#monogamy
In the thick of lust
you're confused and lost,
infatuated in the splendor you wander.
Absence makes your heart grow fonder.
You don't know me.
Here I am,
can you tell me how you feel now?
You favor then condemn.
You loved but now hate.
What you had cherished
you now deem worthless.
Yesterday you were prideful.
Today you know you're a scoundrel.
Focusing only to forget them
and insisting commitment
only to omit the rest of the world.
(once again)
You favor then condemn.
You loved but now hate.
What you had cherished
you now deem worthless.
Yesterday you were prideful.
Today you know you're a scoundrel.
What's done is done.
This may hurt...
You're not entitled to my attention.
A single option is not an option at all
Nothing's more objectifying
than to be your victim.
I declare: I am not taken.
You do not own me.
This ends... now.
Speak this into existence:
Goodbye.
Apr 28
Apr 28, 2026 at 6:39 PM UTC
Who really IS the one?
Why do I have to date to marry?
Sure, it’s to be together forever with your one true person,
but—
How can one person be for me?
One person for everybody?
Now you sound like you’re lying.
Monogamy doesn’t sound right for me.
I have too many feelings for this.
So really, who IS the one?
Mar 24
Mar 24, 2026 at 5:59 PM UTC
A glutton for devotion,
is what I would say of myself.
Reserved only for singular reverence.
Chainlink fence around portrait perimeter.
Love lies lusciously
where the marvelous maple
lets leaves lay in the autumn.
Core, contained in a thick cluster of
counterculture conscience.
Averse to all wealth, save
the cornucopia held
within my sternum.
Jul 30, 2025
Jul 30, 2025 at 10:45 AM UTC
Confined in a cage, I gaze across waters
The flesh of two becomes one,
As they sway and glide in the absence of quarantine
Fresh meat dangled before my eyes
My gardens are lifeless, and dessicated
My hands cannot fit through the bars
The essence of infancy locked inside with me
He is mine, formed of stardust and altruism
Yet he weeps dejection
The lake is filled with unions,
Who dance alongside me
The stars refract from silken gowns and ties
There are no bars for the bonded,
I am isolated in my entanglement,
Yet their shoulders rest easy
Disparaging words waterfall from their lips,
I fear I may drown in the ocean they've filled
"Thou own venereous ways bind you to thy cage"
Though hands reach to me, thorned in lechery,
I decline with words, and beg with flesh
I immured myself inside
For the infancy, and his frail form
Remain only extant in the womb of my captivity
Feb 20, 2025
Feb 20, 2025 at 11:53 PM UTC
I can write you a letter
You can read it before you sleep
I can knit you a toy
Only one which you can keep
My gifts to you
The only trace of me in your world
A strand of my auburn hair touches
Your floor
Your face
Your bed
Your beard
My gifts to you
The only trace of me in your world
Dec 29, 2024
Dec 29, 2024 at 1:06 PM UTC
Sun-rimmed
& splendorous
this afternoon of us
barefoot in the grass
...
Noontide escapade
& pageantry
the mural on the wall of your heart
says you agree
...
Loving outside of ourselves
constructs the nook
I feel what you feel
Sehnsucht
...
There's an au fait air
between this man & wife
bound in codex
this breath of life
Jun 4, 2020
Jun 4, 2020 at 8:00 AM UTC
when you're tired of the swings
and the thrill of the roundabouts
how's another playground
gonna recharge your adrenaline
you survived all the bruises
and the scars have healed faded
so many tumbles trying
to push an unreachable envelope
perhaps it's time to appreciate the stars
rather than trying to reach them
to conquer the universe
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 5:41 PM UTC
Both our hearts are caught in between
Envy coating us pistachio-green
A varnish not shiny but smooth
Reflecting light the tiniest move
Eye-catching beauty to who dares look
A white pebble sparkling in a slow-paced brook
Containing jealous winds with restraints of ink
Emotions grow faster than you think
What starts as cloudy weather goes from small to bad
Soon a storm of feelings leaves you powerless and sad
Dec 6, 2019
Dec 6, 2019 at 5:36 AM UTC
We know this particular neck of the woods well.
To know her is to love her,
Over and over again.
The nexus between us has a motive
All its own: strike the firing pin.
Then spin~spin~spin.
I see stars that uninhibitedly glow.
Heaven has opened
Up her waiting arms.
Who said,
"All that glitters is not gold?"
Was it not a desperate wistful streetcar?
Heyday!
We're bathed in a bridal veil of angel light:
The crowning nimbus.
*** is a knotty business: it binds.
Given enough rope, we
Hang from the rafters.
Come fruition come!
Ah, this sleep is sweet
On those morning afters.
Nov 16, 2019
Nov 16, 2019 at 4:50 PM UTC
Property,
Art is my,
this....vagina is my,
I am not your....,
Property,
High squeals and sun rays coating sight,
heart beats slow as the joke reach its peak,
but you are too much to teach,
Property,
Art is my,
this....vagina is my,
I am NOT your...,
Property,
spontaneous in arousing ways,
Paris for breakfast,
Bali for lunch,
The moon for dinner,
But you are all about your Inner..self,
Property,
Art is my,
this......vagina is my,
I am not your,
Property,
Adult...business..care,
you have the scent of over driven adolescence everywhere,
but taking steps back...you're too attached,
PROPERTY,
art is my....,
this....vagina is my,
my time is my,
my home is my,
my body is my,
I........am not your,
property.
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 8:52 AM UTC
The scary thing is
You could be enough for me
The intensity of these feelings
And our insane connection
Might be enough alone
But I'm afraid to give you all of me
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 4:30 PM UTC
Sadness and euphoria.
They are bitter truths that go together,
Like zealotry and bigotry,
Or monogamy and deceit.
Sadness and euphoria: sadness the shell, euphoria the oyster.
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 5:17 PM UTC
I’m searching for an answer.
Surrounded by monogamists I crawl and weep,
Surrounded by dogmatists I hunger.
I’m searching for a key to unlock the doors of profanity.
I don’t want to hear something about the seasons,
Or anything about ethics.
No more flowers,
Away with the aesthetic of yore.
Give me the affairs, the filth, secret lives.
Give me the runaways, the elderly, the jokesters.
Give me the casanovas and cougars.
I search this rotten boulevard and t
All night, all night, even during the day..
I’m on the search..
I’m looking for a key to unlock the doors of profanity.
Feb 13, 2018
Feb 13, 2018 at 10:09 AM UTC
You had yet to discover that you were polyamorous
and I was purely monogamous
but we were in love
I just wanted you
but you wanted others
as well as me
When we first met
you looked at me as if I were the only person
that sees the world as you do
After years of beautiful memories
your eyes no longer looked at me that way
and you broke my heart as well as my trust
But instead of seeing yourself as a cheat
and begging for forgiveness
you asked me to accept this new side of you
Polyamory...
am I terrible for not being open minded enough
to accept this new and mysterious concept?
Because I can't help but see it as
a pathetic excuse
for you to hide behind
instead of facing the truth
Jan 13, 2018
Jan 13, 2018 at 2:44 PM UTC
I'm like a curse
A walking parasite
Latching onto various people
Until it gets to be too much
And then I move on to the next
That's how they see me at least
They don't realize the humanity within me
They don't see the tears
The anger
The pain
When someone loses me
I lose them too
I don't just happily move on
I feel the searing sting
Tears burning scarred skin
Wishing I could be what they needed
But I never am
They say I don't know what love is
"If you love someone, you don't leave"
I hear you
But I disagree
You were hurting
And I was hurting
We both still feel that pain
But "us" is impossible
Regardless of feelings
Regardless of love
I'm learning to live for myself
So I can stop hurting those around me
Because you deserve better than that
You're right, I didn't try hard enough
But I was suffocating
And the distance didn't help at all
Yes you're unhappy now but
At least you have a chance to move on
I couldn't give you forever
I couldn't give you stability
I am unpredictable
"Curve ***** you called them
Fluid feelings aren't made for forever
Maybe I don't know what love is
Or maybe I express it differently
We were good once
And I'll hold on to those memories
But we're nothing but toxic now
And I don't know what to do with that
Dec 30, 2017
Dec 30, 2017 at 7:15 AM UTC
I'm not sure I'm ready to lose the love I feel now
But I don't know if I can let go of you either
I wish we could compromise
I wish it wasn't all or nothing for you
Even if I left them
You and I would have to start over
Are you ready for that?
Am I?
Can I guarantee monogamy forever
Or will it all fall away again?
Dec 20, 2017
Dec 20, 2017 at 3:32 AM UTC
I haven't really faced these feelings yet
They've been hidden deep in my soul
Because it'd be easier to be heartless
Than to acknowledge the reality
I know I broke up with you
And I know the way things happened was not ok
I keep replaying where things changed
Trying to pinpoint that moment where
Everything stopped feeling right
And I think I finally found it
We were doing great together
So much love
We thrived together
And then I told you I'm polyamorous
And then I didn't listen to you
I didn't recognize my problematic behavior
And you were scared
I assume you felt like you were losing me
And I was finally feeling free
But I wasn't gone yet
We were still trying to be ok
But you shut down, understandably
And I got scared and distanced myself
You needed me more
And I felt trapped by that
So we both slowly changed
And neither could keep up with the others needs
I am not trying to justify this
I am just trying to understand
Because I still miss you
When I'm laying here alone
Cuddling my Nemo
And all I can picture is how you guys cuddled on the couch together
Or when I'm out doing something
And I think about how much you'd like it
Trying not to wish you were with me
But sometimes I do
I can't even play video games
Or watch love it or list it
Without these haunting memories
So I just avoid it and do nothing instead
Maybe if we lived closer it would have been different
Maybe if I would have paid more attention to your needs
We wouldn't have ended up this way
I know I said we weren't compatible
But we were once upon a time
I'm sorry if I made you feel like you weren't enough
You deserve so much more than I gave you
I'm sorry for not being enough for you
Because you really deserve everything good
You're a good person
And I care about you
I hope you find happiness one day
I know you will
You're good
I'm sorry for taking that away from you
Dec 20, 2017
Dec 20, 2017 at 2:38 AM UTC
Watching paired black geese
Flying in cold winter winds
Each as me, one love
May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 11:06 AM UTC
Innocence
becomes
passe
Sin again
within
favor
Gestures of genuine penance,
all shall be refused
Jaded to the long term touch
I shall now renew
Sin
Again
Within
Favor
Sin
Again
to
Favor
Balcony beckons escape to only fetishists' invites
God would not rain *** and skin in test
So
Remain
Godless
Mar 25, 2017
Mar 25, 2017 at 5:49 PM UTC
Why do lovers chant - forever,
don't they realize passions fade,
that arteries so surely sever
when gifts of ****** hearts are made
and dullness claims the escapade
and eyes begin the soft peruse...
So much goes into getting laid.
Why let romantic fluff abuse...
For dogs, a sniff and stuff suffice.
Black widows, yeah, we're all aware.
And rabbits have it worked out nice;
while porcupines must pork with care...
Why make a song of an affair
with final notes struck to bemuse,
your genitalia set to snare...
Why let romantic fluff abuse...
Why let romantic fluff abuse...
I'm not attacking marriage, no!
So much is gained when two minds choose
to plant that seed, so much can grow,
so much to share and learn and know,
that strengthens our society,
like those basics of propriety
that vilify variety.
I'm not attacking marriage, no!
No better view than from this web;
so, let those dogs put on their show.
A bunny's stamina must ebb.
A rabbit's lusting thirst must ebb!
Oh god, I'd risk a scrotal quill
for a chance to climb different hill
and dance until I've had my fill.
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 12:17 AM UTC