#muffin
the cooling rack is quiet now,
but the kitchen still smells like a choice—
the decision to stay in the heat
until the centers were heavy and true.
we are the leftovers of a long morning,
the two most honest things on the counter,
resting in the space where the flour has settled
and the steam has finally turned to scent.
people come in looking for "sweet,"
but they leave with a palm full of "real."
they don’t see the way the blueberry
leaned into the cinnamon’s shoulder
when the draft from the window felt too cold.
they don’t see how the apple
softened its spiced armor
just enough to let the blue ink touch the gold.
it’s a quiet sort of magic,
being two different recipes
written on the same stained page.
one of us is a question of "how much joy can I hold?"
the other is an answer of "how much heat can I stand?"
and somewhere in the middle,
where the crumbs of sugar and spice collide,
there is a third flavor—
one that tastes like understanding.
we aren't just muffins anymore;
we are the proof that honesty
doesn't always have to be a sharp thing.
sometimes it’s as soft as a berry,
sometimes it’s as sturdy as a grain of spice,
but it is always, always better
when it isn't cooling alone.
so let the giant mouth of the world come.
we are ready.
we have been through the fire,
we have found our edges,
and we have learned that the sweetest thing
isn't the sugar on top—
it’s the way we share the warmth
until the very last bite.
Apr 18
Apr 18, 2026 at 5:11 PM UTC
it’s a strange chemistry on the cooling rack,
the blueberry and the cinnamon side-by-side.
one of us is leaking blue,
staining the paper with a messy, honest joy,
while the other is a study in structure—
diced fruit, golden spice,
and a crust that knows how to hold its ground.
on paper, we shouldn't match.
the blueberry is all "hope" and "softness,"
a rounded promise that might collapse
if you look at it too hard.
the apple cinnamon is "sharp" and "sturdy,"
a spiced armor that carries the weight
of a woodstove in the rain.
but watch how the steam rises together.
when the room gets too loud,
the cinnamon provides the walls—
that steady, spiced logic that keeps
the blueberry from spreading too thin.
and when the morning feels too heavy,
the blueberry provides the light—
that burst of bright, staining color
that reminds the apple it’s okay
to be something more than just "held together."
life together is a series of balanced temperatures.
when the room gets too loud—
a giant mouth that doesn't know its own strength—
he provides the walls.
he is the steady, spiced logic,
the reliable routine of the cooling rack
that keeps the blueberry from spreading too thin
or staining the floor in a moment of panic.
he knows where the edges are;
he knows how to keep the sugar-crust intact.
and when the morning feels too heavy for him,
too gray or too rigid to move through,
the blueberry provides the light.
it’s the burst of bright, staining color,
the "just because" excitement
that reminds the apple it’s okay to be more
than just a masterpiece of perfect squares.
she is the warmth that doesn't need a reason,
the soft place for his sharpest edges to land.
we are two different versions of "warm."
one is the heat of a sudden hug,
the other is the glow of a long-burning fire.
one is the excitement of the door opening,
the other is the reason you want to stay
inside once the door is shut.
together, we turn the kitchen
into something more than a room.
we are the proof that you can be
leaky and precise,
soft and spiced,
a mess of blue and a masterpiece of gold.
they sit on the same wooden table,
not because they are the same,
but because they both know the secret:
that the best part of being a muffin
is finding the person who isn’t afraid
to hold you while you're still hot.
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 8:05 PM UTC
he is the scent of October
waking up the house before the sun does.
not just sweet, but substantial—
an apple cinnamon muffin
with edges toasted into a golden, spiced armor
that smells like a woodstove in the rain.
he’s got that slight sharpness,
the kind that comes from real cinnamon
biting back just enough to keep you awake.
it’s a sophisticated heat,
tucked under a crust of coarse sugar
that crunching under a thumb
like a secret shared in the dark.
the world is a giant mouth,
but he is the thing that doesn't crumble
the moment the teeth find him.
he is the weight of diced fruit,
softened but still there,
keeping the center heavy and honest
on a morning that feels too hollow to face.
he isn't a promise of breakfast;
he is the reason people stay
a little longer at the table.
he’s the steam rising in curls,
carrying a scent so thick
it could coat the sharpest edges of a room
until everything feels a little more rounded.
he is made of good things
that had to go through the fire
to get that golden.
and he stays warm long after the oven is off—
the kind of heat that doesn't just sit,
it glows in the palms of anyone
brave enough to hold on
while he’s still hot.
he moves in a very specific rhythm,
a kitchen timer ticking in a language only he speaks.
there is a geometry to his sweetness,
every apple piece a perfect, deliberate square
placed with the kind of care
that knows the world is mostly chaos.
he prefers the tin that fits just right,
the ritual of the bake,
the steady hum of the cooling rack
that sounds like a song he's heard a thousand times.
he carries his own quiet weather—
a spiced masterpiece
who doesn't need to change his temperature
for the sake of the room.
he is the honest bite, the singular heat,
and the most reliable comfort
for anyone who knows that sometimes,
the best things are the ones
that stay exactly as they are.
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 7:56 PM UTC
the oven stayed on too long today,
but I am still the softest thing in the room.
baked into a paper liner,
holding myself together with nothing
but a bit of sugar and the hope
that the blue inside me doesn't stain
the hands that reach for a piece.
my friend—the one who holds the map
while I trip over the sidewalk—
tells me I am made of "good things."
she says I am a blueberry muffin,
a small, rounded promise of breakfast
on a morning that feels too heavy
to wake up for.
she worries about the crumbs,
and she says it like she thinks
the world is a giant mouth
that doesn’t know how to say thank you.
she wants to keep me in the box,
keep the sugar from falling off
onto the floor.
if i’m a muffin,
then i’m the one with the most berries,
bursting open just because
i couldn’t contain the excitement
of seeing you walk through the door.
so I’ll stay soft.
I’ll keep my sugar-crust intact
until I find the person who knows
that the best part of the muffin
isn't the top, or the berry,
but the warmth it leaves
in the palms of the people
who were brave enough
to hold it while it was still hot.
don't worry about me getting hurt.
i’ve got enough sugar
to coat every sharp edge I find.
Apr 12
Apr 12, 2026 at 10:49 PM UTC
There is no greater name
of true friendship and loyalty.
She gives forth
without truly
nothing holding back,
a beautiful creature who
gives all her heart -
loving you unconditionally.
She is one of the
creations of God
and called after his
holy name in backwards.
A creature who give love
and affection more
than humanity.
- A man's best friend
Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 1:06 AM UTC
There once was a berry muffin that sat on a plate
I was ready to be fed, the muffin ready to be ate
But alas, Lucky had his eye on the prize
He lunged, canine jaws were open wide
GULP! A bittersweet vanish, it was too late!
Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 10:24 AM UTC
I Am Comprised
Not of stars
Or of seas
Or of trees
But of leaves
Because I fade
And will Fall
To these
Winter winds
May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 9:42 PM UTC
So funny how you love someone
&
In an effort to let them go
You latch onto someone else
My Muffin...
Crazy how people effect your life
It has only been a month &
He is a distant yet present memory
I was in love with a man that I could not be with
So I found myself wrapped up in
My Muffin...
Such a big prize wrapped in a small package
How would you feel if you held it in your hands &
Then were told you couldn't have it?
Its Tragic!
I refused to cry over men long ago
But this one?
It hurt... I still didn't cry
Now it is hard to remember what it was like
The good times
Like my mind completely blocked the memory
I can tell you everything i know about him
But phone calls are faint...
Imagine it from my eyes for a moment
My Muffin....
He is this gem.
I researched it once or twice but never thought of collecting it
You learn more through a familiar source
Then it is in your possession
You hold it delicately at arms length
So precious yet so dangerous, you think
How will you ever handle such a thing?
You eventually build up the courage to
bring it closer to your chest
Then the Jeweler comes & says
"Sorry, they didn't tell you, you were only here to babysit?"
Even after i had polished it
grown attached to it
willing to call it mine
It wasn't even an option the entire time
That is when you learn that not all things that glitter, shine
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 1:03 AM UTC
I don't want to be that girl he calls in the middle of the night, although I enjoy the attention.
I don't want to be the girl in her feelings about him talking to other girls when I am not even his.
I don't want to be the girl who gets drunk and blows up his phone because he decided not to answer.
I don't want to be the girl who write poetry about a guy who can't respond to her text messages.
I don't want to be the girl who's heart hurts when she thinks of distancing herself.
I don't want to be the girl who falls so easily in love with the potential & future success she sees in beautiful men.
I don't want this...
This lonely feeling, this sorrow to know that all that potential you love doesn't see the same within you.
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 12:37 AM UTC
Could you imagine someone that made you shiver with excitement?
I never thought I could until I met him
He is so normal but so extraordinary
I yearn to know his thoughts
I yearn to know him
All these questions in my head An get overwhelming
Sometimes I'm afraid I'm too forward.. too open
It worries me how quickly I latch onto a frequency...
Frequencies have the potential to change but I'm risky
Im going to jump with no shame
His voice is calming
His touch is soothing
In his presence I feel safe
Even though I have no idea what I'm doing
Jan 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 at 11:26 PM UTC
There's this little shop in heaven
They call it Cocoa Palace
It's where God creates the world's greatest chocolates!
Idris Elba was made there
Boris Kodjo too
This is where Tyrese was double dipped
& where 2 Chainz got the juice
...
This shop is open to the public
So all the little girls (& boys) in line can have a little of chocolate too!
I've been in line a few times cause you see
A girl, like me, has an allergy
Cocoa could literally **** me
So God sends me gifts
Every now & again
To see which chocolates my body can stand
There was mocha with nuts
A beautiful cheating candy bar
There was double dipped chocolate fudge
I knew that was going too far
I shouldn't press my luck
He even sent white chocolate macadamia
But even that didn't **** with my taste buds
...
Recently I turned 21
& I knew He had something special wrapped up
He sent an import with hints from the islands
The type of chocolate ordered by queens & stolen by pirates
A special order for me
Milk chocolate dipped in honey
Drizzled with black licorice
Coated with a mouth piece
It even came with instructions
Savor slowly please
Negative reaction? Not yet
So maybe it's meant to be
Was this God's Special recipe?
....
Of course not, baby, you have an allergy .
Jan 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 at 11:17 PM UTC
It's crazy to me how you can be blinded by a single person's aura
It's crazy how you can love someone so much that it hurts to even think about not loving them
You let a lot slide
You let life pass you by
Then you look at the time....
You wonder where it went
Where is all that sunshine?
It this a new season? All I see are clouds
A whole year gone and it still feels like day 1
Until I met him
I was once wrapped in this aura that made me believe I was progressing
When truly I was stagnant
You never realize how badly you've been treated until someone treats you better
It's a luxury
What does it mean to be a queen when you've been a servant?
Is he a knight in shining armor?
A blessing in disguise?
Is he just like the rest?
Will he pass the test?
When someone opens a window and shines light on your world... its euphoria
Every day I want more and more of that energy
I need to be engrossed in it
Even though my heart still cries for her first love, I cannot reverse
I don't want to get attached too fast but Ava has an immaculate work ethic...
Jan 23, 2018
Jan 23, 2018 at 10:55 PM UTC
There is nothing quite like a Caramel Apple Thumbprint Scone
I bought two tonight, one for the road and one for home.
Sometimes I buy one for me and one for Mum,
Didn’t bother to tell her I ate them both…every… last… crumb.
Tonight on my way home I decide to buy a baker’s dozen
The trouble with that is I ate six and got an upset stomach
Now here I sit upon this throne, tootin’ and thinking all alone
That there’s nothing like a Caramel Apple Thumbprint Scone….hic!
K.E. Carman
2017
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017 at 5:10 PM UTC
An accident I suffered gave me amnesia,
Not she did suffer any internal brain injuries,
Tasked with loving her forever I was,
Especially sweet seemed her young ego,
Roses fell into my mind as she kisses me,
Offered I to her a promise of forevermore,
Generous she was to reflect the promise,
Rightly she knew everything about me,
Assumed by me it was too likewise,
Doctoring me in her fantasies to recovery,
Enriched by her love and my poetry our love.
Atul lost his identity for Mystery,
Muster I did every last bit of loyalty,
Networking my way to Amritsar,
Especially so for meeting her,
Sipped through her lips I did,
Into her soul, I struck a string,
Alas, it was all an illusion of mine.
Feb 7, 2017
Feb 7, 2017 at 5:29 AM UTC
Misery has no chance of overwhelming you.
Lenient are thy limbs and causing pain you refrain to do.
Surrounded by gold, your life is all splendid and sweet.
Reminded not of the world below, full of pain and deceit.
Flaws, one cannot find in you, you are perfection
yet unseen by you still, this beauty in your conception
A face conjured from that of great goddesses –
merely known to many, a face of broken promises.
without seeking the depths, one cannot know you well
He shall adjure to tear the walls and break the spell.
And when all arises, you will be liberated from your own hell.
Apr 4, 2015
Apr 4, 2015 at 2:48 AM UTC
In the mixing bowl
thou hast perfected praise.
Conforming to your mould,
your flaky crust begins to rise.
Steamy and buttery out of the oven,
you make my life chill,
when the morsel of butter enters the
blueberry canyon
to have its fill
Chemically inducing nirvana,
a world in the eye of God,
blueberry bursts of epic epicness
down my throat you trod.
In my stomach you swim, my friend.
"It is not good for muffin to be alone,"
pop goes the cherry muffin to join you,
and in swims a blueberry clone.
Nom nom nom.
Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 5:54 PM UTC