She was beautiful;
Average to some,
But to him, magnificent
Her hair; brown at first,
Then shades of copper
danced through in the sunlight
Her skin;
a perfect shade of olive
and more lovely
than any flower he'd ever seen
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 5:41 PM UTC
I will sing again.
Maybe not today;
Probably not tomorrow;
But, I will belt out this freedom;
I will release chords of joy and my
Heart will thump the bass notes .
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
Pictures are nothing but captures of fiction;
I'll burn them.
Words spoken made perfect sense;
I'll regret them.
Truths are funny when they're spoken from the mouth of a liar;
I'll laugh at them.
Kisses with passion seem relevant when you love someone;
I'll hate them.
Every one who said you were good for me;
I'll burn them.
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 9:12 AM UTC
Don't be sad
It will all be over soon
This is just glimpse
Nothing last forever
Everything changes
Look to the trees
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 4:04 AM UTC
Make me a bird
So fast and free
That no one could catch me
I'll fly so high
Without a care in the world
I'll soar to the rainbows
I'll be alone
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 4:00 AM UTC
Pull it from me, the love notes that make my heart sing
Light the fire that burns only the way we can understand
Make my body weak with desires only you can fulfill
Have my hands tremble at just the thought of you against me
I want to feel alive with you
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 4:24 AM UTC
Is this my life or just an existence
I'm a lamb to the slaughter
Everyone has cruel intentions
What made me this way
What went wrong
Can I be fixed
Am I too far gone
Anger inside me
Rage in my eyes
Was it mommy's hateful words
Or all daddy's lies
Did I have unfaithful friends
Was it in school that I choked
Maybe it was the man who said he loved me then put his hands around my throat
Did the unethical expectations plant this dreadful seed
Am I a lost cause
Looking for a hand to help me...
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 9:17 PM UTC
Something is missing
It's a happy life
But I'm longing for more
I'm made for this
Why can't I have it
Smile for the ones that get it
But secretly hate them
I promise I'm trying
I've tried everything
May 2, 2019
May 2, 2019 at 12:35 AM UTC
Sleep is a comfort
It stops all the madness that fills my mind and ends the grueling existence I've found myself in
But, sleep does not come easy
Turning my brain off is like pulling the prey out of a lion's mouth
Thoughts dig their talons in and I can't find rest
Memories flood in like waters during a hurricane and I toss and turn
I long for that moment of complete exhaustion when the black wall goes up and things can't get in. Finally complete darkness.
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 11:36 PM UTC
Wake up
Take a shower
Sit in the bottom of the tub
And cry for a hour.
Dry your hair
Dry your tears
No ones home
No one hears.
Put on a smile
Put on a dress
Put on so much makeup
No one will know you're a mess.
Wash the dishes
Fold the clothes
Keep it all inside
Make sure no one knows.
Sweep the hall
Vacuum the stairs
You've got it all together
Otherwise, no one cares
Beautiful disaster
That's what you say
Sometimes you'd like to
Just run away
Keep it up
This fictional facade
Go to the grocery store
Give your sweet, happy nods
Dinner is done
Everyone's content
Your board game day is
Almost at it's end
Crawl into bed
Close your eyes,
But don't sleep
Let tomorrow's grueling task
Keep you from counting sheep
Wake up.
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 9:15 AM UTC