#mypoetry
And here I am, looking for peace,
Questioning every thought that enters the brain,
Yet still manages to affect the heart.
The roots of flowers are dried, destroyed,
Yet somehow it manages to survive.
I watered the flower,
Then it seemed the *** was broken.
But not the flower.
I saved it.
I removed the plant from the ***
Planted it in the ground.
The ground seemed to be dry,
I watered it.
A stone — I removed.
Planted.
Watered.
It was removed and replanted thrice.
Didn't dare to touch the other plants.
The one which I planted isn't growing —
Neither am I.
7d ago
May 28, 2026 at 1:49 AM UTC
From what I can remember when I was smaller
Everyone in my family appeared much taller
I could never speak what they always spoke
so when I opened my mouth and made sounds they laugh like I said a joke.
I know they love me because they call me super cute
Even when I am angry and choose to be on mute.
when I look in the mirror I see I look different than them
is that the reason they love me so much? because I'm so unique?.
their hands don't look like mine and they walk with only two feet
while i rely on all my grippers to take me where i want to go even more so when I smell something sweet
sometimes I think the reason they don't let me outside is because they will be humiliated of me.
but also all the noises overwhelm the ears on my head while theirs is hidden by their hair
did the higher beings make me like this on purpose? it doesn't seem fair.
One day they all left together while i stayed at home feeling a bit lonely and all alone.
When they returned they brought something with them..no..it can't be!
a person! a person! he looks just like me! ears on his head, fur that covers his body, depends on his all fours to get around..
wait a minute..is this the reason they went out to town?.
He speaks just how I speak, eats what I eat! "Another Cat!" my sister said
woah, woah, woah, ..this is all spinning in my head.
I am...A cat!
Not human can't you see? a brother...a brother just like me!
ears on his head, fur all around his body, and boy does he love to climb
so maybe i'm not so different...as i thought i was all this time.
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 4:31 PM UTC
One petal fell, the other rose from the ground.
But the timing was precise.
Something hid the linings from the petal
to manipulate its falling, but who was it?
No one saw or heard. They said the petal was too sensitive, it fell on its own,
but why was the petal sensitive?
Why was the petal in the wrong for falling?
But the falling had its meaning, a reason, that made it the petals hope not to fall alone, it had a reason to hide, but not the fall?
Will anyone see? Will anyone hear?
Why would they never understand?
It's small and fragile, but if it can fall on its own, can it fall by a throw
Who did it? Who left unscathed?
Who laughed? Who caved?
The petal saw someone, who was it?
The one who rose,
It rose after throwing someone's dream, leaving them in pieces, and no one saw true..
They just said, '' one petal fell, the other rose.
Jun 24, 2025
Jun 24, 2025 at 1:00 PM UTC
what do they write for me?
in the sky?
what do they have for me?
in their eyes?
where do i belong?
far by the gods and galaxies,
do i belong?
will i ?
Jun 24, 2025
Jun 24, 2025 at 6:25 AM UTC
Its gonna hurt either way but holding on is worse than letting go
You cant wait for people to become who they wanna or should be when you already the person you should've been
When they finally come to they senses it's too late
At this point you either still trying or gave up
You either give them another chance or go on with your life
At the end of the day you realize you dont have the patience for none of it no more
But you stay and fight cause instead of listening to your gut or heart you listen to your feelings instead
Mar 24, 2021
Mar 24, 2021 at 4:34 PM UTC
wishing for calm
trying to keep it peaceful
i don't feel good, so don't start
it's a lot of bad things
don't start, i won't struggle
won't tell them ****
won't tell them
i wanna die
don't miss me, don't wish for me
make sure you outlive me
hope it goes down as g.o.d.
there'd be no me
it was god's plan
hope it was god's plan
Sep 10, 2020
Sep 10, 2020 at 8:49 PM UTC
awkward questions, awkward stares
told that i'm putting on airs
written out of all the prayers
i don't fit into the squares
Sep 8, 2020
Sep 8, 2020 at 1:15 PM UTC
this is a song
it’s about math
it’s not too long
i’m sure of that.
math has always
been quite fun
and you’ll never faze
the endless puns.
math can be easy
math can be hard
but it’s never cheesy
it’s never charred
well, that’s all for this poem today
but math? it’ll always be there, in a way.
Aug 29, 2020
Aug 29, 2020 at 4:20 PM UTC
unmarked graves
have nothing to say.
were they the hunters?
or were they the prey?
Aug 26, 2020
Aug 26, 2020 at 12:54 AM UTC
i didn’t know what to think
i didn’t know what to do
but what i did know
was that you were see-through.
Aug 16, 2020
Aug 16, 2020 at 2:12 PM UTC
hands so ******
tastes like honey
money, money
it’s not funny
milk and honey
not as lovely
as you’d like to think.
Aug 14, 2020
Aug 14, 2020 at 1:56 PM UTC
don’t trust the moon
her pretty face
her pretty lies
don’t quite hide the darkness on the other side.
Aug 14, 2020
Aug 14, 2020 at 1:37 AM UTC
save your fuel and energy
go down without a fight
sleight of hand won’t win me over
but pretty lies just might
Aug 12, 2020
Aug 12, 2020 at 12:53 PM UTC
that isn’t what i meant to say
that isn’t what i’d do,
but what i really should’ve,
i haven’t but a clue.
Aug 10, 2020
Aug 10, 2020 at 11:58 AM UTC
Evoke yourself with love
and climb the heights of nirvana.
Someday you will look behind and
will see how gracefully you flourished!
Jul 31, 2020
Jul 31, 2020 at 1:46 PM UTC
Pull it from me, the love notes that make my heart sing
Light the fire that burns only the way we can understand
Make my body weak with desires only you can fulfill
Have my hands tremble at just the thought of you against me
I want to feel alive with you
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 4:24 AM UTC
I’ve been lying to myself about the lies I kept hidden
Doing damage to myself and I despise the ******* feeling
And the red inside my eyes ain’t surprising if you with it
Cuz you either die a hero or surmise to be the villain
Or you lie to paint this image as you walk around pretending
And stressing about these problems that just seem are never ending
I’ve been lying to myself and honestly I’m so offended
I’m relying on some help I thought that I was independent
When being honest with yourself is a challenge in itself
Broken promises and searching for some balance and some help
And the pain you thought you felt is no comparison to hell
I’m dying deep inside, outside I’m doing well
But you probably couldn’t tell as I’m lying to your face
About all the pain I felt and I just probably needed space
Compulsive with the lies that I keep trying to embrace
I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t tired of this place
Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 6:08 PM UTC
As we lay together
comfortably entwined,
and supine
in this bed.
I can’t get these thoughts
out of my head.
But then you slowly trace
your love on my face.
Your fingers brush across
my thighs, then hips.
You kiss my shoulder,
my neck,
my lips.
I swear to god, I could
stay here forever, just
like this.
-You quiet my demons..
Sep 27, 2018
Sep 27, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC
I see that girls love Beyoncé
Girls love to pick at your conscience
They hate when guys go dark
It's funny, she was no different
Nowadays, it's hard to meet women
Almost like my love life was finished
I've always adored commitment
That's why I was in this position
Who's ever scared to let girls in
You've got admirers, yet so do I
It's not just me, we both have to comply
{Set II: Brandon}
I know I deliver these smiles
But I change once I review her files
"She cheated with this and him"
The heart bled after seeing her 1930's film
I have accepted that I could be alone
But I know nothing has been set in stone
If you have such butterflies for the boy
Say my name like I'm not a decoy
Girls make it harder to trust your heart
I fool myself entirely from the start
If you're not running games,
Realize I can never be so tame
Feb 3, 2016
Feb 3, 2016 at 9:31 PM UTC