#mistreatment
When all our friends faded away,
We stuck together.
I didn’t think it was okay,
The way they treated you.
Yet, here we are,
Feeling like deja vu,
Wondering why,
I stayed.
I try to be kind,
I try to be nice,
But judging by how you act,
I must be blind.
You make jokes,
And I laugh,
But we both know,
The facts.
I know my place,
So I’ll let you have your way.
I’ll be your punching bag,
What did I do to make you so mad?
I thought friends were supposed to have,
Each other's backs.
Is it bad,
That I like being your punching bag?
When you're desperate,
You take what you can get.
So when I have your attention,
I don’t complain.
Though you may berate me,
I’ll hold my head up high.
Because I’d rather have you,
Then be on my lonesome.
I understand my post,
We both know how this goes.
I’ll be your punching bag,
What did I do to make you so mad?
I thought friends were supposed to have,
Each other's backs.
Is it bad,
That I like being your punching bag?
Is this how friendship works?
You throw your friends to the dirt?
Apr 21, 2025
Apr 21, 2025 at 11:27 PM UTC
Your mistreatment taught me
how I deserve to be treated -
at least better
than you ever did.
Feb 5, 2025
Feb 5, 2025 at 1:57 PM UTC
~
*pureland flower, always
twisted into someone else's
creation, never of her own
~
volition, breakable eggshell,
quiet and still, lifeless
from pushing boundaries,
~
a color without color, lifted by
the breeze, folded up neatly,
no wonder why nowhere to fly.*
~
Mar 1, 2021
Mar 1, 2021 at 2:17 PM UTC
The thorny rose that no one liked;
It lacked a petal and had a thousand spikes.
The thorns that grew from its roots to leaves
Kept the people from touching it.
But, this thorny rose once had no thorns at all;
It just lacked a single petal, tho,
This was enough for it be alone
And cursed by all, oh, so much woe.
So, she cried a million tears
Which soon grew as thorns and nasty leaves.
Now no one gives it a second glance,
But it doesn't really need anyone's touch.
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 6:03 AM UTC
Reusing old graves
Some of your own blood
Nectar of your soul
To build this nest
This stinging canister
An assembly line of skeletal remains and burning wings
Pushing little armies on the left
Pulling little armies on the right
To march themselves out of existence
Life is a pesticide
Kills the flowers
Kills the connections
Keeps you working overtime
Just to hold on to a place where you can shuffle off this mortal coil
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 9:53 AM UTC
_
i am
not
a box
where
you
can
confine
the broken
pieces
of my heart
as if
it was still
whole.
i cannot
repair
what
you irrevocably
broke
with
your deceitful
and lustful
eyes.
i am not
a box
where you
can place
your demons
anytime
it is convenient
leaving me
with the burden
of carrying their voices
inside my head.
i am
not your puppet
and you
are not
my master.
_
Jan 5, 2020
Jan 5, 2020 at 11:43 PM UTC
You made a promise to them--
You wouldn't hurt your little girl.
You made a promise to them--
You would never make your little girl cry.
You squeezed her heart with your strong grip,
And told her it would be okay,
As you watched all the blood
Slowly drip away.
You made a promise to them
As her eyes faded away,
Dying with the sunset
And the rest of the day.
You made a promise to them,
Caramelized with lies,
As the thin line of her mouth
Filled with bile.
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 10:26 PM UTC
Mistreatment, abandonment, corruption, exploitation,
Things that have been done, without any explanation.
Blue down the face, red down the brain,
Creating a purple, pleasurable feeling, of cruelty in perverted vain.
Yet the pleasure is reversed, for it was just an excuse,
For the deepest excuse that came from the most purple bruise.
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 2:54 PM UTC
I am a nice guy. why? I guess the trauma I have endured, made me a bit passive? To much destruction and discord. I live at a distance. Yet I'm still observant
especially of individuals and their ideas. Without being directly involved to understand them, their words are still clear. I won't approach you or become close with you, because I have a prejudice and preconceptions, rationalized by my fear. My family and friends seem to be the only ones, I can trust. However those who I love, have had their own selfish aspirations fueled, by their lust. I put others before myself. Their needs seem to be more important than mine. I come secondary in my own life. I wear my heart on my sleeve, so its vulnerable to attacks. I don't trust those who say they have my back.
I will give everything I have, just to get the one who I love to stay, but its my love that makes them stay away. I'm a very forgiving person, and at times a horrible judge of character. My vision becomes narrow, I only see the good in others. I got taken advantage of, and I went through many hardships, because I have a personality that brings people to me inspiring friendship. If I could, I would no longer like to be, the nice guy. They say don't change! remain the nice guy why?
Mar 6, 2016
Mar 6, 2016 at 2:03 PM UTC
Drive over me with studded tires,
Drain my tank until I sputter and die.
Your salt eats at my chassis,
Creating large jagged holes in my coat of steel.
You spin out gravel toward my windshield.
Crack! You’ve dinged me yet again.
When will I ever learn?
Probably never.
My brake lines are dripping,
I absolutely cannot stop this madness.
You drove me hard and put me up wet.
My headlights used to beam,
Now I am a one-lighted wonder,
Thanks to you, northern punk junk.
Watch this tail-light high-tail it on out of here.
1/6/2016
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 4:33 PM UTC
Your like her pet but instead of her giving you treats,
She beats you,
Then rewards you for letting her.
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 2:35 AM UTC
I am a man, this is so
I am tall, I am broad
I am seen as untouchable,
immune to hurt
This is not true
Under the muscle
Under the broad shoulders of this man
there sits a sensitive heart
It sits there unrecognized by many
Many that do not know,
that what they say hurts
"It will just glance off him" they think
But in truth, it strikes to the very core
They do not know of my tear stained pillow
They do not know of my heartbreak,
The isolation that welcomes me
They think they know me but they don't
They do not really know my manly but sensitive heart
Feb 12, 2015
Feb 12, 2015 at 11:40 PM UTC
Loving you is like wrestling with the horns of a bull
A modern Hercules and Achelous love story
Sneaking up behind me and grabbing my neck
Bruises scattered across my body by your rough hands
All apologies, no action
A chain reaction of mistreatment
Always coming back to me, begging for more
Then hostility
Without showing responsibility
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 7:12 PM UTC