#manipulate
Quand je me regarde, je me fais pitié
Je suis là à pleurer
Chigner sur le sort de quoi
Un semblant de toi
Une image contrefaite
Qui semblait pourtant si parfaite
Qu’est-ce que c’est ironique
Qu’est-ce que je suis pathétique
D’avoir cru pour une fois
Que le vrai toi
Se serait épris de moi
Évidemment, j’ai eu foi
J’espérais, du plus profond de mon cœur
Que ta personne de malheur
Ne soit qu’illusionnelle
Tristement, elle était bien réelle
Elle m’a fait croire des choses
Qui, à mes yeux, étaient des proses
D’une valeur sans équivoque
Peut-être aurais-je dû être plus baroque
Peut-être aurais-je dû être moins naïve
Face à ce masque qui m’enivre
Encore malheureusement
En ce moment
Je laisse couler mes larmes
Rendant complètement les armes
Abattue comme je suis
Après ce que j’ai subi
Je n’arrive plus
En me remémorant ces rêves vécus
À distinguer le vrai du faux
N’est-ce pas tristement beau
Je me demande à quels instants
Se tenait devant
Cette personne que j’étais
L’homme que je connaissais
Qui est-ce
J’image que cela n’était qu’une simple farce
Feindre de tomber en amour
Tu fais ça à tous les jours
C’est sûrement pourquoi tu es devenu si bon
C’est sûrement pourquoi je suis tombée à fond
Dans cette danse maladive
Qui avait pour but de combler tes envies les plus vives
Tu m’as embrassé
Tu m’as touché
Tu m’as déviergé
Tu m’as manipulé
Et je n’ai pas une seule seconde pensé que c’était le cas
Alors il ne m’en manqua
Que très peu
Pour tomber au plus creux
J’ai cru en toi
Comme je crois au bien-fondé de tout humain qui soit
Lorsque je regarde le parcours de cette route
Je me dégoute
Je n’aurais pas dû croire
J’aurais dû savoir
J’aurais dû prévoir
J’aurais dû entrevoir
Le monstre vicieux
Que tu incarnes sans pitié
Même après m’avoir vu pleurer
Même après m’avoir vu chigner
Pour cette idée
Totalement erronée
Que j’avais réussi à ramener
À la surface de ton cœur brisé
Une personne incapable de manipuler
Mar 20
Mar 20, 2026 at 8:12 PM UTC
Give me that poison that you keep in your head
That beautifully foul taste of copper and lead
Tell me the things that you don't think I can stomach
So I can prematurely start to heal from it
You had a car kitted out with razorblades and gauze
Seems ******* weird that that **** didn't give me pause
I poked a hole in my temple just for you
You lied and told me that you couldn't find the glue
Pump me full of your brand of ******** intuition
Your sanctioned ammunition never needed my permission
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 10:56 AM UTC
What if it’s all lies?
How am I supposed to know that you’re not lying to me?
I don’t!
If you’re waiting for something, waiting to cause harm, manipulate, abuse,
Do it already…
If you ever cared about me at all in any way,
Please just do whatever you might be planning.
Please stop leading me on with everything,
The hugs, kisses, smiles, words, your love
I can’t take it.
Be mean to me
Hurt me
Manipulate me
Abuse me
Stop being so nice..
So kind
I don’t know what to do with it-
Stop loving me
Please do something I know how to deal with,
Be mean, hurt me, manipulate me, abuse me,
Please, anything.
I don’t know what to do with your kindness and love
I don’t know how to accept it.
It’s so foreign and… wrong.
My heart sobs because this is what it longs for,
Yet I can’t trust it?
Can’t keep it?
I don’t deserve this,
I’ve never had it before.
Please, I’m begging you,
If you’re going to be mean, hurt, manipulate, abuse me,
Please do it.
Do it already, I can’t stand this!
Do wrong by me,
At least then I’ll know what to do with it.
That’d make living without you much easier…
I’d know for sure if you’re good or bad.
But right now?
This hurts.
Because I know,
I love you,
And I have no way to know if the love you’re showing me,
Is actually real.
Oct 27, 2025
Oct 27, 2025 at 12:32 AM UTC
She's a Wild Woman,
She is out in this world,
that is so full of Darkness, but
was once a young girl,
This World has manipulated, and
has taken away her youth,
It has shielded her eyes with lies,
instead of telling her the full truth,
A young little girl,
brought up in a world of hate,
Who was told so many false dreams,
At this point, for her, it's too late
There's a little girl out there today,
who was given false hopes, and desires,
Was told that she would never make it,
Only needing someone to Inspire.
If only someone would encourage her, and
Let her know that it would be Okay,
There are people out there who could help her,
Llift her up, and continue to Pray.
B.R.
Date: 8/24/2025
Aug 24, 2025
Aug 24, 2025 at 11:13 PM UTC
They walk .. slowly.
Flashing her distance... happily.
She follows the path... patiently.
She swallows the water... She walks.
Scared not , She walks .
She ran-
Breath quickened, fastened heart.
He stalks-
The eyes widened , sharp as steel.
She falls.
They come ...
She ran.
She falls -
She crumbled.
The way she got upset
The light she got stared...
The way she accepted ..
Her fate ensnared.
The way he was happy,
The evil bestowed
The way they asked her,
And she followed.
Mar 8, 2025
Mar 8, 2025 at 8:11 PM UTC
I am a liar
a pathological liar to be exact
you can perceive me in many ways, shapes, or forms
but in the end of the day
the way you view me will just be simple act
that I have created just to make you put your trust in me
I can say that I'm an "angel at heart"
but unfortunately for you
I can make you see the world as an ongoing hell
were the people that you love are just two - face demons that want you to forever rot in everlasting eternity
and I'll be the angel to save you (blind you) from those two - face demons
I can also say that "I can never hurt a fly"
but if you were a hopeless fly fluttering around my line of sight
I can easily trap you inside a jar
or cocoon you inside my hands
or maybe I'll just squish you slowly with two fingers
then I'll make you perceive it as a home(prison) for now on
For I am a liar
and you will find out eventually
so, if you were to sit me down and ask me
"Why would you put these lies in my head"
I would say
"Because why not"
Oct 19, 2024
Oct 19, 2024 at 1:02 PM UTC
Why do I hold on
To the stranger's perception
Of who I should be
Feb 8, 2024
Feb 8, 2024 at 10:07 AM UTC
Gained a lot
From all the
Processed
Words
Put
In my mouth...
Now
Nothing
Fits
Jan 22, 2024
Jan 22, 2024 at 2:32 PM UTC
open wide
as filth falls with slugged flow
putrid lies fog our eyes
the stench clinging to nostrils
infiltrating minds
altering our reality
Sep 5, 2022
Sep 5, 2022 at 2:50 AM UTC
I am held together
by tape and pins inside,
make shift stitches
are the only things
keeping myself from
falling apart.
There are so many chips
In my skin
I do not know
If they are from mine
or everybody else’s
loathing.
My strings are so weak
there is no telling
when I will have to cut them,
and let my limbs
fall far beneath my feet.
You would think
I would be better
at keeping myself
from ruining everything else,
but I have spent too much time
tearing myself up
to know how to
hold anything worth saving
In my bloodied hands.
My lips have been
stretched so thin
from keeping all my secrets
locked inside
I drool blood and grief
through the sutures.
Please use me,
i have no idea
how to do this on my own,
and I am not my own master
anymore.
I don’t know how to exist
without you.
I have been left on the floor
for so long
I am a mess
of broken attempts
to fix something
that cannot be mended.
I am unsure
I will even work right,
but I need someone
to tug on my ropes
and make it seem
like I am more alive
than this.
Aug 31, 2020
Aug 31, 2020 at 2:40 AM UTC
You made me play your game. Now I'll never be the same.
I believed the lie you told.
Now that I know the truth, I've never felt so cold. So alone. Heart feels heavy like it's made of stone.
I can feel myself sinking.
Ever closer to depression. Despair. In desperation I cry out "is anyone there?" No one answers of course.
Then your voice pops in my head saying "nobody cares."
For a second, I believe it.
Then I remember your deceit. In a moment of clarity, I realize listening to you would mean I admit defeat.
But I wont let you win. I'll take your words and make them mine. It's the end of the line.
Sep 7, 2019
Sep 7, 2019 at 3:54 PM UTC
Draws you into her
Go don't return we are done
Closed up her heart burn
Nov 14, 2019
Nov 14, 2019 at 7:01 PM UTC
I left you one year ago,
You hurt me and so I let you go,
I thought that we had moved passed it though.
But you make it so hard to forget,
It ***** cause you know how to get,
Your words so deep in my head.
You know deep down what im like,
You know I’d never hurt you in spite,
But you say it so that what it sounds like.
Twist my words to mean something else,
Manipulate what I said myself,
Do you know or are you lying to yourself.
Don’t act like I did it easily,
You know know this wasn’t easy for me,
And if you don’t then you never knew me.
Aug 18, 2019
Aug 18, 2019 at 4:55 PM UTC
You were lying,
I was believing.
You were deceiving,
I was trusting.
You were pretending,
I was loving.
You were manipulating,
I was falling.
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 12:49 PM UTC
The sight of you is an enveloping substance
A supreme ****** stimulant
Eradicating all commitment and restraint
I try to fight but the tenacity of your figure
Is in complete control
You are a ventriloquist
I am a puppet
Suspended by strings
Manipulated by ***
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 7:16 PM UTC
Severed strings. I dangle free.
Master only to psychopathy.
Take it all. Every crutch.
Can’t manipulate,
What you cannot touch.
Jun 20, 2019
Jun 20, 2019 at 4:57 PM UTC
Tricks could be dangerous
if it was done
by the wrong people
Disguised in pretty lips
and polished words
they were trained to manipulate
Be careful not to get caught
in their petty tricks
that are disguised in fancy lies
So it is best
to think before you absorb
and to have a mind of your own
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019 at 2:00 PM UTC
Your weakness feeds my strength.
Feb 14, 2019
Feb 14, 2019 at 5:04 PM UTC
At the age of 10,
I enter a world manipulated by a smooth console
with knobs to weave myself into a different skin
level up with every ****
and move with a certain skill.
At the age of 12,
I open a world stacked on my shelf.
Some world lying there parched like the desert,
accumulating dust and letting its texture fray away.
Whereas some lie there with their syllables
paving roads to adventure
and intoxicating the air with its tropic odor.
At the age of 14,
I scroll myself into another world;
where vision is pixelated
and lighting is perfect.
Instagram and Snapchat are the societies that exist,
ranking your position with the followers you keep.
Endorphins are the taps you receive
and filters are what you apply before you leave.
At the age of 16,
I pick up the VR goggles
and sleep under lucid rainbows
and a different constellation.
Everything is under my control,
the timezone;
a stimulation that feels so real.
At the age of 18,
I meet people of different hues,
discovering new worlds in them.
With different nations weaved on their skin,
and composition of carbon, nitrogen, spice and sweet ever so different in them.
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 2:35 AM UTC
maybe I lost my touch
can no longer
manipulate
subjugate
you.
i know that sounds
mighty cruel
but when given a rose
with those dark painful thorns
wouldn't you want to take them off to.
strip them with your words
and make them beautiful.
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC
"And I hate it when you overeact, you'll go with your stupid poetry ****
There, you pushed the red button which send me right off the cliff
Freefalling from my only sanity
How do you expect me to react to your most destroying words, should I shut all my nerves and be your punching bag?
And why do you mind my stupid poetry **** if they speak nothing about you?
Well I guess the shoe fits you perfectly
And you feel attacked
And you don't like being cornered
So you lift up your gun
So that my head will end up below your knees
And if saying sorry means decreasing the air in my lungs
I'd be dead long time ago
Being sorry for not doing things in your prefered way
Being sorry for not saying yes to whatever you request
Being sorry to make you feel bad
Being sorry to ******* FEEL
You won the war,
And I'm the one living with fresh open wounds for years
Dec 14, 2018
Dec 14, 2018 at 9:51 AM UTC
Mister psychopath
I can see through your facade,
faking innocence.
You want to hurt me,
tear me apart limb by limb,
to bathe in my blood.
to make me suffer,
it would make you laugh once more.
stay away from me!
Mister treachery,
you're a wolf in sheep's clothing,
you're not who you seem.
manipulating,
only using charm and wit?
that won't work again.
I'll overthrow you,
because you're no longer king!
I, the queen, mean war.
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 4:34 AM UTC