#niave - Hello Poetry

You tell me my sins will plague me You make me bathe in holy water With cuffs, you lead me to steeples With rope, you Bind my hands With thread, you sow my eyes open You light a flame and burn the scriptures in my memory I love black But you make me wear white On Sunday you wake me And torture me with fantasy Everything in existence is because of three letters GOD has granted me my bless'ng He has risen to lead me through pur'ty You bash my head with GOD You suffocate me with the words of the b'ble I shall remain pure and untouched Only when I wed will I expierance that h'ly act of love I have learned these teaching through You, father I have practice these acts through you father I am not pure for your GOD If you can't accept me, you should feel ashamed I accepted a GOD you so blatantly beat in my head You accepted the unpure alcoholism you practice You accepted the conceiving before marrying You accepted a son who beat your daughter You accepted a daughter who also conceive before wedding You have not accepted a daughter who has done nothing but obeyed You have coward behind three letters your whole life GOD You blend relig'on and family How have you not burned from your infedality How have you judged everyone but yourself You play GOD to often I'm tired of seeing your costume I'm tired of seeing your mirage I'm tired of believing your GOD

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May 29, 2018

May 29, 2018 at 4:43 AM UTC

mtvalexis

Psalm

You tell me my sins will plague me You make me bathe in holy water With cuffs, you lead me to steeples With rope, you Bind my hands With thread, you sow my eyes open You light a flame and burn the scriptures in my memory I love black But you make me wear white On Sunday you wake me And torture me with fantasy Everything in existence is because of three letters GOD has granted me my bless'ng He has risen to lead me through pur'ty You bash my head with GOD You suffocate me with the words of the b'ble I shall remain pure and untouched Only when I wed will I expierance that h'ly act of love I have learned these teaching through You, father I have practice these acts through you father I am not pure for your GOD If you can't accept me, you should feel ashamed I accepted a GOD you so blatantly beat in my head You accepted the unpure alcoholism you practice You accepted the conceiving before marrying You accepted a son who beat your daughter You accepted a daughter who also conceive before wedding You have not accepted a daughter who has done nothing but obeyed You have coward behind three letters your whole life GOD You blend relig'on and family How have you not burned from your infedality How have you judged everyone but yourself You play GOD to often I'm tired of seeing your costume I'm tired of seeing your mirage I'm tired of believing your GOD

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I arrived in the autumn of your life the bright young thing the eternal optimist the one who allowed naivety to shine too far Never acknowledging the lies woven intricate tales you spoon fed me every one I'm awake now but poison takes time to die

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Nov 14, 2015

Nov 14, 2015 at 6:47 PM UTC

suzy-hazelwood

Poison

I arrived in the autumn of your life the bright young thing the eternal optimist the one who allowed naivety to shine too far Never acknowledging the lies woven intricate tales you spoon fed me every one I'm awake now but poison takes time to die

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Its usually happens during the day, I will catch myself laughing, radiating genuine joy instead of the usual fraudulent happiness. I'll feel the relief wash over me like a wave, carrying away every dark thought i've ever had. Leaving me feeling weightless and euphoric. And in that brief moment I can finally see the rays on sunlight shining through the murkey waters of my mind. I will be overwhelmed at the concept to have finally made it. To finally see the significant beauty of life through untainted eyes. Yet at 2am, when the worlds asleep and i'm all alone. The only company being my bedroom walls. The air will begin to thicken in my lungs, and I will forget how to breathe. The silence will scream at me as the empty walls start to close in. I will feel the numbness sink in, and it will consume me, as I let the tears fall begin to fall. I will cry for myself, and i'll cry for everyone I love. I will cry for the ones who betrayed me, and for all the people I have betrayed. I will cry because there is nothing I can do to stop the feeling of nothingness and imense sadness hit me in these early hours. Tearing away my sanity with it's claw like nails. And only in the early hours will I curse myself for being so niave, foolish to think I could ever escape my mind. To think that I was ever ok.

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Sep 28, 2014

Sep 28, 2014 at 1:46 PM UTC

karaaaa

Dysthymia

Its usually happens during the day, I will catch myself laughing, radiating genuine joy instead of the usual fraudulent happiness. I'll feel the relief wash over me like a wave, carrying away every dark thought i've ever had. Leaving me feeling weightless and euphoric. And in that brief moment I can finally see the rays on sunlight shining through the murkey waters of my mind. I will be overwhelmed at the concept to have finally made it. To finally see the significant beauty of life through untainted eyes. Yet at 2am, when the worlds asleep and i'm all alone. The only company being my bedroom walls. The air will begin to thicken in my lungs, and I will forget how to breathe. The silence will scream at me as the empty walls start to close in. I will feel the numbness sink in, and it will consume me, as I let the tears fall begin to fall. I will cry for myself, and i'll cry for everyone I love. I will cry for the ones who betrayed me, and for all the people I have betrayed. I will cry because there is nothing I can do to stop the feeling of nothingness and imense sadness hit me in these early hours. Tearing away my sanity with it's claw like nails. And only in the early hours will I curse myself for being so niave, foolish to think I could ever escape my mind. To think that I was ever ok.

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