finally stopped playing for
her
She was no longer able to hear
Nov 28, 2018
Nov 28, 2018 at 2:11 PM UTC
Your silence is the way you tell me
You don't really care
The way you say you'll be there
When your never really there
They way your eyes look through me
Like I'm not here at all
The way you've let me go
The way you've let me fall
How you never hear me
When I'm about to lose it all
Even when I'm screaming
Even when I have to crawl
They way your shoulder moves away
When you said that I could lean
The way your words are either
Too gentle or too mean
The way you say you hate your life
But only next to me
The way you say you understand
But never really see
The way you think I'll let you down
Isn't really fair
Your silence is the way you tell me
You don't really care
Oct 20, 2018
Oct 20, 2018 at 1:27 PM UTC
Option
Why do I have to be an option?
I set you as my priority
yet I’m not even in your important list.
Sensitive
Why can’t you be more sensitive?
I always put your feelings first before anything
yet you only think about yours.
Understand
Why do I always have to be the one who understands?
You do me wrong.
yet I don’t feel any sincerity in your sorry.
Apologize
Why do you say it when you never mean your sorry?
You say sorry
yet you do it all over again.
You always take my kindness for granted. But sooner or later, this soft heart will be for someone else and all what’s left for you? Your regrets.
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 3:36 AM UTC