#no-big-deal
I woke up today
thinking that I may
call you and just say
that I no longer care.
the truth is that I do
my heart still roots for you,
wishing yours would too
not wander towards blue.
I get crazy mad
thinking that you kept
staring at some babe
touching yourself and yet
knowing that I do
wait **** next door for you
laying in the bed
in despair and sad.
it’s no big deal to you
that’s just what you do
to make yourself get through
the stuff life has for you.
I'm far from happiness
for me this is no bliss
and so my fury keeps
whispering me to “kiss”
for all the chewing why
you sound and sad goodbye.
and then I lie and say
that maybe it’s okay
life is more than gray
I bite my tongue and stay.
I woke up today
thinking that I may
call you and just say
that I no longer care.
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 2:41 AM UTC