The truth is
I got tired of pretending
I was happy with you
When the part inside of me
That hated you so
Grew so much
That it couldn’t
Be contained
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:45 PM UTC
A wise woman once told me
“Don’t ever go to bed angry”
I knew we were wrong,
went to bed, closed the door
With anger towards you
In my head
Didn’t want you in my bed!
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:42 PM UTC
Anger is hurt
Hurt doesn’t
have
to be angry
Hurt can just be
Sad
Sadness can heal
But anger
Manifests
And grows
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:34 PM UTC
I tried to leave you many times
The loneliness swallowed me whole
Until I felt weak and beaten
You won, you were right
I believed the hateful words
you called me
I lost my self respect
You stripped me bare
Until the day came
When the truth exploded
Like the spirit within
The air
Is light
Without you
I can breathe
for the first time
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:29 PM UTC
I am a garden exploding with flowers,
Like a work of art
but your eyes were closed and
You didn’t care to listen to my thoughts,
You cursed me when I begged you to stop...
spelled your curse words...
Your so smart
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:21 PM UTC
I TOOK it and HEARD it
And tried to forgive,
Forgive the last time, or time before,
Forgive all the hurt
But I couldn’t take it anymore
Now the only person
I need to forgive is myself
For trusting a monster
Who is in love with himself
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:15 PM UTC
If he truly
Loved me
Than he would
Have been
More kind
When my
Dear brother
Died
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:09 PM UTC
I began with honesty, trust
An open heart
The door closed little by little
Every time you burst
Jan 9, 2020
Jan 9, 2020 at 7:01 PM UTC