#newhope
I’m tired of living,
Sick of this life of mine.
Been waiting for things to get better,
But the sun never seems to shine.
We’re holding on to each other
And maybe the bond will break,
But as of now you’re the only thing
That’s keepin’ me awake.
I’ll hold on to forever,
If it’s you at the end of the rope,
Anyone else who begs
Well, I won’t fulfill that trope.
We’ll hold on to forever,
Each holding an end of the rope,
Keeping each other balanced,
Bringing each other hope.
Oct 27, 2025
Oct 27, 2025 at 1:23 AM UTC
Youre never gonna let
never gonna let me down
proud of You...
King of Universe
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 12:13 AM UTC
For the longest time I was on cloud nine.
I knew it had to be a dream
Nothing that good would ever happen to me.
But i was to afraid.
To afraid to wake up and feel the bitterness, that I knew would consume me.
The dream, It felt so real
As if everything would finally be perfect
As if I would finally be free.
But now I know that was very wrong of me.
How could a person like I ever feel anything but empty.
There's emptiness at the very pit of my soul it's what defines me,
It's what binds me,
It's what makes me me.
You may wonder why I'm telling you this,
honestly I don't know
Maybe it's just in hopes that I'm not crazy.
That I'm not alone.
One day you might feel like this,
And I just want you to see.
You don't have nobody.
You have me.
And I truly do think your amazing.
And as for my dream it completely shattered me.
I thought I finally knew who I was,
Or at least who I was supposed to be.
But it was just a dream.
As badly as I wanted it,
And thought it would complete me.
I was wrong.
So here I am searching for my new dream.
Still searching for me.
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 2:04 AM UTC
Yesterday was gloomy,
Everything was blue
Its raining inside
I didn't have a clue
My bed was cold
Sterile and bold
I couldn't uphold
"Stay Put" as they told
As I slowly drift away
My mind must not fall astray
"Live!" I scream
"Live! to see another day"
Is This The End?
Or Just The Beginning
Am I Winning? Or Losing
Its Utterly Confusing
Woke up in the morning
Thinking the world was ending,
In fact, everyone is smiling,
Well that's a bit reassuring.
I'm Alive
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 10:16 AM UTC
Press the barrel with splatted dreams against my head.
Sorry that my only skill was to lie.
It killed me, bit by bit every time.
Just making this time that has finally come, easier.
I have slowly comes to love the sun.
To appreciate each blade of grass between my toes.
To love how a drop of sweat runs down my face.
Accept the pain that comes from laughing.
What I'm trying to say.
Can not be expressed onto paper with ink...
No.
Now this is the point where I say how much I'm sorry for leaving.
And I truly am...
But as I write this letter.
I have removed the barrel.
And walking to your room.
To say...
The evil has gone from me now.
I'm gone.
What's left...
Is the one you feel in love with...
And I'm sorry I left for so long.
I love you.
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 9:59 AM UTC
Who am I? I am nobody. No one knows me, no one cares for me. I am a ghost trapped in this place I once called home. There is nothing left for me, so why do I stay you ask? I stay for one reason and reason only, the hope that one day, I can help other people just like me in this sad, sad place. I am the start of the resistance! I am here for those with no voice, no hope, no one!
Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 6:47 PM UTC
Madness is upon us
and this..
This will be the end as we know it.
The stratosphere has kept the heavens to quiver
Thunders roared
Lightnings have struck
Rain blissfully starts to shower
The men and their atrocities must drown
Days upon days
We are left to surrender
Lost in a bermuda of the past
Never to resurface in the light
Give in
Never give up
Fight
Accept
Surrender
It's time for us to truly live a life.
Oct 23, 2015
Oct 23, 2015 at 12:02 PM UTC
Our love is a shooting star
So majestic and true
With elongated trail
Serves as memories
Some lights are kept
Others are swept
Slowly disintegrate into nothingness
But each fading light
Erased from my sight
Your blinding lust
To have you is a must
But all is short
As you come and go
I shall wait for my star
Again and again
As the first one flew by
A new star shall take its flight
By Our Love Henceforth
And For What It's Worth
S....t....a....r....d....u....s....t............M....e....m....o....r....i....e....s
I a e T e o t
C r h M s
Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 10:50 PM UTC
Fear is a constant friend for me in this old town,
It numbs, yet excites in the men's old tin drums.
Everything else runs away and hides in the imminent
twilight.
It keeps us old folk happy, and us young folk safe, even if I'm
anesthetized in street dances.
The love of your life is in that next building, honey, looking over his footprints for the future.
And if he's not it, live with it. Keep Him happy, so that you're safe.
Never stop fearing...
Love was never in the cards for any of us;
why would it happen for me? I wasn't any more than us.
A distant longing quenches a soul with doubts for only so long though
...making the white hum and breed black.
A lone sound amongst the silence with its soul thirsts for what has been hidden.
There's no sign of true life without something more, bigger than you and us.
How can there be, when true loss is unpredictable, our founders said.
It has already been spoken in a prophecy...
Perhaps, for me it is different, what then?
Do you pity me?
them? I do.
But there's something wrong with the little party I didn't plan, yet didn't cancel.
There were people overseas, beside you and me that have died for what I have been avoiding. Why?
Perhaps my own parade needs a little rain,
or a blazing hellfire to make way for the reality?
The transfiguration I've been dreaming for,
has watched me, and cried for me while I watched the town parade,
riding on my dad's shoulders.
But we have been anointed by the bravery and hope I've dreamed about when I saw us walk away.
We need to leave this ghost town,
where beasts of my blood roam the streets. Where fear
overtook me and mated
with me in an incestuous ceremony.
A true joining of true , lost ones
Created in the beginning to love
lost their way, found home
with the one and only
Reason, not to fear....a goodbye.
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 2:06 AM UTC
She keeps my soul alive,
I'm content with just the conversations.
Intelligent beauty,
everyday I travel to her imagination.
She gave me her Skeleton key.
I can explore any place in her mind.
Trusting each other with the secrets and fascinations of our lives.
Akaash.Horizon
May 19, 2015
May 19, 2015 at 1:11 PM UTC