#myeverything
My love, I miss you more than words can show,
each day apart feels like an ache I know.
I hold you close in thoughts I dare not speak,
for fear that every word might leave me weak.
I want to tell you all that stirs inside,
the tangled hopes, the doubts I try to hide.
But I’m afraid—so scared you’ll pull away
if my heart spills too much of what I need to say.
I’ve been here before, with words that went too far,
and watched us drift like faint and distant stars.
I’m terrified that if I dare too deep,
I’ll wake a storm, disturb the peace we keep.
Yet, oh, how I wish you’d hear it all,
the fears that rise, the dreams that fall.
If only my heart could speak, unafraid,
and trust that you’d still stay, unscathed.
But I pause and hold back, each time I start,
afraid of losing what’s left of your heart.
So I keep it quiet, a love disguised,
hoping you’ll feel what I’ve compromised.
My love, I miss you, in ways I can’t show,
and wish you could see the parts I don’t let go.
If it were easy, I’d bare it all true,
but I fear to lose what I’ve found in you.
Nov 7, 2024
Nov 7, 2024 at 3:10 PM UTC
I am unable to sleep, she holds me
In the palm of her hands.
No matter what, she greets me
Through the day.
Her face my sun, the moon,
The stars & everything in between.
If I go to sleep, she wakes me right up.
Whether verbal or the slightest notion,
She knows when I am awake.
Confirming the beat of my heart.
Whether she’s close or far away,
She still appears a giant in my eyes.
& I snug in her hands.
She pops in & out of my head,
Leaving nothing but her smile.
Wherever I look she’s always there
She’s become my peace, the very dream
I continue to wake & go back to sleep to.
The breath I take that brings clarity
To everything.
My eyes no longer feel like “X’s”
& I barely feel the stitches.
She gives me the things she thinks
I require & that’s the closest
To love I’ve been.
For someone to take time out of their day.
To gain an understanding of someone else,
Although much taller than I.
She makes me feel bigger than what I really am.
For some that might be trivial.
But for me,
It’s all I ever wanted to know
Jun 29, 2021
Jun 29, 2021 at 11:05 AM UTC
a warrior
a sister
a friend
but most of all
a mother
who spreads her love
like the wings of the majestic eagle
she is
covering her eaglets with her warmth
and care
she is a true sight to behold
a tale never told
a book that never gets old
a day filled with warmth
a blooming rose
a protective wall
a melodic note
a defending fort
a love never known
words cannot describe her
but she takes it upon herself
to describe them
she is love
and so much more
she is my mom
she is my dad
l could never ask for more
Nov 19, 2020
Nov 19, 2020 at 8:41 PM UTC
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Come to
Think of it,
You know,
Sometimes
I don't know
What to write
About. I've have
Written quite a bit
About you.
I guess I find it
Difficult to find
Other things that
Pains me. Everything
Else is usually easily solved.
Now it is more of an issue
Because everything
Else isn't you.
You were my
Everything.
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Dec 19, 2018
Dec 19, 2018 at 11:02 AM UTC
To say you are my everything is something deeper than it appears to be..
Sep 17, 2017
Sep 17, 2017 at 5:17 PM UTC
I wanna hold your hand all night
I wanna kiss you until I melt into your very soul
I wanna undress you with my eyes until the image of your perfection is embedded in my memory
I wanna be in your arms until I can feel nothing but you and the darkness that surrounds us becomes all we know
I wanna make love to you until the sun rises on us and we're blinded by sweat and high off the fire that sparks every time we touch
I wanna fall asleep in your embrace, secure in the knowledge that I am loved.
I wanna wake up next to you until...
Forever.
I wanna be with you until...
Eternity.
Feb 20, 2017
Feb 20, 2017 at 3:04 AM UTC
His escape was Writing
All of the Massive disruption and Chaos that was happening in Our that he inspired me to be One.
A Writer.
May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 5:20 PM UTC
There is nothing in the world that i ever can be sure of.
But, i'm assure about one thing...
That..
I will A-L-W-A-Y-S get back to you...
NO
MATTER
WHAT
HAPPENS.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 11:27 AM UTC
Maybe it's the way
You sing softly as I sleep,
Or maybe it's the way
My heart is yours to keep.
Maybe it's the way you speak,
Or sometimes even the way you squeak,
But all I know,
Is for a fact,
Is all of me
Loves all of you,
And maybe one day
You and me can be a "we".
But you my love,
Who are so bright,
Could not be touched
By someone as tainted
As I.
How cruel it is,
Fate taunts me this way,
But darling know,
I will never stray.
Just to feel you near me,
Is like the sun kissing away the frost from my soul;
But you darling,
Are the perfect bait.
I find myself wondering
About the coming days together,
How someone as cold as I,
Could be with someone as warm as thy?
I'm not worthy of such perfection,
Such grace,
Such elegance,
Truly purity of all there is that is just.
How could the angel before me,
Truly be mine?
A man so beautiful,
So divine,
I call my lover,
My twine.
The man whose arms I gladly reside,
For I am his home,
and he is mine.
Oct 13, 2015
Oct 13, 2015 at 2:47 PM UTC
I see greatness in him
I can imagine him moving mountains
Saving lives with his smile
He has power over me
At any point he could completely destroy me
I would be dead inside without him
Hes just what I need
All I need
All I have
It scares me
To think of all the possibilities
Good and bad
Change just isn't my thing
I miss him all day long
Every little thing reminds me of him
Every cute scene in a movie
Every couple I see
Ive never felt this way before
And I don't mind
Because I know that if I fall
He will be there to catch me
And lift me up as high as I can go
Aug 12, 2015
Aug 12, 2015 at 4:47 AM UTC
One who once meant nothing,
Could make or break me.
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 10:47 AM UTC
Currently contemplating the meaning of what he told me.
Left in a state of eternal confusion.
Tirelessly I seek not to control but to tame.
The look in his eyes is blank.
His unblinking eyes make me paranoid.
I wait for a reaction that never comes.
My hand reaches out to touch, his body is cold, like ice.
The man I love, frozen in an eternal state.
Soon he shall awaken, to reign in his rightful place at my side, him as my King and husband, and I as his Queen and wife.
Until then I shall wait for his return.
Eternally and inevitably.
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 1:59 PM UTC
Your heart is the only thing that stays to life's beat,
Your hands are the only thing that lifts the worlds frown,
And your smile is the only thing that keeps the world shining.
~Kat Nichole Herondale
Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 4:09 PM UTC
Today I woke up and the world was between my arms.
I kissed it's shoulder and the world turn around to hold me back.
Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 2:10 PM UTC