It took me a while,
but now I know
what we are all about:
I need someone to share my life with,
You need someone to applaud
your life.
And that’s why it didn’t work out.
Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 12:46 AM UTC
Quiet voice of truth
Lost beneath the chatter
And the lies which are the loudest
Convince me I don't matter
Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 10:29 PM UTC
tell, how you feel
they said
so I did
and you got mad
it’s worth to try
they said
nothing to lose
if it’s the end
love doesn’t rust
they said
it can’t be true,
cause yours is dead
Mar 2, 2017
Mar 2, 2017 at 10:21 PM UTC
You told me that
I was everything you ever wanted
and that
you loved me through and through.
Swiftly,
your love has evaporated
and
your wanting turned to something new.
Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 11:12 AM UTC
there are no stars
in your eyes
there are no sparks
in your moves
there is no hearty laughter
in your breath
there is no compassion
in your action
there is no enthusiasm
in your being
with me.
There is no me
in your love anymore.
Jul 22, 2016
Jul 22, 2016 at 12:10 PM UTC
a stabbing shiver corrodes my limbs
goosebumps lick my heart
a fat cramp strokes my lips
and terror waves my mind
freezingly hot blood
flushes twisted nerves
sweet foul shudder makes
all memories awake
blurry visions of happiness
worm into cutting blade
hissing a haunting realization:
that it is too late.
naivety suggests
a joyful brand new start
but the naked present screams
that you grew apart
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 3:05 AM UTC
I woke up today
thinking that I may
call you and just say
that I no longer care.
the truth is that I do
my heart still roots for you,
wishing yours would too
not wander towards blue.
I get crazy mad
thinking that you kept
staring at some babe
touching yourself and yet
knowing that I do
wait **** next door for you
laying in the bed
in despair and sad.
it’s no big deal to you
that’s just what you do
to make yourself get through
the stuff life has for you.
I'm far from happiness
for me this is no bliss
and so my fury keeps
whispering me to “kiss”
for all the chewing why
you sound and sad goodbye.
and then I lie and say
that maybe it’s okay
life is more than gray
I bite my tongue and stay.
I woke up today
thinking that I may
call you and just say
that I no longer care.
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 2:41 AM UTC