#mytruths
I always tell the truth
Every moment of the day
I always write what I'm feeling
And what I really wanna say
I don't ever let myself get walked on
Or abused or put through pain
I never hide my face with sunglasses
Or let my tears fall silently like rain
I've never gone back to a man whos cheated
Or beat me or made me feel less than nothing
I've never based my opinions of others on my past
Or cut myself so I could at least feel something
I'm never gonna make another mistake
Or fail or treat someone unkind
I've always thought I was worth more than others think
And I've never lost my mind
Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 5:40 PM UTC
and yet....
everyday
I **F
A
L
L**
deeper
Into Your Eyes
Into Your Words
Into Your Voice
The feelings my heart.
and mind
have created
Leave me very little choice
I cannot control
the musings in my soul
the desperation in my heart
or the erratic thoughts in my mind
That keep tearing at my insides
Making me want to fall apart
perfection
=
you
Especially, in regards to me
I just wish you could see
I know I sound crazy
But, sometimes we just can't help
how we feel
It's too much to ask of you
But I'm a fan of the truth
and I know these emotions
that I'm trying to conceal
desire
chemistry
love
they're all real
I tried and tried and tried
but I just can't control
what's deep in my soul
and how my heart feels...
Just thought you should know...
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 4:44 PM UTC
A Daily
Breathing
Habit
Someone
Should
Help Me
Kick It
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 6:47 PM UTC
I'm not sure
h o w
*L
O
N
G*
I can
k e e p
this P
U
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 6:20 PM UTC
I know what you'd all like to say
To make me feel better
"Beauty is on the inside"
Or
"You are beautiful"
But my soul is so tattered
And my heart
Has been repeatedly
shattered
All the scattered
bits and pieces
You might find in there
Between the scars and creases
Would make you all run and hide
If beauty shines from the inside, Then I'm the ugliest beast alive
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 7:03 PM UTC
I'll smile,
pretend
I'm okay...
Better than the
truth
Anyways.
Nov 28, 2014
Nov 28, 2014 at 6:35 PM UTC
I told you all some truths about me
To be honest,
It was kinda sickening
Completely disconcerting
I'm not sure I like opening up like that
They were only ten words each
And most of you probably didn't understand their
deeper meanings
But to me,
They were everything
All the little parts of me
That I truly don't like admitting
So, I've decided I'm done with
the truth
At least for a little while
It's time for some
Pretty Little Lies
A few to make you smile
And a few to make you cry
Since everyone else can tell me
so many lies
Well, now it's my turn.
Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 9:29 PM UTC
Literally,
I've only
Seen ***one
Other human***
In
Two months.
Nov 25, 2014
Nov 25, 2014 at 7:10 PM UTC
Arguing
with me
Is like
Arguing
With a
**BRICK
WALL**
Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 6:26 PM UTC
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Remembering
The
Beginning
Is
Necessary
To
Heal
From
The
Ending
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 7:55 PM UTC
I'm
Faster
Than
I
Look,
But
I'm
Not
So
Bold.
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 6:21 PM UTC
I'm
NEVER
Gonna
Allow
Men
To
Put
Me
***D
O
W
N***
Again
Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 7:43 PM UTC
I realize
Now
You're
The Reason
I've
Been
***Holding
Back***
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 5:09 PM UTC
Thank God
For
Humility,
without
it
I would
be
Proud.
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 5:44 PM UTC
You don't really wanna know the truth,
Do you?
I'm scared of what you might see,
Or that you just won't believe...
I think I'll try this new thing called
Honesty
Granted, it's not really new to me
I'm all for telling everyone else the truth
But I need to be honest with myself
There's just certain things I don't wanna believe
If everyone else can see,
Then I'm really gonna try for you
I guess what they say is true...
"The Truth Will Set You Free"
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 7:46 PM UTC
Sometimes
All of this
Sanity
Just makes
Me
Go Insane
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 7:49 PM UTC