#maniac
i say i want to die
but i'm a fake suicidal maniac
just a small fry
who never fights back
can i use a neck tie?
or is there a hack?
i ask 'em questions
yet never doing 'em.
Apr 13, 2025
Apr 13, 2025 at 8:29 AM UTC
I hate!
I hate music!
All sing!
Nature's flow
Life's show
Yesterday, today... tomorrow
I hate music!
Artists harmonize
Neighbours' demise
Wife scandalize
I hate music!
Earth in Sound
Symphony all around
Unsound in Sound
I hate music!
In clutch
I hate loving music so much!
Nov 25, 2024
Nov 25, 2024 at 1:15 PM UTC
don't be afraid Freddie
I am also a son of some maniacs
man, how times have changed
in the 80s it seemed like kids were the bad guys
so, how have you been since the death of dreaming?
Mar 17, 2022
Mar 17, 2022 at 12:19 AM UTC
Another day passes by,
With me not knowing why.
A grin is plastered on my face,
Like a maniac running from something he hates;
yet I still enjoy the feeling of the chase.
The tension made it an ill-looking smile;
then the idea was washed over me.
I feel this way because...
I was useless.
I was useless yet did nothing to solve this problem.
I'll idly do something as I remember all the things that should've been done,
It haunts me
every second,
minute,
and hour.
I was a menace,
A menace to myself and everyone;
Felt like an actor reading a script.
But then again, someone said that life and all is like a play
And the world is a stage.
It makes everything feel surreal,
Like a living dream.
Feb 4, 2021
Feb 4, 2021 at 9:09 PM UTC
It is a euphoric moment and to her surprise her mind goes blank,
The images in her mind and the floating words the fountain of her imagination greedily drank.
The poetic profusion bubbling within her was satiated as she grasped her pen,
The treasure trove concealed in her heart was at the threshold to appeal to the men..
Taking one step further from the actual and nearer to the imaginative feature,
Her intellectual forge bestirring her to seek the invigorating charm of Nature.
She can capture the glimpses of the past and ponder over the predictions of the future,
Philosophies of life or a utopian world she can easily nurture..
Such is the power of her wistful words,
Which can openly challenge the sheathed swords.
She can sway the world with her imaginative story,
And register her name in the pages of wondrous glory!!
Jun 3, 2020
Jun 3, 2020 at 11:09 PM UTC
When I am happy,
I am brighter than the most radiant light,
My mind a conflagrant forest;
a blinding light devours wrong and right,
making me believe, unlike Icarus,
the sun could not burn my wings;
she could never shun my deliverance.
When I am sad,
I sit stuck on things once had,
I am blinded by a radiant light,
so I retreat,
to a jet black night;
The sun a lion,
my soul it's meat,
the sun is glutton,
yet he does not eat
When I am happy,
my mind is hot as stars,
and my darkness lies home trapped,
behind honeycomb bars.
Unthreatened by my demons,
with their black suits and white cigars
Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 6:23 PM UTC
Ruined by memories, ****** by life,
Burned with a torch, stabbed with a knife,
Standing on the mountain and staring at the blue,
Remembering how I killed you, thinking of you ~
My face burned with hate, my voice gone,
I'm all alone, a quadrillion against one,
I was born with death inside me, coz I'm a ghoul,
But I'm still a slayer, not a fool…
Remembering how I came to life coz of you,
You made me, you loved me too,
But I was born with darkness inside, whispering in the deepest corners,
Having thoughts to **** the weak, I wasn't into mourners…
I remember how you gifted me with a soul,
I was dying before, my heart a gaping emtpy hole,
You made me see love, see what is life,
But I was born a psychopath, so when I had a chance I stabbed you with my knife…
The soul you gave me, I made it dark,
Made it lifeless, cruel, and rough like hard bark,
I know I played my cards like losing Hell,
But hey, at least now, I live so well…
Getting to leave simpleness behind, getting to be crazy,
To the troubles and pain, my vision is going hazy,
I no longer care about others, I am all on my own,
The world against me, look at what I have grown…
Killing my mother gave me joy,
Coz I'm no longer a ************* boy,
I'm a ghoul, a psychopathic ***** who loves gore and pain,
I have now only one thing in mind; the blood is my rain…
Chewing on the gold I steal and get,
About what I did I never regret,
Coz a life is a life, it is not two three four five six seven, but only one,
Better enjoy it before it is gone…
Using the streets as a toy, by hurting ignoring and lying,
Wishing to **** someone, wishing to see them dying,
As I pull the hood over my face, I remember one thing,
My name is Illanth, and I stand as one, and live like a king.…
~ Mishka Wayz ~
Jan 5, 2020
Jan 5, 2020 at 9:00 PM UTC
I left you.
You didn’t love me
You loved that I made you
look like a big man
Nov 22, 2019
Nov 22, 2019 at 6:40 PM UTC
Drowning in lust,
For it I must,
Orchestrate a heist,
For every bit of dust.
Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 2:24 AM UTC
They say that beauty lies
lies in thy eyes
but yours is the one I don't need to see
for to me its the blue of the skies,
the depth of the sea
the skies that reel me in
the depth that I can drown myself in.
.
.
.
MEHEK
Sep 3, 2019
Sep 3, 2019 at 7:27 AM UTC
“alice, drink the potion”
they said,
“we all think
you’re a little mad.”
oh, but truly,
can’t you see?
in most cases
madness is the key.
why be fragile?
don’t collapse,
rather take some
of my stash.
hidden goods,
with you i’ll share,
just to show,
i really care.
underground,
to Wonderland,
darlin’ now, come,
take my hand.
we’ll tap-dance
from outta here,
“stop resisting!”,
they’re too near.
you’re almost there,
but then you crack,
(“was it too much?”)
they lock you up
like a maniac.
Feb 16, 2019
Feb 16, 2019 at 3:15 PM UTC
I only feel what's bad
and I'm really good at it.
I wasn't born
to be myself,
I was someone else's.
I got all the help money can buy
but I can't be helped,
but when you say that I'm your friend,
I really hope it's real this time.
I hope you're real this time.
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 4:35 PM UTC
The joy is inexplicable
When the dawn is out to warm you
But, nothing gold can stay:
It turns into burning fire
And ***** your blood out of you.
Dancing in drizzling rain
Reminds you how beautiful you are
But, nothing gold can stay:
Hurricanes bring down big guns
And shoot you to dead in rain.
The wanton scenery
Is also nature's first gold-
The gold that can not stay.
I am the Nature
My gold turns into stone
It is your love that matters
I am bipolar, I am your lover
A lover who can't be always
The Nature's first Gold.
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 12:54 PM UTC
She's hot, He's not
They've got nothing in common
He's out drinking away his problems
She's at home sitting on the bed crying
His seeing other girls
While she's all alone at home
And these two souls
Should be walking separate paths
Both hurt and ache inside
Both mentally troubled in their mind
This situation just doesn't feel right
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
They're emotionally drained every day
Trying to find a smile in these hard times
but in these dark days, it's hard to find a light
And this relationship breaking down
And karma always comes back around
They're gonna drown in the down down
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
She wants everything to be her way
He could care less what she has to say
He wants every girl in his sight
He has no feelings for his wife
She's staring at the clock
Counting down the minutes until he comes home
She wants him to herself
She's hurt, she really loves him
Be he really doesn't give a ****
What she's feeling in her heart
Her tortured soul will be the masterpiece of his art
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
They're emotionally drained every day
Trying to find a smile in these hard times
but in these dark days, it's hard to find a light
And this relationship breaking down
And karma always comes back around
They're gonna drown in the down down
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
He needs money for the bills
She's got thoughts of leaving him
She's got those initial kind of feelings
She still loves him so it's hard to leave
When he is everything she feels she needs
And she knows that she deserves better
She's finding the strength and courage
To walk out of that door and so
She tells him, he will lose everything
He shrugs it off and takes another swig of his drink
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
They're emotionally drained every day
Trying to find a smile in these hard times
but in these dark days, it's hard to find a light
And this relationship breaking down
And karma always comes back around
They're gonna drown in the down down
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
She's got the car packed
Ready to make a change
Find happiness and a future somewhere new
As she goes to walk out the door
He strikes her across the face
She falls to the floor
He raises his voice in anger
You will never leave me you, little *****
Tears run from her eyes bruised and beaten
Mascara streaming down her cheeks
So much weakness in her body
Can't find the strength to pick herself back up
She tries with all her might
But she's stuck lying on the floor
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
They're emotionally drained every day
Trying to find a smile in these hard times
but in these dark days, it's hard to find a light
And this relationship breaking down
And karma always comes back around
They're gonna drown in the down down
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
He's barely thinking straight
Alcohol overtakes his decisions
His eyes, now blurred vision
his sitting next to her on the floor
Too drunk to even stand, his limits
His at his end, he rips off her dress
he gives her every inch
That alcohol breath
She breathes it in, crying and afraid
She can't even think straight
How did it get to this stage
***** battered and bruised
The one she loved
Completely broke her trust
And now nothing will ever be the same
She'll be haunted by memories
for the rest of her days
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
They're emotionally drained every day
Trying to find a smile in these hard times
but in these dark days, it's hard to find a light
And this relationship breaking down
And karma always comes back around
They're gonna drown in the down down
They're Mr and Mrs's negativity
They've never got anything positive to say
©2017 Written By Benji James
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 7:56 AM UTC
Love is a not war
But against ourselves,
A will changing
Passion lifter
Bone breaking
Hand scarring
Feet burning,
It has not much to do with the heart
As it slices our brain in half
And we love it
Like loony maniacs who never had a cookie in their lifetime.
Jul 3, 2017
Jul 3, 2017 at 1:24 PM UTC
*Lying on the beach,
it's getting darker each time you blink.
Hear the colorful explosions up high,
the sky is in chaos, don't you think?
Forget what I told you,
leave those words to the tide.
The stars are peaking through,
my ignorance is wild and wide.
A handful of white rocks,
you smile like a maniac.
Breathing out hoaxes,
while I play piano on your back.
The fireworks stopped,
you gave me black rocks.
My blanket was made for two,
yet another startling paradox.*
Feb 23, 2017
Feb 23, 2017 at 9:56 AM UTC
Maniacally,
The days and nights
Bleed together
Into a time frame
The insane
Tap into
That's a lot like infinity.
Vampiracally,
The years of
Infinity
Bleed together
Into an abysmal
Spiral
Of insanity.
Supernaturally,
Are our states of being.
How well
We blend in
With a dismal
Arrangement
Of plain people
In trains,
Checking their wrists
For the time
As they travel
Physically.
Naturally,
The three of us
Are bound to meet
At some point.
Tapping into
Hidden goldmines
Of psychological
Nuggets
That gleam
With prosperity,
As everything
Melts together
Again.
Everything is sacred.
Everything is connected.
Mining
For hidden connections
Ought to excavate
Feelings of wonder.
The caverns filled
With complex crystals
Of energetic
Freethought
Have long been
Paved over
By trains and
Linear brains
Improving on their
Transistors.
Maniacally and
Vampiracally,
The days and nights
Bleed together,
While the world below
Bustles about;
We appear to be
Just like one of them.
We may even check
Our watch.
Our conditions
Are congruent
In that they are
Nothing less than
Supernatural.
Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 5:16 AM UTC
Wanting to overpower,
I let loose and do what I feel,
power surging, a wave of euphoria.
But amidst my hand's touch
or the way the blood in you rose,
I felt the cunning,
the bloodlust of temptation running.
I reach over, as if to grasp
air that can't be held.
You flinch, you cower.
And when my hand reaches,
You wither like glitches.
I let loose
of this cannibal within
To touch something,
I thought was mysterious.
But I am merely devouring you.
A maniac on the prowl.
Aug 18, 2016
Aug 18, 2016 at 9:35 AM UTC