One night
The moon was high
As we said goodnight
With the longest goodnight kiss I've ever had
And the feelings I felt
All through that night
Had me hungry
Hungry for more
But here we are
Separated
By distance
Emotional and geographical
And I'm just
Waiting for the time
I can see you again
But till then
But till then
I'm hanging on a memory
The look in your eyes made me feel just right
Like I'm some miracle to behold
We fit just like puzzle pieces when you held me tight
Kissing my lips like they were yours
But here we are
Separated
By distance
Emotional and geographical
And I'm just
Waiting for the time
I can see you again
But till then
But till then
I'm hanging on a memory
I never thought
That I could ever miss someone
As much as I miss you
I never thought
That your picture could bring tears to my eyes
I never thought
That I would ever long to hear
Someone's voice as I do yours
Isn't that crazy, baby?
Yet here we are
Separated
By distance
Emotional and geographical
Just longing to be with you again!
But till then
But till then
I'm hanging on a memory
Hanging on a memory
Yes, oh yes, a beautiful memory~
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 3:36 AM UTC
Small minds
to inbreed
Prejudice
Fallen lovers
to dwell in
Bitterness
Wealthy elite
to ensure
Inequality
Wishful thinkers
to escape
Reality
Introverts
to finally be
Alone
We all gravitate
to our own
black holes
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 3:33 AM UTC
It's funny isn't it how beautiful she seems
And how sweet her kiss can taste.
But her porcelain skin is full of sin and her eyes are full of shame.
Her arms have scars as reminders we all know what's really true.
Her stomach in knots what thickens the plot better than the pain you can't undo.
Her thoughts in a twist
The bullet has missed
But she's more than dead to you.
Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 9:35 PM UTC
My worst fear is to be alone for ever and all eternity.
Knowing just knowing it wouldn't be cold if you would only hold me.
Forever numb to never feel love but the taunting taste of joy.
My heart feels cold what is a soul for the darkness inside of me.
If only the tears I taste would be my poison my heart would be frozen in time.
Apr 17, 2015
Apr 17, 2015 at 3:54 AM UTC
I wish I was never born.
My mere existence feels wrong to the core.
Every breath is borrowed and not near deserved.
For eighteen years of pure torture.
Life would be so much better without me,
I bet that gun would taste so sweet.
And my head would finally feel empty.
Everything would be more clear without me.
There wouldn't even be a questioning.
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 4:30 AM UTC
When I go out each day,
Despite what I might say,
There's an immense rage--
A mental cage--
That just won't go away.
I keep it all inside,
Where I wish that I could hide.
'Cause without that net,
There'd be much regret,
And so much more homicide.
There's poison in the masses' veins.
There's torment waiting to be aimed.
And I see it in their eyes.
And while I wish that I could maim--
To reciprocate their ****** blame--
I guess I'm just not that sort of guy.
The sort of guy who gives a ****
'Bout all those who they torment, it...
It's not something I'm proud to say,
But I'm gonna say it anyway:
I feel it when I go out each day.
I see them cry; I see them hurt,
And, sure, I go on high-alert--
I WISH that I could care for them--
But then I remember a time back when...
When I hurt the same and they...
They'd do what I do...
When I go out each day.
Now ask yourself:
Am I that way...?
Feb 17, 2015
Feb 17, 2015 at 4:01 PM UTC
i love your heart,
i love it because
it dwells on beauty
and bravery and gold.
i love your heart,
because your heart
has learned to love
its brokenness.
i love your heart,
because your heart
looks beyond and
finds light in the dark places.
i love your heart,
because your heart
hasn't stopped loving,
because your heart
refuses to be disappointed
by what it finds in this world,
because your heart
hasn't given up,
because your heart
still believes in grace
in love, in kindness,
in wonder and light.
i love your heart because
it keeps beating.
Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 4:03 PM UTC
You know it's gotten bad when you only feeling beautiful when you cry.
A smile means nothing to the darkness inside.
They want to break you but they don't realize your already gone.
There is nothing more gorgeous then a tear leaving your crystal blue eye.
Don't even fight it just cry.
As you feel a tear streaming down your rosy porcelain cheek,
look in the mirror and see what everyone else wants to see.
Your lip may tremble and your heart may stop.
Just stare into your eyes look into your soul and try to find who you are.
At least that's what I do. But then again I am broken. What do I know?
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 8:37 PM UTC
I am a mistake.
My existence consists of nothing more than sorrow and remorse.
Its as though I have no soul and my life is just a ****** up demo.
Welcome to my life,
I hope you got the memo.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 12:56 AM UTC
Empty
Empty
What is this feeling that occupies my insides?
Emptiness?
Why can't it be bliss?
To feel completely and unbelievably alone.
That's me.
It feels as if there is something missing from my core.
But what for?
Is love what I want?
Is love what I need?
I want nothing more than your bright eyes gleaming back at me.
I just need you to hold me and make me feel complete.
I just need you to love me.
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 2:37 AM UTC