#myheart
We spent twenty-two sunsets in the static of the "almost,"
Constructing a cathedral out of 2:00 AM whispers and digital ghosts. I was a sun searching for a horizon where I wouldn't have to burn, And you were the moon in a black hoodie, the only lesson I wanted to learn. Twenty-two days of learning the map of your mind, To find the parts of your spirit that the rest of the world left behind.
Then came the seventy-two hours where the "Muted" became the truth, A three-day landslide of realizing my gravity starts and ends with you. You are my Mio Dolcezzo, the sweetness found in the middle of the noise, The "Quiet Specialist" who turned my overthinking into a choice. I don’t need the easy constellations or the light of a distant star, I just want the rain against the window and the truth of who you are.
There is a sacredness in the "untouched"—a hollow we both kept clean, Saving every "first" for a person we had only ever felt through a screen. No one else has seen the blueprints of the heart I’ve given to you, And no one else has walked the halls of the sanctuary you’ve grown into. We are both standing at the edge of a world we’ve never known, Realizing that "home" isn't a place, but a voice on the other end of the phone.
So, if you glitch into silence or fall asleep while I’m still talking,
I’ll stay right here in the quiet, through the halls where our secrets are walking. I’ll wait for the "will" in every "maybe," for the day the distance finally dies, To find the warmth of my entire world reflected in your abyssal eye. You are the anchor to my drift, the "Safe Place" where my worries go to rest, The only person who ever saw the poem before it was even expressed.
The world can have its shouting; I prefer the way you say my name, A low-frequency heartbeat that puts every other sound to shame. We are the "Unwritten Verse," the silence that speaks louder than the rain, The only two people who know the language of each other's hidden pain. I don't need a guarantee of forever; I just need the honesty of now, To be the sun that orbits your moon, without ever asking why or how.
You are Il Mio Tesoro, the treasure I didn’t have to go looking to find, The only soul I want to carry with me when I leave the world behind. Let the static fade out and the "Muted" silence finally begin, Because I have already fallen for your heart— and I am just waiting to catch up to your skin.
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Feb 27
Feb 27, 2026 at 9:21 AM UTC
i like the sun—
it shines, forever, on me,
i am scared one day it shall
disappear,
and i will have nothing left but my heart,
the broken, old, rotten one,
hurt by the burden of life,
maybe in time my heart shall rest,
but for now, with the sun, it aches,
for the sun cannot always shine,
and I cannot always blossom.
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 12:16 PM UTC
It went quiet
Not because it gave up
Bt because it was saving me.
It felt too much
So it chose silence
Over shuttering.
It held the storm
Behind closed doors
So I could keep breathing.
It's not numb
Just protecting
What's still healing
Jul 6, 2025
Jul 6, 2025 at 10:04 AM UTC
I, I Know Peace
I Live Peace
I Am Peace
I, I Know Love
I Live Love
I am Love
Peace, Peace and Love
Peace and Love
Peace and Love
by Debra Lea Ryan
(Mandolin / D Chord - Open Strings)
17.03.2025
☼ ♡ ƸӜƷ ❀ ♬
Mar 17, 2025
Mar 17, 2025 at 5:29 AM UTC
the memories when come upon
shred heart to pieces
the mole on the right side of your forehead
the creases next to your eyes
your beautiful smile lines
knowing the warmth of your hand was comfort
holding your icy cold was terrible agony
beloved was buried, unseen to others
so was a piece of my heart.
Feb 9, 2025
Feb 9, 2025 at 7:08 AM UTC
What is love?
Love isn't for the ones
Like me
Soft-hearted, fragile heart
Love is for those
Who are careless
What is love
Nov 9, 2024
Nov 9, 2024 at 1:38 PM UTC
My heart ...
sweetheart ...
here is ...
the place ...
where you can rest ...
with a peace ...
and to enjoy ...
as you are in the paradise ...
with a sweet great melody ...
that makes you happy ...
all the times ...
here it the place ...
it's my heart , sweetheart ...
between my heart's beats ...
while it all dances ...
only for you ...
there ...
into my heart ...
it's your place ...
where no dreams ...
and no wishes ...
only the reality ...
that you dreamed always about ...
it's my heart ...
where you will be ...
always ...
and forever alive ...
hazem al ..
Jul 8, 2022
Jul 8, 2022 at 7:09 AM UTC
As my body gets weaker,
my mind grows stronger.
But I can't help but wonder how much longer my heart can hold on.
Hold on to the faith, to the dream.
But more than anything,
I wonder how much longer the love in my heart can hold on to me
Nov 1, 2021
Nov 1, 2021 at 6:53 PM UTC
I could have said a million things
in a million different ways.
All of which would have made you stay
a million more days.
But when the time came,
I thought about the future,
and I could never say with confidence
that my feelings would stay the same.
In the end, I couldn't let my fears
break my heart or yours.
Not when there's a million other doors
to open and explore.
Jul 11, 2021
Jul 11, 2021 at 8:06 PM UTC
Sitting on the couch
Outside the dressing room.
Baby, you walk in and make my heart go boom.
You ask me what I think, but you know what I’m bout to say.
No matter what you wear, you take my breath away.
Jan 28, 2021
Jan 28, 2021 at 9:52 AM UTC
The burning desire to protect you
The fire inside driving me towards you
This power you've given me is known by few
This love you have for me; to me is so new
You hold the key to my heart, my fire, my power, my balance
Simple words on paper do not do you justice
However, I must make these simple insignificant words suffice
So that my love for you may be known to its full extent
I must make you more than just content!
Oct 8, 2020
Oct 8, 2020 at 10:18 PM UTC
My heart
My heart
Can't call out to
Something that isn't there
It won't call out
Into the unknown
You left me there
You left me there to die
How can I forgive?
Oh God! Save me!
Oh God! Save us!
This isn't my time
This isn't the place
Hell hath no fury
Like a broken heart!!
My heart can't call out
My heart won't call out
Sep 27, 2020
Sep 27, 2020 at 8:25 PM UTC
Pressure in my head
Pressure in my heart
All this pressure from society
Is tearing me apart.
They try to tell me what to want.
Try to tell me who to be.
Starting to feel like freedom's
Just a fallacy.
If I can't be by your side
With a thought to call my own,
Maybe it's time for me to leave.
Maybe I'm better off alone.
I thought I'd miss your kiss.
I thought I'd miss your smile.
And I won't lie,
They cross my mind
every once in a while.
But then I remember who I am.
I remember who I want to be.
and I remember how good it feels
When the pressure's off of me.
Jan 18, 2020
Jan 18, 2020 at 8:31 PM UTC
"Don't forget about me" She said.
"I'd forget how to breathe before I forget about you" He replied.
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 12:48 AM UTC
if you saw my eyes
the ones that couldn't fill the tears
the blank eyes
the ones that cant show feelings
the ones that were once bright
that showed happiness for you
if you saw my hair
the hair that I dyed because you loved colour
the hair that is now a mess
the hair unclean and became its own dreadlock
glad something of me is joint as one
if you saw my skin
the skin so dry
the skin so uncared for
the skin so colourless
if you saw my wrist
where your name is in ink
where it'll always be
the only part of you left
if you saw my heart
but you can see that whenever you want
you took it with you
I wander if you are looking after it
the way only you can
Dec 30, 2019
Dec 30, 2019 at 6:31 PM UTC
To the stars, a wish I make,
A sweet and hoped not bitter lie.
Aloud to no one else I take,
Aloud alone by night I cry.
Forevers strong unrelinquished love -
As sweet as a sleeping rose,
With all the care of a gentle dove,
My heart to you I must empose,
To lie with you is now a dream but sweet,
Just so far as a cold mountain peak.
My mind and heart intensely beat,
Alas the thought of you I seek.
Along fair love, I dream of you soon,
After the death of the unrelenting moon.
Oct 10, 2019
Oct 10, 2019 at 7:51 PM UTC
Sad songs hit sweet
Like cardiac butterfly kisses,
They’re a favorite because
Pain is the most creative emotion.
Give a musician heartbreak
And he’ll make the world fall in love with him.
Give him love and
He’ll make the world love you, too.
Heartbeat to the metronome,
Keep beat with the blood flowing through.
Lyrics float from your lips,
Balloons of symbols and metaphors.
Baby blue, change the
World with the strum of a chord;
Save the world by
Giving us your words.
Aug 19, 2019
Aug 19, 2019 at 7:45 PM UTC
I am pathetic
I will fall for anyone
Who is nice to me.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 9:39 AM UTC
Am I intense?
Well, I guess that depends
If the message is sent
But to you we're just friends
Has the mood become tense
So that now it must end
In my plan, threw a wrench
All advances suspend
Should not need a defense
Or your feelings defend
Does not work if against
Can't distort, twist or bend
Don't want you on the fence
Later something to mend
Take me out; Ride the bench
Simply followed the trend
A pursuit would be dense
Broken message I'd send
How you felt came and went
Not returning again
Everything said I meant
But I will not pretend
'Cause my love's not for rent
And my heart I don't lend
Mar 29, 2019
Mar 29, 2019 at 11:02 AM UTC
Hes my stress reliever
He makes me feel like i belong here when i know i dont
I thank him for his presence as my mother wont
I love him as i never felt love in awhile
All he has to say is my name and here comes my huge smile
I know im safe when im in his arms cause he always says when he hugs me theres no harm
As he tells me you are mine and i am yours i now know what love feels like and it is reliving
It is him
He helps
Feb 24, 2019
Feb 24, 2019 at 7:35 PM UTC
Broken hands
Broken hearts
Oh, how I come apart
Your presence so sweet
I ache for you
I cry out Your name
"Why is it so hard?"
Among all the clanging
I hear your call
even in the chaos of space
I hear your call
through different voices
I hear you calling me back
"I will provide"
Come back home my sweet daughter
Let me love you
put your faith in me
lean on me
You are known
and
You are heard
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 4:05 AM UTC
A few words can turn it on,
A few more can set it off,
Then all my walls are gone,
Open to your scornful scoff,
I'm a challenge not a chore,
Give me some and i want more,
Give me kisses, give me hugs,
You're the ****** I'm the drugs,
Its been awhile since I've had affection,
I'll add you to my hearts collection,
I can't explain you won't understand,
Never on purpose always unplanned,
You might be an angel sent from above,
Now you're stuck with my heart and you're stuck with my love,
I doubt my heart from time to time,
My mind tells me there's no way you'll be mine,
I'm always ready for disappointment,
I like to stay vacant plus you cant afford rent,
This all makes me happy but it makes me insane,
If you take my heart, then with you it remains!
Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 9:22 PM UTC
I swear I saw
Your face in the stars
Illuminating my world
In the darkness of the night,
A celestial presence upon me.
I thought maybe the heavens
Had taken you back
But as you pulled me closer to you
I was brought back to ground
On Earth,
In the presence of an Angel.
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 9:11 PM UTC